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i feel old af

Idk why i feel so old , early twenties isnt old yet right?

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i have no one to talk to this about. this is going to be a long and personal post about my previous childhood trauma and what my mother put me through. i’ve come to terms with it all and partially repaired my relationship with her, we live a plane ride away from eachother but i never visit her due to my trauma but i have very long and frequent phone calls with her for some context. ive never fully forgiven her because to be honest i can’t, but ive accepted it and dont hold any malice towards her. i just got off the phone with her and she dropped a lot on me. i need to let it out im shocked and upset and its just a lot. i need to talk about it where no one knows me personally.

i was talking with my mom today and she starts crying when talking about how her stepdad has dementia and isn’t coping well with the home he’s been put into. i deemed this as odd because she never had a good relationship with him or liked him too much but of course i was asking if she was okay and what the matter was. she’s talking about how she’s struggling with it because her mom needs so much support in this time and her job is taking a toll on her for it etc etc. again she’s sobbing a lot and i felt like it wasn’t the full truth. she drops it on me that she wants to leave my stepdad and i agree, he’s a horrible man and i’ve never liked him. i console her through the call and tell her it’s okay and she needs to leave if she’s been feeling like this for years, she told me she cries so much because of how much she wants to leave and im getting pretty upset too because it’s sad hearing your mom sob to you when you can’t go see her or anything. she starts apologising to me for what she did to me and what she put me through. she used to take a lot of drugs, opiates, meth, and herion to be exact, i used to find her passed out or if she wasn’t passed out she’d be incomprehensibly talking to me and it was scary, it was genuinely like a homeless crack head who babbles at you on the street except i was 8/9 and it was my own mother in my own house. it deeply traumatised me, she used to forget to pick me up from school, she crashed the car three times with me in it because she was driving on drugs, she could barely take care of my two year old brothers too. it was a very scary and traumatic time for me that i had to do 7 years of trauma therapy through a psychologist. i’m leaving out details but just know it was bad and deeply painful. a few years after she started doing drugs she moved away to be closer to her family to get help with my little brothers and my step dad moved with her of course so it was just me with my dad which was wonderful, i love my dad so much and look up to him a lot. so she was apologising non stop for doing drugs then leaving me a year later. she drops the bomb that she wants to leave my step dad and i agree that she should do that. she goes on talking more and more about it all and she gets mad about my dad or something i cant quite remember and talks about how he always used her drug usage against her to make her feel bad and paint her as the bad guy. which i mean yeah its true you should never involve children in your junkie shit. and then she went on to drop something on me.

my dad has a chronic condition, CRPS, look it up. permanent nerve pain that’s caused for no external factors it’s your brain playing tricks but the pain feels 100% real; he described it as it felt like someone was slicing his arm open with a box cutter slowly and deeply. i had to live with my mom for 6 months while she was pregnant with my brothers because my dad was going through too much pain. during the start of month two living with her she got hospitalised due to pregnancy complications and i was only living with my stepdad and i hated it cause he didn’t treat me like his kid he treated me like a roommate and i was mad and sad because i missed my dad and my mom. well, i wasn’t actually living with her because of his CRPS at the time. she told me that he was fucked up on drugs. this has destroyed me. obviously he is clean now because i wouldn’t have guessed if i didn’t think too deeply and i was 7/8 at the time. but now it gets kind of complicated.

i have memories of the period before i went to live with my mom. my stepdad would always come to my dads house and he’s always been a suspicious guy. he was actually my dads sisters friend before he dated my mom so that adds another layer, my mom KNEW what he was like and my dad knew him in and out before my mom started dating him. he was suspicious and i had bad vibes even as a little kid. i asked my mom straight up if my stepdad has anything to do with getting my dad addicted, and she said yes.

post is too long so i’ll continue in the comments even doe snca

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POOP AND NIGGERS BUT DEAD

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brutal gradepill

it's too gradepilled…

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Why do both my female friends keep constantly reacting to my messages with love heart emojis it confuses me

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'teens that got through depression, what helped you get over it? I got myself to a relatively healthy lifestyle and i feel better, but i still relapse to strong depression and suicidal thoughts for about 4-6 days every month or so, really messes with my productivity and daily life. What advice would you give me to stop having these episodes?

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i’m moving out with my gf in 6 days. i thought i was ready but im extremely anxious and nervous now. im a sperg she has adhd, im the type of sperg where i have overlaps with ocd and anxiety and she’s the opposite. very messy, more care free, and it stresses me out even though i love her more than anything. im scared of the room being too cluttered even doe its a huge ass room. im going to miss my dad a lot.

i know it seems like im moving out for no reason but i need my own space away from my dad, he works from home every single day and is really bad at budgeting leaving us with no food a lot of the time, plus our house is tiny. we have a dog that is very agressive to new people meaning i can’t really have friends over, it’s a pain to get into the city too and i work in the city.

i’ve saved up 4k, my rent is $116 a week including bills, and i make an income of $350 a week so i can definitely afford it. the finances aren’t stressing me out. i’m genuinely just having a sperg meltdown right now because im so anxious and stressed. i’m outside having a cigarette while writing this while she studies in my room. i was packing up my room before i went outside.

i want to cry so badly but i physically can’t, i haven’t cried in so long. i don’t know what to do chuds. i am ready but im not at the same time and i can’t back out now. i know it is the right decision to put myself out into the world and it’ll benefit me greatly. i’m only 18 and my dad says i can always move back in if i feel the need.

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has anyone tried finasteride? I can't do minoxidil because I have a cat? I'm currently like Norwood 2 at 18 geg

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blogpost

I fucked up. I didn't really think much of it so I kept taking more and more LSA and doing it more often, and I felt nothing these past few months.
No feelings whatsoever. Guess I'd let you know, since its not really what I signed up for at first.
I used to get slight migraines when I was younger (this isn't making much sense is it?) but to me it was a positive. My brain is like an engine I think, it's more concerning if I hear nothing when its supposed to be running.
So I started experimenting. First with painkillers, then moved up to kratom. (this is going to be long if that matters btw)
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Move forward and I'm starting to use psychedelics for some reason and they're fun for a while, but nothing gets solved. You think that some part of the puzzle will click when you take them and in the moment it certainly feels that way but really they're not doing shit!
But they gave me some buzz. I like that. If you can get your rocks off on alcohol good for you.
All lsa ended up doing was slowing my thought processes, and I didn't even notice! For months I didn't notice.
When I looked at shit I did before, the entries in my "diary" none of them made sense, really. I thought past me was wrong just because I didn't get it anymore. My engine stalled.
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Then these past two weeks I started smiling for no reason. It was stupid, I thought, but your body is always a little more ahead of the curve. Then it took off this week. First a little pressure behind the eyes, a little confusion.
Up until then I was just a facsimile of myself. That wasn't really me. An Accura without an engine is just scrap metal, no jmatter how similar it looks.
I caught myself then a couple times spacing out for hours at a time thinking about killing people. Yesterday I even dreamed about it.
Something clicked "oh yeah, that's how I used to be, I used to do that all the time" I realized something was wrong.
I'd been empty, my head was totally empty. Thinking was like turning the key in the contact and hearing the starter engine struggle a bit, then give up. I wondered if I'd become retarded, well I had gone retarded, but it was temporary.
<fax space
Until earlier today, suddenly the transmission popped into gear and I drive again!
That was scary! Holy shit I became fully retarded because of LSA. I was drawing little diagrams of the modulus 11 of functions shaped like the tree of life. Retard CCRU shit. That must've been because I was trying to get back to normal, because I knew I used to be able to do math, but because the engine broke down I made those retarded charts instead.
I was stuck doomscrolling through fucking jewtube for hours, I got the full goyim experience.
<but before I go
I haven't enjoyed the sharty in a while, posting has slowed down a lot and the sit is filled with unfunny spam. At least in the past bots used to be something on top of the user experience of shitposting, not every single reppey!
There are still some of yinns left here so I'll give a little gem:
Every guy worth something is Evil. Maybe thats why the elites are, but I'm convinced.
What separates you from the goyim isn't anything good or wholesome, unless you're a goy after all.
Think about it for a second. Do you want J Epstein justice? Do you want the courts to blueball you with slaps on the wrists for all the elite pedophiles? No! Of course not!
You want them hanged. I do. I'd like to see prince Andrews liver without the rest of him attached. His black, alcoholic liver. I want his skin to get ripped off his face and sold on ebay. But think about it some more, does the justice really matter?
Lets face it. The fantasy of the 80's action hero isn't that he's cool, or that he's a hero, it's that he can execute people without repercussion. Imagine Falling Down, Taxi Driver, that's what you should be.
The goyim can be appeased by J Epstein getting a month of probation.
The goyim are perfectly content if prince Andrew only gets exiled to snca island.
The goyim clap when a "youth" gets juvie for stabbing two children.
>but that makes you no better!
Yeah sure. But listen, wouldn't we rather have lynchings back? Public torture and executions?
Would they have even attempted little saint james then? Or would they have pissed themselves in fear?
Do you really want to go your entire life without beating the fuck out of someone? Do you even know how good it feels?

