/r9k/ - ROBOT9999

Except:
There's no robot.
There's no porn.
There's no faggot garbage.
There's no tranny garbage.

Let’s see the worst, most brain dead, pseudo intellectual slop you can find, I’ll start

I wish I had a older sister, before someone calls me a faggot I already call myself a faggot for thinking like this

before you ask no its not because of incest "you want to have sex with your sibling!" no in fact I have no siblings at all besides half siblings who I barely meet at all who are far younger than me

ive always wanted a older female friend growing up since the only female interaction I had were my relatives (mostly my mom), I saw guys with older sisters growing up and they were far happier than I ever was, I was mostly alone with my mom & half sibling with no one but myself

I don't like going out in the world just to form "friendships" almost everyone I've talked to had rejected me or pushed me away in some way, im tired of just having my mom I want someone else whod actually be there for me, someone to talk to and someone to be with that would just be there solely on the basis of being related, I want that.

Again, I'm a giant faggot and you can call me that bud I'd hope you'd understand

so on /soy/ they're raiding some pedonigger forum and i saw screencaps and now i can't stop feeling sick. i was molested by a pedonigger when i was 13. that was my first real experience with anything sexual and i think this turned me kinda bi. yeah, i know, im a disgusting faggot and i should kill myself. i hate that i turned out like this. i hate that my sexuality was carved into me by some pedonigger. he made me this way and i never had a choice. i then read that some users on that forum were molested as kids too. and i just sit there and think… that could be me. that's literally my origin story too. seriously just think about it. what makes me different? what if i turn out as one of them 20 years later? i'm not attracted to kids at all. i would never hurt a child. but what if it just happens? what if it creeps up on me like it did with them? what if one day i wake up and i'm one of them? i can't shake the feeling. what if i'm already on that path and i don't even know it? it's like a parasite in my brain. every time i see something about pedos it triggers this spiral. if that actually ever happened i would kill myself immediately. i mean it. i couldn't live with that. i'd rather die than become that. maybe i'm just attentionwhoring, idk. im currently dating some brown wompa. i hope getting into a relationship will help me move on from this shit. thoughts?

Anyone else think mens hatred of women just furthers the gender war? Like sure women are stupid and mentally ill, but i am still attracted to them at the end of the day.
Some of y'all take the BP way too far.

it feels like women are more friendly. men don't approach me to be my friend or conversate very often. i try and try and try to spark a connection with men (platonically), i smile and am emotive, but there's this wall. it's like every guy is just depressed, stunted, or uninterested in making friends or small talk. i'm tired of putting on a smile and being friendly for it not to be reciprocated at all. women and gay men are the only people who reciprocate my friendliness and it makes me appreciate them, even though i'm not a woman or gay. i feel like, if i approach women, they will react negatively so i never do that, but men are antisocial and unemotive when i try to talk to them. i feel trapped because of this. women are very friendly if they initiate interaction with me though, and not in a fake way. this has happened a handful of times in my life where they express some kind of interest, and i appreciate them for that. i appreciate that they at least put in the effort to be friendly, unlike a lot of guys my age. i go back in forth between interest and resentment towards women. i'll see something on social media about women or something a woman said, and feel hatred, but then i'll experience women being friendly and feel guilty for ever feeling that way. then i feel hatred towards men. i cycle between dislike for women and men, though i admit the former is experienced more often. it's this hatred between men and women online that makes me feel this way. i want to change because i really don't want that hate inside of me.

in general i go back in forth between being very friendly and empathetic, and cynical and apathetic. i feel like my friendliness has been abused which causes me to feel mean. i don't want this evil side in me but i need a certain level of cynicism to defend myself. i've always enjoyed this right-wing side of the internet, like imageboards, the farms, the right-wing youtube sphere with people like metokur or kino casino. it makes me feel guilty sometimes because it feels like i am giving into something evil by giving these sort of things my attention. if people knew i consumed content like this in real life, they may be uncomfortable being around me, and that's sad. mainstream websites like reddit and instagram are very hateful too, so maybe i shouldn't feel guilty. i know i wouldn't say hurtful things towards anyone in person, i rarely do online, but this guilt remains. i don't know how guilty i should truly feel but some amountPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

Help me stop being a faggot

I got a single compliment first day of school and it was from some fat black muslim bitch
It's over isn't it?

for context im 158cm & 41kg, every time i look in a mirror or down at my legs/thighs i keep thinkjng they look HUGE evendoe they probably arent but theres just something in my brain telling me im huge and fat and it like sucks Because i am constantly overthinking about body comparison and other stupid stupid stuff Anyone else relate or am i just a disordered fag

If you had 3 wishes, what would they be?

Autistic men are the most oppressed group in society

When is the tradcath, based Christian, RETVRN, etc meme going to die?
I fell for it like 5 years ago. But it's so clearly a fad and turned into a big gay gift over the past several years.
Premarital sex is fine. Your religion is a cope because you can't get laid. Let's just admit it, alright? You don't pray every night. You still call people niggers on the internet and tell them to kill themselves.
Is anyone else waiting ahead of the curve?

wet dreams thread, ill start

I dreamt I was fucking a white haired blue skin alien girl doggystyle

I don't know. If you know what I don't know, that would be greatly appreciated to share here

I want to research the process of one becoming addicted to porn.
Post your stories about how you became a porn addict, got into fetishes and such. Describe what exactly holds you off from changing to the better.
I myself had a porn addiction but got rid of it thanks to deworming.
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