>>54935normal is not RIGHT, it's normal. Normalized degeneracy is STILL degeneracy. Sometimes in life you will find yourself in a situation where you have to chose between being "normal" and being right. In fact i think some of you HAVE made that choice, but we live in such a cruel time that you are suffering for it, yet you did the RIGHT thing, and were still punished. That's the rub. It's not easy and don't ever let anyone say it is.
The problem with a situationship, is it's a waste of both your time. It's not going anywhere so it's best to move on. I know the fear of being alone and having to start anew is strong, but you have to face that fear. Courage is the place between cowardice and recklessness. In your situation i would ask myself what i did right, what i did wrong, and try to grow with what i learned. If you are a sweet caring person, you will find someone to build love with, because someone is looking for you.
Hang in there. It's not all bad, it has it's highs and lows and you gotta ride it out.