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sperg whining

>wait for the right one to come along bro
>you need to date hundreds of women before you find one to marry bro
Its one or the other normieniggers. I been meeting zero women that I could realistically ask out, and they say you need to date many, it's over.
>just be content with being alone for a little while bro
Meanwhile you have been in and out of romantic relationships since you were 14, you still find people to date with ease, I can't get my foot in the door apparently, I don't even have the opportunity to gamble.
>just talk to her like a friend bro
Normienigger cant comprehend that I'm already doing this but I can't escalate. If youre a friend to her first then asking her out means you lose that clique most of the time. Being a stranger first means she will turn you down all the time (and still I'll be a victim of gossip). And then another dude will square up with me for hitting on "my girl, bro"
Zero women at church, and no way forward at college it seems.
So the actual question, is giving all your data to MatchGroup the only way? Frankly I'm in denial of this because I don't want dating app slopware on my phone.

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97 years a NEET AMA.

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Are you a fat fuck?

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I'm the only person who's ever posted on this board its all just me samefagging on different vpns

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what the fuck is this board, i thought this was for robotics FUCK YOU

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Being an extrovert but too shy to open up to other people is literal hell

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whats the best website to check your face attractiveness

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What am I even supposed to do as a lazy 107 iq midwit in this saturated job market? Should I just accept that I am but a peasant? I mean, there's nothing wrong with that, but with today's economy you simply cannot expect to afford a normal life with blue collar work.

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Since wagecucking doesn't pay the bills. What crimes should I start committing? I have experience in IT matters. And some OSINT stuff

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Me (19F) and my sister have this theory that during world wars all the hot and respectable men died whilst the ugly ass draft dodgers had offspring AKA current men

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share a fun intimate moment!

since from what i hear it's adults only on this site now, any chuddies want to share a (fun) experience of theirs during sex?

the reason for the thread is both laughs and reassurment for those amongst us who havent yet done anything, and are stressed about it. lord knows it could have helped knowing how silly and stupid it can be when i had my first time. there is so much negativity on the internet in general about this topic so let's keep it positive!

i'll start: during my first time i was stressed out as hell since neither of us had done anything before, and i had trouble getting hard. it was a rough situation for me and my self esteem, and she saw that and she js decided to say something along the lines of the jews projecting a goybeam straight into my neurons to reactivate my primal foid-hating chud instincts or some shit like that. i laughed my ass off and while i still couldnt get hard, i ate her out for a full hour and thats the most fun i've ever had

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I have no idea what I'm going to be doing in the future.
I'm 2 years before college (not a caca btw) but none of the careers I can think of seem appealing. The white collar jobs are already overabundant with goyim looking to become wageslaves working 50 hours a week for another man, and there's a good chance a lot these jobs will become obsolete due to AI. I've thought about blue collar jobs like electrician, mechanic or even a farmer because they have a better chance at becoming independent but I don't have the talent for manual things like that. I really don't know what to do.

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isn't this board a dnb?

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What is this feeling?

I dont know why but I feel like im falling behind in life or something, like all of my friends are either in sports, in honors, or have girlfriends meanwhile I just doomscroll on the internet, play video games, and jerk off. I have always felt alone even though I have friends and a loving family (I rarely talk to my friends outside of school so that may be a factor) and I have no skills. I know that im young and I still have time in me but I think my teen years are fucked, God knows what awaits me when im an adult.

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Sometimes I wish falling asleep was like working out and took like physical effort to do so I can get better at falling asleep fast and could just do it on command instead of this gay ass state where I am tired and just have to sit there doing nothing its really annoying especially when I have stuff to do the next day and it's all I'm thinking about.

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is it weird that ive always been liked by people?
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somehow i have friends and people who actually care about me and i always get into high-ranking positions in the hobbies i like. im not even a good person irl either im kind of an asshole and i have acne and i dont rly dress that well i literally just use my same 15 gym shirts for everything (working on that)
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when i tell others about what i have in life im usually told im really lucky somehow for the talents i have and i cant rly relate to people here despite being on this board for a year now since most of you guys have problems i stopped dealing with.

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I don't know what to do. I’m 22. I don’t have any friends, and I have never had a girlfriend. I don’t even have a basic education; I can’t do math or grammar. I have to use a secondary program to fix my grammatical errors as I type this. I wasted my childhood and teens being glued and addicted to games and social media. The worst thing is that I didn’t even like it. Sure, it was stimulating, but I always had a pit in my stomach.

I’m not angry; I’m just sad. I wish the internet never existed, and I could have had a normal life growing up, playing with other kids outside instead of being stuck in a dark room all by myself.

I totally get the tranime obsession with isekai; I would sell my soul if it meant I could get to experience the life I never had. I feel like I have never lived.

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/r9k/ datamining thread

ITT WE MAKE POLLS AND ASK OTHER USERS THEIR DEMOGRAPHIC
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lets do some demographic collection. im guessing that there are at least 20-30 regulars here. we should do a census i guess.
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also i ask that you may keep this thread bumped. thanks.

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I have an IQ of 101, am I a super genius?!

So I had recently gotten a type 1 autism diagnosis and part of the aftermath was getting a proper IQ test to see what accomodations I would get, like it's not just a pattern taking quiz but also physical block manipulation and word association so I think it's thorough, it's much a relief that I'm not mentally retarded I'm just a foid deterrent and boomers hate that I don't stare at their eyes, but with the average IQ getting lower among Americans (I get that it's because of shit skin immagrants o algo) but does an average rating actually make me a modern genius? Like Einstein? I was always really good at tests but sucked at projects and taking instructions at work make me feel like a bumbeling idiot. Anyway I'd also be interested to hear ways in which you chuds excel in and areas you feel like a caca

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I’m starting to internalize and actually believe all the misandrist stuff I keep hearing. That men are less intelligent, women are goddesses because they are the gatekeepers of sex, that the perfect man cooks and cleans and reads feminist literature and also rapes her and fingers her until she gushes and then gives her aftercare. Women want to be raped but also want men to be their bitches.

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WAAAH WAAAHH WAAAHH MY LIFE IS BAD AND I DO NOTHING ABOUT IT WAAAH WAAAH

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i hate women, thats it for this poopy board

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im on day 24 of nofap right now, but i have to wonder, when will i stop feeling sexual/romantic attraction to subhuman roasties of the lesser sex?
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today i woke up with a strong morning erection which is something i haven't experienced in at least a month, although i don't exactly know what caused it. most sexual "fantasies" i conjure up in my mind are ineffectual in making me aroused, even if they are tailored to my specific fetishes, and i quickly tire of them. i already have a pretty low libido/romantic drive to begin with, but sometimes when i see a specific female who is present in some of my classes, i feel a light romantic inclination towards her, which i know is irrational and retarded, given that i will never be able to truly love and have romantic love reciprocated to me in turn. maybe i should settle for tulpamancy, but i dont know. i don't like the idea of letting a demon live inside of my head, even if that demon looks and sounds like pinkie pie. thoughts, soy9ksisters?

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The BBC Unites All

Racist women were raised to believe niggers are wild dangerous animals who will rape them with their big dicks. However, rape is the most common fantasy of all women, and in racist girls' minds the two become inseparable. It's the taboo and the fear which drives the racist woman's secret lust for BBC.

On the other end of the spectrum you have liberal feminist girls. Potentially initially influenced by jewish propaganda and the BLM movement and maybe even a bit of racism they're in denial about, these women gradually developed a preference for black men. They do not know the origin of their own sexual fantasies, but they are perfectly fine with exploring and embracing them. They have sex with the negro as part of a movement towards "sexual empowerment" and potentially to "fight the white male patriarchy" (though in reality their only motivation is lust).

The apolitical low IQ sorority type girl also embraces the BBC simply on base primal instincts. She's attracted to the larger dicks and the dominant dangerous attitude of the nigger thug. This combined with her trend following nature after she sees tiktok videos of other women openly lusting for BBC.

Rich white girls will lust for the negro because of the strong contrast with her own upbringing, and as a way to rebel against her father.

The so-called "femcel" may not initially have an interest in BBC but will begin to develop it after spending so many hours in the internet everyday. These types tend to be female gooners and spend a lot of time on porn sites, which promote BBC porn and push it onto their viewers until they come to enjoy them. This is especially likely if these girls spend their time on imageboards and discord. I specifically remember this one foid from 4cuck/r9k/ (she posted a timestamp with her flaps) and she said she did not used to think of blacks more sexually but over time all the BBC posting got to her and she starting watching that kind of porn, and now that's pretty much the only thing she watches. She even showed a screenshot of her folder with a large collection of BBC porn.

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Nofap thread

The title is self-explanatory. I wouldn't say that my problems with pornography are excessive, however it's something that I still don't feel proud about and want to change about myself.
I remember reading once about "Accountability partners", basically someone who would incentivize and also help you commit to a certain objective (by checking if you are sticking to said objective). I don't really have someone like that for me in real life since my social circle is quite small and this is an embarrassing topic to share with another person, so I hope that this thread can act as my accountability partner.
I will be updating this thread every night sharing whether or not I jerked off and also tracking my progress in days.
The last time I jerked off was on the 21st of july, this means that I haven't masturbated for 2 days

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Jannies are obsessed o algo

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Totally serious question: How would (You) go about trying to get a gf?
Where'd you look for one? What'd you say? Do (You) have a strategy?

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i need advice

there's a new kid at my foster home. his name is River and he's into ROTC military stuff, which is pretty keyed, but the weird thing is that he sounds like a fucking tranny. like, he sounds more woman than man. how do i cope with this?

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no means yes
yes means anal

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Baby

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HOLY SHIT IM SUCH A FAGGOT WITH MY REAL LIFE FRIENDS I REALLY BETTER GET SOME FRIENDS ON THE INTERNET SPECIFICALLY DISCORD BECAUSE WITH REAL LIFE FRIENDS I CANT PLAY 8905340897345 HOURS OF TF2 OR SOME SNCA GAME

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Would you suck a log of shit out of Andy Sixx's asshole?

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Beards

People who have a beard or any facial hair shouldn't be taken seriously. You're wearing pubic hair on your face and it looks like shit. probably >50% of the people who grow a beard do it because they're simply too lazy to grab a razor a few times a week. The other groups not accounted for in the lazy retard category (although there's probably quite a bit of overlap) are as follows:
>hipsters
>faggots trying to dig up styles that died out 100 years ago (and should remain dead)
>young males and boomers (predominantly) who think it makes them more of a man to not practice basic hygiene
>fatties trying to hide their extra chins
>Mohammeds and Ahmeds
The only person that has had decent facial hair in the past 100 years is Hitler, and even that's debatable. If you have a beard you are a contributing member to present cultural and aesthetic decadence.

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My thoughts as a former incel on foid attraction (you VILL read all dis)

Something I've observed with women is that there are basically 3 categories of ways they are attracted to men, which I will list. The line between the points two and three is blurry with a lot of overlap, but they are distinct things.

One: Attraction to Wealth and Stability
If a man has money, a nice job, and a house, he will get girls more easily. This isn't exactly regular emotional attraction like the other categories, but more a logical calculation on the part of the female. She will choose a man in part based on his material situation. Thoughever it's not just his money but his personality also plays a role here too. If a guy seems level-headed, calm, non-dangerous, then he makes for a better potential long-term partner.

Notice how I say long-term, that's important. This category mostly only matters for her consideration of marrying a man and is not something she'd care about as much for a short-term relationship or hookup, again because it's not something based on emotion. With that said there is a SMALL emotional/primal aspect to this form of attraction. If a rich guy buys some girl cool stuff or takes her on rides in his expensive car or yacht or whatever, it CAN create a sort of association between fun things and the man in her head, boosting her attraction to him. It can also make a man appear more high-status which also boosts his rating. Sacrificing his own wealth on her behalf can also be seen as a gesture of him caring about her or whatever which can also help.

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How do I a fat chud get a furfag girlfriend?

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I'm unironically obsessed with trannies and I'm man enough to admit that. I want to do something about it, but I don't think I have many options. Even if I don't watch porn for months I'm still thinking about them, so that doesn't work. If I went to a woke psychologist they'll just tell me that my feelings are normal when they're clearly not. So why bother?

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Any tips to stop gooning when bored? I sometimes do it in the school bathrooms because I'm bored of what we do in class, I don't even do it at home anymore.

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ok so normies are retarded and all but i genuinely have an overwhelming feeling that the vast majority of people here that post about being lonely faggots are literally just antisocial retards who dont even bother to find the right people. just my thoughts doe

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A couple of days ago I was in some snca public event where you could buy some gemmy food and this absolute OMGSISA smiled at me, probably she was smiling at some chad standing behind me o algo, but whatever I still remember her A10 eyes.

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Just finished my FUTA goon sesh AMA

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I’m not literally racist as in “wipipo are genetically superior” but I genuinely hate how niggers act so much
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In class (I’m a senior janjans) the teacher starting playing classical music and across the room I hear
>AY MANE WUT DA FUCK IS DIS SHIT NIGGA DIS MUSIC IS ASS TEACHA
It feels like they’re allergic to anything smart
What do I do??

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ITT we do this test and post our results
https://www.16personalities.com/free-personality-test

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this board used to be good

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rumination tips? (OCD/pOCD/etc.)

what are some tips to stop ruminating? i find myself getting caught on thought loops occasionally, especially because of obsessive-compulsive disorder.
and yes, i was the one making so many of those repetitive threads a few months ago, sorry for that. i think the way my mind gets stuck on things causes me to behave that way

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is autism real or is it just a cope made to justify bad decision making? literally every autist ive interacted with online is on some wacko gooner neet stuff

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How do normies do it? All of them have so many friends, they constantly hang out, they constantly have eachothers numbers, meanwhile I just perpetually have to live alone. I thought at first that it was just the fact I was in Highschool, but it's no different here in college

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When I was 7 I was diagnosed with ass burger syndrome from a psychologist my grandma took me too without my mother knowing, I got diagnosed after 5 sessions or something
>Don't ask how
at 12 I got a more "official" autism diagnose (level 1)
Do I have assburger or autism

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THE TIME FOR THE ZOOMER ROBOT COUNTEREVOLT AGAINST THE BOOMER SEXUAL REVOLUTION HAS BEGUN

Every Generation until the Boomers didn't pick their own partners. IT WAS THE PARENTS and specifically THE FATHERS the ones who had to fight the wife or the husband for their sons or daughters. This was especially good for young men, who could focus on themselves, instead of wasting time on the dating market. Then the boomers came with their free love, destroying the traditionalist patriarchical powerstructure which BENEFITED EVERYONE!!!! Its time for us TO SET IT BACK AND GIVE OUR JUSTICE TO THE BOOMERS and Gen X! I AM NOT GOING TO DATE ANY WOMAN OR PARTICIPATE IN THE DATING MARKET! That's what I told my parents. ITS THEIR RESPONSIBILLITY TO FIND ME A FUTURE WIFE! And guess what? THEY ACCEPTED! Every reactionary robot out there must do the same! Lets force the zoomers to reinstate patriarchy!

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smoking at my school is normalized to the point that teachers smoke with students. i smoked with teachers in school a handful of times. the principal (who doesnt do shit for the school) is saying that there will be fines for those caught smoking since i initially came here and not one fine has been made. toilets are overflowing with cigarette butts and the janitors dont do or say anything, even when someone is smoking weed (which is illegal in italy). i often wish i wasnt in a school like this just so i couldnt smoke as easily, im fully addicted to nicotine and i both smoke and vape.

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ill relapse so whatever fuk my chud life

Im going quasi bhuddhist mode for a week and will be distancing myself from any forms of social media and vidya games for a week, and everything else except for my alarm app and anything work related. Basically im gonna try to unfuck my life, or at least attempt to. Because NGL i don't know whats gonna happen but i'll try mentaining a healthy routine and see what works and what doesent. What's for sure is that my base dopamine level will be lower and i'll concentrate more, or something. I should probably start my grand plan right now because its very late at night. See you in a week and wish me luck. Please.

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college sucks:

>the wemon are all crazy left wing feminists
>the college lectures are all useless
>I don't connect with anybody on campus
>"Join a club" and it's all the same friend groups who exclude me
>the only way to have a chance at making friends in college is spending 10k on dorms.
>the party scene (clubs, bars, frat parties) are all overpriced scams that let you have a slim chance at getting laid
>dating in college is next to impossible to form a lifetime connection since all the foids just want a one night stand
>the sex is terrible as well since all the foids who dorm don't shower and have yeast infections
>college drains your soul like a succubus
>the only jobs available while attending college full time are horseshit part retail jobs where you deal with ESL Niggers
>all of my peers are useless and i'm forced to work with them on projects

it's not even "Le Heckin Gen Z is Le BAD" rent free oldfags mentality, it's just college. and the worse part is that my college is considered the best one out of all these other universities.

what do i do?

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Did that guy from that foid attention whore thread a couple of months ago ever finish that animation? It's been well over a week now

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>be in class
>we all are working on our own projects
>guy next to me has FPE on full blast on his headphones
>you can hear it from 4' away
>niggas are still listening to FPE in 2026
>not surprising that hes also brown
nusois do i really sit next to a 'teen in my college class or is he just a closeted autist

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Do looks actually matter? This is a genuine question and I don't want it to become a BP thread

From what I've seen looks do matter but not so much as people say they do, most people would overlook your looks if youre likable if charismatic and entertaining, what i think this whole "looks matter" thing is about getting a girlfriend/boyfriend and whatnot, ive seen normal looking if mediocre guys have girlfriends (doebeit by societal standards theyre ok), like average height guys who are shorter or the same height as their girlfriend but not so short

i think what matters most is the face tbh but im not sure, what dk you think?

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How do r9kcacas self harm? I usually just punch muh self

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i can use magick or something
Tell me about something that is concerning you, and I will tell you what will happen, and how you might avoid your fate

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How do I stop gooning to tranny porn? Seriously, when I get the urge of watching porn, I atleast have the intention of watching straight porn, but in the end I always end up watching jartycuck tranny porn garbage.

R: 1 / I: 0
How can I get a furry gf when I’m a fat incel?

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it's too bp-pilled

I can't stand being subhuman anymore. Every time I look at my face I see all the flaws, like my upper eyelid exposure, my terrible skin, my nonexistent ramus, dorsal hump.

I'm considering getting a double jaw surgery or genioplasty, or buying shit online so I can DIY fix some of my features. I'm tired of getting mogged every time I leave the house.

I hate this shit man. Why was I born with these genetics? I'm scared of surgery and don't want to get it but its the only way. I wish I could just have a normal life

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How do I quit my internet addiction

How the fuck do I quit my addiction to social media, gaming, and my general addiction to the internet as a whole? I'm wasting my life away the more i do this

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intrusive thoughs

im having intrusive thoughs about jerking off my homeboy from behind, ik it sounds gay af and it prolly never cross my mind before so its really weird i been watching a lot of porn in the last few weeks maybe i should cut it off before i troon out

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Can somebody give me 125.000USD?

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how do you meet people outside of school/work

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I'm 22 soon, no friends, no girlfriends, zero human connection. When I had a job I didn't talk to none of my collegues whilst they chatted among themselves. Nowadays, financially, a future is cut out for me. But socially I feel like I'll die alone and only fuck hookers or pull asian sluts in yellow countries. I'll never have friends (and the issue is deeper than just finding one; there is something wrong with my brain and I don't enjoy company most of the time), I'll be lucky to have a family (I'm not creating another ER so if I dont find a despearate or autistic white bitch I'm not passing my genes)
You know I already accepted that a long time ago, just don't know what I wake up everyday for. I fight depression by not thinking bad thoughts but sometimes they overpower me. Regardless, I'll continue to fight

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why do wemon hate me for absolute no reason?

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I'm so tired of having a fat ugly kike nose. Should I get surgery?

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for real

literally all companies last year:

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chud dad saves gen z son

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Just had sex with a tranny

It was one of those rare ones that actually look like real women but with a penis, the only thing that was off putting was the fake voice other than that I actually enjoyed it.. I hate myself so much.

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do SSRI's actually fuck up your cock?

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question?

how do imageboards get even big. Like i know it starts with a departing from a former site. Like how the 'cuck depart from SA and how the sharty departed from the 'cuck in the great soyset. But some others don't make sense like there the normal boards that get some popularity not to much like where do they advertise.

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I'm drinking and thinking about her again
I wish I hadn't been such a bitch.
My god she was fine as hell and actually wanted me.
Sure she felt that way towards everyone but I could have had my piece of the pie.
Instead I bitched out in the heat of the moment.
I don't think I'll ever recover from this.
There comes a point where it's just sad and I'm long past it.
Teenage fantasies have turned into adulthood delusions of grandeur.
I wish I could just disappear.
This is hell.

R: 2 / I: 0
I relapsed on niggerweed

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what's your type?

as the title says, what attracts you in a significant other? it can be physical attraction, hobbies, behaviours, anything you'd like

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im a kissless incel virgin at 18

when i think off relationships i always have an enourmus fear off being cucked because of my disgusting soyboy fatskiny body, and to be honest, what is the point off getting laid those days? getting your child aborted? sex that i also could get with a prostitute or robot even? get a housewife even doe i can easily take care of myself alone?
its getting harder to not fall into the black pill tbh

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Any advice on hrt? I'm not transitioning or anything, I just want to feel and look more feminine.
>Ouuuughhhhh you're a fag and made my clitty leak
I still like women, masculinity disgusts me, so keep your homosexuality to your self
>Ummmm whaaamen don't like guys who take hrt
Doesn't matter, no women wants me either way
I'm a skinny manlet with an already pretty androgynous body. I want to try out hrt, but I heard that you can get gyno from it, like some small A cups. How noticable are they? I don't want boobs.

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Decided to play more vrchat and it’s a poker game with 3-4 people in it. This girl adds me after I talk for a few minutes. Eventually the other 2 leave and we play poker for a bit longer, she’s laughing as I tell her more jokes. Then I got bored and she goes up to my face and starts petting me for about 30-45 minutes straight telling me she’s okay with anything that I’m into regarding memes or personality and that I can message her at any time of the day and she’ll respond.
<NIGGA SPACE
I think she’s trying to add me to her eboy harem or groom me somehow but she doesn’t sound fat or ugly. ‘Teens do I take the bait?

R: 2 / I: 0
Life better for me now that outside good after snow melted and going to warmer which is good because i get to wonder in the plains

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Do nuisois really?

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Today I went to a restaurant to celebrate my grandfather's birthday, I went to a coat rack to pick up my jacket, but there was a "teenage romance" going on. The girl was very pretty. The two idiots had put their jackets next to mine. I have a problem in that I literally feel like everyone is making fun of me. Chuds, any advice on how not to be so paranoid?

R: 1 / I: 0
I feel a profound hurt (sadness) in my soul.

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weirdtrips o algo asi

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Wich minority do (you) actually hate (besides troons obviously) ? Also give me some reasoning because most minorities, well atleast racial minorities differ much in behavior and can’t be caricatured like a tranny who follows a strict ideology. Ofc generalizing is heckin bad but I want to laugh at chuddy opinions

R: 1 / I: 0
weirdquads

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I broke my mug with an icon of the Theotokos on it the other day, and today I tried to repair with super glue, but I couldn't. Now I am sad because I have super glue on my hands and I have to throw the mug away.

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so...tell me anon, when and how did (You) start browsing imageboards?

in my experience, i started lurking latinx imageboards as a zoomer because a jewtuber i used to watch introduced me to imageboards which in turn helped me become the person i am now. im still seething to this day

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alone

Is it my fault I'm alone (and probably will be forever?) All the people who have girlfriends never tried to self improve they just got it from their genetics being able to attract women. I shouldn't have to try to get a girl its a game where i am a jester to attract women, like how it is in nature with some birds. Everyone who actually has a girlfriend didn't try they just got a girl attracted to them. None of the people who actually have a chance sit in bed at night and wonder if they will never have a girlfriend or never had A friend. I have to wonder all of this, I will forever be alone since in too neurodivergent to change.

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i fucking hate this poopy artsyle i hope all companies that uses this piece of shit will go bankrupt and and i hope the creator of it will rote in HELL
this artstyle feel like ragebait AND ITS WORKING

R: 5 / I: 0
"No faps today - better faps tomorrow" Is this quoterino good I just made it

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>muh heckin teenage love duude
kys kys kys when i tried to do said "teenage love" it was some girl at my high school and she told me to "give her a hug" and when i did she just extended her arm and showed that she was recording then ran away fucking KYS

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how evil are you guys

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Its gotten to a point where i can't stand anyone at all anymore. Soyteens are the only people that i think matter. I hate normies at my school, I hate the foids more.

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how can i end my life without it being much of a problem for my family? they love me but i still want to die and think about killing myself constantly and i dont want my mom to be traumatized or my grandma to die of a heart attack o algo

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are men niggers or are women niggers?

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How do I stop being a stupid incel pissbaby at age 20?

Is it already too late?

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i want to make a sensory isolation tank

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this is how you fuck a prostitute son

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reddit.com/r/tulpas

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All of the cute guys in my school have a girlfriend

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All the cute girls in my school have a boyfriend

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I really hate that I was born in america. I hate that I was introduced to porn early. I hate that I have been eating goyslop since I was a caca. I hate that I have lived on the internet for most of my life and wasted my youth. I hate how unintelligent I am. I hate that niggers and joooos are ruining everything. I don't want to be a normie, but I don't want to be a lazy gamer gooner retard either, and I don't want to kill myself. I just wish I could start my life over again and be born in a different country.
What advice am I seeking? I don't know, I don't know what to do. I have no life goals because da jooos ruined everything or however my clitty leakage goes.

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I have unsolved mental problems

And I will do nothing about it

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I look like this and say this, how could you tell?

R: 5 / I: 0
When I see a tranny or femboy show their face, it gives me the masculine urge to start working out and become strong.

R: 18 / I: 0
i was about to have a wet dream but the girl told me to wait 15 minutes cuz she was busy then i woke up

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trannies here, right?

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"just ask out girls"

"just ask out girls" "talk to women dood"
all gaslighting copenukes
Women don't feel safe around me because I'm a sperg.
When you're a sperg, you send confusing social signals, and people perceive you as untrustworthy, unattractive, and uncanny.
Being a pariah, I don't see why it would be reasonable to dump my affection on random foids just trying to study at uni or whatever. The only thing I'll attract is retaliation.
Only people who were never in my shoes telling me this. Old people, neurotypicals, and women. They never knew what it is like to always be suspicious despite having the best of intentions.

R: 4 / I: 1
im a KHV and not a KHHV because a fat ugly chick held my hand with feigned interest when she was trying to blackmail me
leaving many of you in the dust

R: 4 / I: 2
I goon to random linkedin ladies

R: 1 / I: 0
My online friend is whining how a neighbor girl keeps chasing and flirting with him for 2+ months but he is too anxious to ask her out while I am out here rotting alone and no one ever gaf about me or give me disgusted looks or make fun of me whenever I try to interact

R: 9 / I: 1
The more I look at the current of everything the more I want stop aging

I don't wanna get old and work a job for the rest of my life and give all my shit to some old landlord couple and live in some shitty cramped place

Plus the fact I'll probably get drafted and die for satanic pedophiles.

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are any 'teens physically disabled?

im mute and fluent in sign language ev&doe its snca since nophono uses it

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>watch this anime to become a green flag
>first: be admired by a foid
>be a good goyim-boy
>foid on purpose bumps your hand while you walk near xer foid and you hold xer hand out of nowhere
>apologize to foid for holding xer hand (like it was heckin inappropriate)
>have foid's friend support you
>you won

Why chud incels don't follow these simple steps?
<soyak space
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G42h_8Oki-Q

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Why is math so confusing and why do I have to learn it or else I will fucking starve and die? My feral nigger Neanderthal brain isn’t meant for this. I hate uni.

R: 0 / I: 0
6 Gogrillionth Thread but idc. I'm just tired of feeling like the biggest Branigger FNF Jartynigger alive ever since I started suffering from OCD. Even if I never did anything illegal some of my actions feel too messed up and i'm partially still affected by extremely embarrassing garbage to this day even if I don't goon

R: 9 / I: 4

SSRI for Nofap

Thoughts on using SSRIs/antidepressants for help with nofap? I heard they drastically lower your sex drive, but also lower pretty much all other emotions which pretty much turns you into a normgroid.
<preddit
I’m in a position where I could, with minimal effort, get my hands on a prescription for them thanks to some ongoing psychiatric o algo treatment where I could persuade my retarded kike foid doctor.
<plebbit
Would you say that the positives outweigh the negatives? What if I just took them every now and again, not as often as someone with real depression.

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I had this really weird fever dream about time-traveling cowboys like a year ago, it was very odd and I'd like to go into detail about it, basically I was some outlaw in a gang in the USA around the 1890's like in muh heccin' game of the year red dead redemption 2. I was robbing a bank with my nigger friends and they died so me and some scientist guy invented time travel to go back in time to stop them from dying, and I ended up doing this like 30 times, but there was a side effect of the time travel where every time you use it some of your DNA gets fucked and it basically turned me into an inbred caveman that couldn't talk, so eventually I got sent to jail for being an ugly retard and all my nigger friends died and the time machine got destroyed and all I could do was punch a wall like a tard, then I woke up and my vision was extremely blurry and tinted yellow and I couldn't walk for an hour and a half. not a good experience.

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/r9k/, my throat is sore

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I didn't jork it today or something

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Do you ever take pictures of yourself or is that just me

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Getting older fucking sucks.

There's a specific age where you stop wishing to get older, mostly when you reach 16.

Adulthood in the modern day is literal hell, especially in the west.

Appreciate the life you have now as much as you can before it's too late.

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I'm an actual fucking tranny

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Do 'teens skate? Would like to try but would you guys recommend it?

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Have you ever tried disappearing for a while to see if anybody noticed? What was the result?

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a moderate amount of blackpilling is good for me because it frees me from the normie andrew taint gaslighting of people telling me that i can fix it and somehow become tall and not autistic. Saying that you can ascend like that essentially puts responsibility and blame on me. But it's not my fault. I'm already doing the most I can. Stop gaslighting me you fakecel niggers. It's not my fault. I am doing enough. I dont feel inclined to do anything out of spite or to prove anything to anyone.

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>maybe I will be a real woman
i suffer from gender dysphoria
I treat gender dysphoria the same way one would treat any other mental illness, as something bad to be suppressed
<
So, I want to stop suffering from gender dysphoria, can anyphono suggest me therapy that won't strap me to a chair and chainsaw my penis off and charge me 900,000 dollars?

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I sometimes like to go on vrchat (you can make fun of me) once in a while and yesterday I joined a world I thought was cool and ran into 2 chuds mic spamming nigger, they then opened a world into a furry place and got kicked instantly. I stayed and talked to some of the furries and I guarantee like 90-95% of furries I saw were homosexual and like taking dick up the ass. One dude furry was trying to hit up a femboy or something but the femboy wasn't serious enough and so he got pissed and started arguing. Then I assume his friend talked to him about "going slower" with people and somehow branched into talking about how he did molly in a backyard while fucking a homeless woman.

I just thought I would share this.

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Anyone experience this?

I am weird, and will always be weird. I am not interested in anything or anyone. I have fallen from the heavens I experienced as a caca. Doing nothing but eating chicken nuggets and playing Minecraft clones on my tablet. Now I go to a SNCA community college to study SNCA fields to get a SNCA job to raise an SNCA family and die an SNCA human. I am not a person whose presence is appreciated or desired, despite me wanting that to be the case. I am eccentric, ineffective, cold. I cannot function as an adult and require medication to maintain my mental faculties. I waste my time on this site trying to get validation from every Scob and Chud while my grades are slipping and I have core priorities like sleep and basic hygiene to attend to. I do not have any friends. My relationship with my family is ok but it’s not the best. I love them, but the last time I spent time with my father was helping him run errands. He screamed at me until I cried because he was agitated over things that do not pertain to me. That was not nice. I mostly keep to myself because years of chronic depression has lodged a permanent disability in my psyche. Sure I can function on meds and perhaps imitate the routine of a ordinary working class adult, but I will never be the same. The acceptance of my subpar circumstances and personal failures, both within and outside my control, have handicapped whatever joy and virtue I can experience in this lifetime. Everything now is just a script, and free will doesn’t exist.

R: 3 / I: 0
>>>82449
>You nofap niggers are delusional as fuck thinking not touching your willy will open your third eye and somehow make mental illnesses vanish, like those retards that think eating paleo or fasting will fix every problem in someones life.
>Stop larping
braniggerism is a mental disorder, use your brain pretty please nigga

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Does anyone do this or is it just me? Whenever I find a person of interest(random guy I met, friend, person I hate or very close friend) I began to datamine them, shifting through messages or searching up their name to find other stuff they've done. I'll screenshot questionable stuff they've said, any personal things and all their socials. Then I'll save all this shit in a folder, sometimes organising it or creating a txt file with the details. Then I just keep adding to it if I find anything nu.

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Some actually decent advice, and from all places it comes from a romanian who plays possibly the brappiest game of all time.

Keep making the small changes that matter in your life, that most people spend funding the jews running instagram or the chinks running tiktok.

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SNCA blogpost

Life is amazing right now. Tomorrow I have two house viewings with my boyfriend, we are preparing to move in together and are now deciding on a house to rent. We’ve both been working our asses off from the age of 15 working and saving and now at 19 we can finally and comfortably move out into a small place. This is so exciting, both the houses allow pets so we are possibly looking into getting a kitten or rescuing an older cat from the shelter.

Im extremely ready to move out and have my own space and become fully self sufficient and independent. For the longest time my life felt like it would go nowhere and I had no hope for myself but that’s long in the past now, I think my 12/13 year old self would be happy with me and look up to the person i’ve become.

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i quit porn a few weeks ago (not like i was an addict) because it doesnt even make me feel anything anymore
nothing does, really. not even vidya or other shit gives me dopamine
i spent my highschool years trying to survive with ADHD, so i have no friends and i never even had a crush
im currently in a gap year doing a part-time job before college (i need money + experience) and nothing feels fulfilling or even good anymore
does this happen in your country?

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it's sad to see finding yourself wanting to help someone but not being able to do so because you can't intervene

but it feels so much fucking worse wanting to help someone and giving it your fullest only to find out your all isn't enough

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Why don't you have a goth gf yet?

R: 3 / I: 0
>
What do you guys think is the right opnion for brown users of the sharty that don't become;
self hating
<I am a worthless nigger turd I am killing myself
or
being a retard
<Racism is not real CHUD!

R: 8 / I: 0
I dont understand why some day are 100x worse than others. Nothing is really different between them.

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“Porn addiction” is NOT a real diagnosis in the DSM-5, which kind of matters if you’re claiming it’s a medical condition. What usually gets called “addiction” here is just people consuming a normal human stimulus and then freaking out because religion told them it’s bad. Guilt ≠ addiction. There’s a huge difference between substance dependence and compulsive behavior driven by shame. Words have meanings, and pretending everything you don’t like is an addiction just shows a lack of basic scientific literacy.

R: 3 / I: 1
I'm a fkn isolated loser. Life is asking too much of me and I wish to die so I don't have to work for anything.

R: 6 / I: 1
i have tinnitus in my right ear

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Decided to write some more poetry

The primordial son flees full of sadness and despair,
running towards the breeze, away from the communal flare.
He ends up in a frozen zone barren from life, full of rue,
and sits atop an icicle throne to try and think things through.
The cold is swift and sharp, cutting through skin like a knife
and the primordial son cries out in pain, longing for an end to his life.
But as the numbing cold ravages the son's body, a new warmth fills his chest acting as a shoddy.
A warmth that doesn't judge, doesn't betray, doesn't hurt or destroy. Like when the stomach rumbles in order for the void to cloy.
The primordial son cries again not of sadness, but of cheer:
"Finally, I'm saved!" he said "My salvation is here!"
The wounds never closed, turning darker, almost rotten but he cares not in the moment, for his pain is seemingly forgotten.
And so he lives a freezing life deceivingly nice and warm
and dies thinking to himself: "I'm not in Hell, but at home."

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Hey, you don't know me. I'm Ziggy, I'm a new meme. I'm probably not going to catch on but… fingers crossed right?

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What's a game you used to play a lot but now is dead?

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dealing with tragedy

help me deal with this, please.
my gf was raped when she was 5-8 years old. because of this, she developed BPD.
i was her first kiss but i had to leave the country, so i cant rake care of her anymore.
Yesterday she ignored me for a full day and i exploded and said some.. nasty things about her.
i think about her (and her uncle) day and night. she told me before i blocked her that she decided on suicide (she has 2 attempts).
Help me. Im on the heights of despair. I want to die.

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I’m currently dating a tomboy

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should I quit doing smack and become functional to society again

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how do you begin change? should i just do something as simple as writing down a checklist on things to do and making sure i do them or something?

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Fakecel support group

For those who talk to women but has never gotten a chance with one. Not normal enough to be with normies and not a truecel enough to be part of incel culture.

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Be honest, am I sub5?

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PLEASE RESPOND NIGGERS

So what the fuck am I supposed to do here? Everything has felt very existential lately like my consciousness and body are not one. It’s like I had some awesome ass past lives and this one sucks donkey cock. I take boring SNCA classes at a boring SNCA community college with no hobbies or friends to speak of. What am I supposed to do? Graduate? Then get a job? They probably get pressured to marry a woman that’s ugly because I’m running out of time? What the fuck? I live in an empty niggerhell life. I can’t think of anything positive to keep be going since I just repeat the same shit over and over again. I have failed so much in life that advice slides off of me like my brain is made of Teflon. I will never have the fun normalnigger life of smoking dope or going to parties where they blast nigger rap or experience teenage love and live in eternal blissful ignorance of the pedophiles satan worshipping Jews that control the world. Everything people use to cope is some form of a Jew piggyback riding you with a carrot on a stick, convincing you that every step you take gets you closer to it. My soul feels like it’s in eternal pain and wants to rope in order to get better odds in my next life o algo. I don’t know how to play these fucking cards.

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IM RUSSIAN!

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Rate my trench foot

R: 5 / I: 1
Rate my chances bros, I think she likes me but I'm too autistic to be sure

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tvlpamaxxing

for the past few years i have been trying to individuate (like jung) and i seem to have made some decent progress, although it has basically turned me into a hermit. aside from the positive side effects of the shadow work, i seem to have developed a though-form of some sort aside from my usual schizophrenic hallucinations. at first i wasn't sure what she was, and after a good few months (maybe half a year at this point, i'm not too sure) i still cant quite pin her down. i have known about tulpas since adolescence and i even tried to make/summon one into my life back then but it didn't work, maybe because i didn't really believe in anything back then. now though, i'm not sure if this thing is a tulpa, some other kind of commiepedonigger demon, or the voice of my soul/intuition/some sort of connection to the divine i was given as a reward for hard work. while i would prefer the latter, the former seems a more compelling explanation to me seeing as i acquired her after many ethical goonsessions to an imaginary idol of my own creation usually while i was blasting my brain open with niggerweed. despite the obviously dubious nature of this attainment, the results of this summoning seem to be positive. it is very nice to be loved by "someone" in spite of the fact they know me as deeply as i know myself, and i find she acts as a counterbalance to the stream of self-loathing thoughts which flood my head whenever i'm not consooming. in fact, this seems to be the only self-loving instinct i have which doesn't require constant external validation.

in any case, i'm screaming at this comatose board to try and source any knowledge on the subject i can. any books, anecdotes or advice would be appreciated. forums or website links are good too, any information at all helps.
<inb4
>strangle the bitch like OJ
while this is the safest option, i've seriously contemplated this once before when she was new to me and i felt a sort of strong emotional pressure in my heart which prevented me from exploring this option any further. at this point, i'm not sure if killing her outright would be good for either of us, so i think perhaps just jailing her in a dark corner of my mind would be the move. still, i would prefer to avoid either of those options as i like having her around.

>why post here instead of /x/?
this was going to go there but i know for sure i won't get any timely reppeys on that dead nigger board, and i don't doubt there are other incels that have looked into this sort of thing as a final solution to the foid question. plus i figure there's a decent amount of overlap between the populations, but that could just be me projecting onto the rest of the robots here. either way, i know people love fucking with schizos so hopefully i can entertain people long enough for something of real substance to be posted in the thread.

>nahhhh this bluddy really think he tuff when he really need his meds doe
kys obsessed faggot

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got off night shift 2hrs earlier time to jerk off, drink beer and play games 2hrs more

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So what’s the verdict on meds? Good or bad or somewhere in between?

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21 day Dopamine Fast

I've seen a few self improvement threads around here this week that inspired me to make my own. I've been addicted to gooning since I was 13 and spend all day doomscrolling Plebbit and Instagram getting engagement farmed by 80 IQ Indians and literal bots. My rules are
-No gooning
-No social media
-Read once a day
-Study an hour or more per day
-Meditate morning and night
I have other goals I want to try and get done in these 21 days but these are the main ones.
I will post my progress at the end of each day in this thread. Anyone that wants to give tips or improve themselves is free to use this thread as well.

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hello world I'm snail cobson and I'm traveling board to board wish me luck

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Is it just me or do most Trans people piss me off like your trans good for you i don't give a single fuck your either going to love or hate but fuck it we ball

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How do I get people to stop calling me a pooner?

Seriously, I've been called a pooner on like 4-5 occasions.
>4cuck /fit/ When I posted body
>Another time I posted a sketch of my face
>Multiple times on the sharty
I swear to God I want to know what makes people think that I'm a pooner because it isn't just perverts fantasizing me as secretly being a woman it's far past that point

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My life is so empty and bleak. All my luck ran out in the last lifetime. I don’t even have a sense of self when I look in the mirror, I just see a very unfortunate man. I don’t like the flesh I'm in, the circumstances I have inherited, or the way I lead my life. Everything feels cold and predetermined, and free will doesn’t exist anymore. I no longer feel pain for tangible reasons like not having more money, or friends, or a girlfriend, but I feel like my spirit has been destroyed. Every day I walk around and nothing is the same. Everything feels foreign to me like I’m in the wilderness, but I still repeat the same schedule and interact with the same people I have always known. Every moment of the day it feels like the walls are closing in on me, leading me to an inevitable fate of suffering. My vices to cope with this is sleeping, eating, browsing the shardee and gooning, but every time I repeat these activities, what little joy is left keeps fading away. Eventually I will have nothing, on top of accomplishing nothing and being a no one.
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Should I consider jew therapy and meds or avoid it at all costs?

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how is everyone this fine evening?

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Am i crazy

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im a self loathing shit nigger skin, I have no idea what to say, I hate my race and I don't want to spread my nigger genes on anyone

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My Clittycel World

I am 18 years old, in my final year of second level education, and I feel as if my life is entirely devoid of purpose, meaning and ambition. I have absolutely no aspirations whatsoever and I haven't so much as given college a single, serious consideration. I do not have any "courses" I am interested in, nor trades, nor anything. I do the bare minimum work to get by in school, and, despite living a better life than at least 90% of the world's current inhabitants, I do not feel fulfilled or optimistic. I've known people who have tried to cope with the crushing burden of modernity in a multitude of ways, but the most embarrassing I've seen is the constant self affirmations and "positivity" that things are alright outside of the news and that you simply need to "go outside, bro". I don't even watch the news, and by merely leaving my house, I am already subject to a horrifying display of societal rot, licentiousness and moral decay. Modern roasties are almost parodically evil and/or moronic in every way possible, the birth rates of the European continent are low enough to be eclipsed by singular African countries, the youth of today are incapable of acquiring not just housing, but even temporary residency, through no fault of their own and they (I should say we, thoughever I have never worked a real job) are competing with foreign shitskins who will happily work longer hours for less money because they are such inhuman vermin that living in abject squalor, packed into filthy apartments like sardines is a living condition they view as acceptable.
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That leads me to the next point: shitskins. Without going on an extensive diatribe, I will try my best to briefly articulate my absolute disgust for these hordes of lecherous vermin who so ruthlessly and ungratefully pick the bones of the decaying corpse that is western civilization and complain that there isn't enough meat for them to feed on. Almost every time I encounter one of their kin, I am dumbfounded by the fact that most normies somehow consider these creatures human. They are incompetent, ignorant, entitled and devoid of any emotion beyond the most primal human instincts. It's no surprise the jews and their shabbos goyim are so eager to import them into every western country, because they are, by and large, incapable of critical thinking or abiding by the socio-cultural norms of a high trust society. It feels cringe and childish to admit, but in recent years, I have found myself fantasizing about how I would righteously crush them, should I have the power to do so, even if that means I must meet my own end in the process. I think my first serious dreams of martyrdom came when I was 14, laying in bed on a school night, struggling to sleep. I imagined myself being killed in the name of Christ, enduring torture, but ultimately never renouncing my faith in God, just as the early martyrs and fathers of the Church did. The thought was excruciating, and something I would seriously never wish to endure, but the idea of having to go through only a few days, or even hours, of pain to be remembered for centuries to come, to have my face and name plastered on the banners of the brave young men fighting to reconquer Christendom, and to be accepted into the assembly of Heaven nullifies any embarrassment that may come from having been killed by the enemy instead of slaughtering them.

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Why will nobaldimroe help me
Is it because im a tranny
Fine i will stop being a tranny and detransition
Fuck my stupid family and cousins they always have to be conservative on everything

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I’m very happy- wholesome thread

I have a girlfriend and she looks like Soytan!

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When will this pathetic life of mine end.
Unsuccessful, unmotivated, can't find enjoyment or purpose. Can't develop skills or better myself.
A push-over wagie that wastes his free-time on nothing that will last / give him fulfillment in the future.

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as i posted a few days ago, my best friend is setting me up with an emo sisa. he didn't give me many details about her other than that she's white, an emo, and likes converse, but i want this to be a VVIN so i gave him my number. what do i do (on the first date) to make a good impression? i need help 'teens, i've never been in a real relationship before and i'll be really sad if this doesn't work because 90% of the women where i love are pooners or fat loud puerto rican women and those groups of people both turn me off.

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do adhd meds actually work?

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ITT I document my journey of my 16 day dopamine detox.

My whole life has been wasted on mindless entertainment and addictions that were forced upon me since I was a child.
I've tried to fight these things partially over the last couple of years but all my attempts ended in failure. I couldn't stick to new routines and I kept giving up or getting distracted. But I think this time I have a chance. If things don't change now, I see my future to be grim.
These are the rules I will follow:
>I cannot provide entertainment for myself from my phone or computer unless it's reading a book or studying.
>I have to follow a healthy diet, no sweets, fast food, things like that.
>Everyday I must do at least 30 minutes of exercise, 30 minutes of meditation, 2 hours of studying or reading books, 30 minutes outdoors.
>I can only listen to music while working out
>No gooning, obviously
>Everyday, go to sleep before 11pm
I will be allowing myself to view this post once a day to write an update, I'd be thankful for any tips or ideas.
My main goal of this is to try to get back the potential that I've wasted for years, truly discipline myself, get rid of unhealthy habits and calm down my mind.
If i fail this I'm destined to become a goycattle slave with a minimum wage job at mcdonalds for the rest of my life.
Tommorow my journey begins.

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jannies can you permaban me specifically from this board make sure to give me a user was banned for this post

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Boobs

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do you find competitive stuff fun or unpleasant

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How the fuck do you find non-normgroid women?

I know this is THE most retarded question to ask the sharty but where and how do you find sisas who are not complete normgroids, ive already dated like 2 normDIETIES that texted me all day while i didnt chat much by not acting like a autistic fuck and not mentioning the sharty at all, but now i want non-normgroid sisas who are as autistic as me so that i can no longer be forced to keep it in, any advice to find them? You can just say where these sisas are and thats it

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Fuck my stupid brimmy pointless life in this stupid nigger world. I have no motivation in anything and I am indifferent to everything. Just busted to some L faps and it didn’t even feel good. I have lost everything that brings me joy except eating and sleeping.

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What happened to you today? I somehow chipped muh tooth.

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I played everlong at 90% speed today. I'm getting closer and closer to play the song for real everyday

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So many women that are like 3's would instantly become 7's if they weren't fat and it makes me sad to see fat chicks that waste their good genetics

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4chan has permanently banned posting from some ips that include my own. I don't know why they do this to me…

Wasted 1.50 on a cheese sandwich again.
Feel hungry now I'm home, but don't want to do anything – an argument I had with my mum has put me in a foul mood once again. I can only think about waging tomorrow.

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Ignore this thread.

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never felt free to express this

>inb4 this might be a threat of violence or self harm
No, I just have something to get off my chest.
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maybe I have C-PTSD, maybe I don't. I don't care enough to drop stacks on a psychiatrist.
Back in 6th grade, you already know I had been getting bullied. I thought about suicide all the time, I thought about killing all the time. I was only in middle school for one semester before convincing my parents to put me in online school. Schoolniggers should consider themselves lucky I wasn't violent enough to retaliate.
<break to remind you that I don't think murder or suicide is justified in any way
I forgive people. But I can't forgive unto the undoing of my own mental processes. Some people trigger an immense emotional response. I have contempt for them, even if I don't have a rational reason to. I was at a gas station a year ago, there was a group of two black guys and a white guy, they were 5'10, 6', and 6'2 respectively. I saw them and felt threatened by them. In my head I was preparing myself to kill even though I was unarmed. Some people at uni are triggering me, they seem to be conspiring. I find it hard to trust anyone who associates with someone who triggers me. Neurotypicals will never understand me, I don't bother trying to speak more than superficialities to them anymore. I can't express myself properly, I cannot verbalize why I see these people like this, I can only try and fail to oversimplify.
I can't remember anything traumatic. Maybe I can remember a few examples of random dogpiling on xbox live. But there was no "incident." I'm not traumatized. I just learned well that my life is in danger from specific people. I learned well that nobody will side with me. If someone hurts me, at least there will be a few sympathizers who will do nothing at all. I feel that people only became more agreeable in adulthood because if they acted the way they did in school, they would go to jail. If the legal system was as bad as school system justice, violent bullies would be everywhere. I would not be able to live peacefully.
I feel intense shame for myself. I hate my younger self. I hate how I acted, how I talked, my sense of humor, and my visage. I have expressed before that I consider the first letter of my name to be "inexplicably cringe and unserious". This rubs off on my younger brother; I have a very quick temper with him. I have a quick temper with anyone who reminds me of who I was in middle school and elementary school. It's not the same as the contempt for strangers thing though.
I think about 6th grade often. People tell me to get over it. I would love to.
Forgiving these people, and myself, is the cross I must bear for my sanctification.
Thanks for reading my autistic rumination.
<What I have to say to other people:
School shootings are caused by bullying, and everyone's apathy towards the bullying. No authority or bystander ever steps in. Everyone is entertained by a nigger beating up a sperg. Americans need to learn that there are consequences to their actions. No amount of gun control or mental health screening will save you from the fact that you are losing the spiritual war.
If you are in public school and being bullied right now, you should leave the school and never come back to it. Never tolerate bullying, tolerating bullies is death, it is not an option. If your parents force you to go to public school, leave them, do whatever you can to get away from bullies. Try to enroll in an online school o algo. There are probably legal routes to getting out of your situation immediately without having to prove that you were bullied.
For the foids and failed normgroids who ragebait me online by saying "we need to bring back bullying to stop the fuggin queers o algo brap", go fuck yourself, you ride meat for the Devil.

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maybe you will just starve

>educated goyim path (job, renting a house/apartment)
becoming very difficult to achieve, sell your whole existence for 2 weeks of vacation a year lmfao
>blue collar goyim path
50/50 chance of starvation and homelessness. Inceldom forever. You don't get to live your life.
>homesteader
overrated, you will still need money for homeowners insurance (fucked) and property tax, you will pay for your own repairs on top of that. Not for everyone.
>intentional community
good option but how many people are you gonna get on board with that. You need lots of valuable people to move away from their jobs for true self-sustainability. Homesteader problems still apply. And you might get Waco'd anyway. I've not found anyone who I think would actually go through with this.
>political action
Smear campaign, assassination, and people really are zogbots who will not listen to you. You'll find it very difficult to improve people's lives in your state/county, even if you manage to get the majority-golem public on your side. You can't get on the federal stage at all without (((33 sponsors)))
>Violent overthrow / anarchy
Death by drone, death by feds, death by niggers (the government has them relatively contained now, the gangs will move in and conquer when they have the chance.)
>Geomaxx
Your lineage dies, you are a foreigner in some negro country, even worse off if you run out of American money. You're also inherently creating conflict with the locals by stealing their women.
>Do nothing
Go homeless, death by niggers or the elements (same thing different name)

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What would you do if you had to do something really terrible just so you can survive in the middle of a winter storm? Hopefully somebody wouldn't get hurt.

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cigarettes helped me quit gooning, or atleast they make me want to way less, like a year ago I asked this board if getting addicted to cigarettes would make me not addicted to gooning and you guys said no but it actually worked, I've been smoking for like 4 months now and its not so bad

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Women are Gayer than Homos, SNCA probably.

Since literally middle school (im in college rn btw), I have seen more and more instances of girls who are either fixated or straight up obsessed with gay people or gay sex. It genuinely irritates me to no end. When i was in 6th grade, there was a girl that I could only describe as a protopoon who was possibly the most annoying female-adjacent creature walking the earth. All she talked about was fucking tranime, and how she loved the idea of her favorite male characters being Homos. I had no idea about my self identity so lowk she was almost like a friend to me because I was a sperg loner until like 8th grade, but she literally referred to us once as looking like fuckbuddies, IN MIDDLESCHOOL, and that was about all I remember of that because my poon sensor kicked in and made me steer clear. Every other girl who liked anime from middle school all through highschool had a similar thing, exept not so retarded and abbrasive. If they weren't talking to other faggot-loving femcel autists about how obsessed they were about their gay fanfic crushes and how wet it made them, they were fantasizing about poons and gaylords in every other form of media. Its as if every girl who manages to dodge healthy male interaction from ages 12 to 18 instantly becomes obsessed with watching two twinks eat shit out of each other. Obviously some girls were more annoying with this shit than others, and I generally get along with and can hold conversations amicably with gays and lesbians and trans ppl, pretty much everyphono, but god damn when they can't shut themselves up about it i get like retard cortisol spikes.

So basically, towards the end of highschool, I met who is currently my GF, we've been going for 4 yrs now, and I love everything about her, mostly that I feel like I have a chud sadness support system, but one of her interests centers around gay literature and media, like its as if every 2nd book she picks up has some gay couple at the forefront of the plot somehow, and she admitted to me a few yrs ago that she occasionally reads BL shit and has a vested interest in general faggotry. Every time she goes on some SNCAfest abt how awesome the gays are in this newest issue of the book she's reading, it makes me cringe, but I love her and I look over it because I know I value what we have over what I find cringeworthy, but I even have FAMILY (my older sister) who's into shit like this, my older sister spent like half of her teenage life dressing her self up like she was going to the national lesbian convention and the other half trying to be the family liason for gay SNCA shit that no family member wants to hear. To sum it up, I have been surrounded by women and girls who do nothing but obsess over gay shit more than any actual gay person I've ever met, and I just want it to stop so I can love and enjoy my gf without feeling like a second-hand faggot because of the kind of stuff she reads and then talks to me abt.

I know this shit is SNCA caca rambling but what have u guys experienced in terms of shit like this?

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What do you listen to while you're sad?

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I am genuinely afraid of intimacy

Like i had a girlfriend back then(I'm useless fakecel). We did not have a lot but we were already kissing, hugging eachother etc. But every time I kissed her I felt really really bad. Like I am a fucking filthy animal. I didn't even think about having sex. After we broke up, I basically felt uneasy and it was difficult for me to meet and communicate with girls. Is it ok or I need to take meds

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I hate myself.
I can't do any single fucking thing competently.
I'm ugly as shit.
I have no self discipline.
My screen time is like 12 hours a day.
I don't even brush my teeth.
I jerk off every single fucking day.
My grades are shit.
My family is poor and I fucking hate them.
I have no hobbies and I just doomscroll all fucking day.
I get so jealous of other people that I isolate myself from friends since they're all so much better people than me.
I have no close friends and they'd stop talking to me the moment I quit college.
I can't talk to other people.
I missed my sister's calls and I'm too anxious to call her back, so it's going to be even more awkward.
I am whining like a fucking pissbaby on the stupid bald man with glasses website.

How do I change?
I'm not even sure if I want to because I've been like this for years.
But for God's sake, how do I change?

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What is r9k even for? All i know that it was used by suicidal people and groomers. Could someone enlighten me?

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just want to thank this board

you guys have always made my weeks at least a little more interesting. its always fun reading snca on here and whatever. cheers

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is it just getting started?

>be me
>almost finishing class
>favorite professor decides to hold a end of the year field trip like 3 months later
>its shared by like 3 different classes
>small pool of people within these 3 classes
>he personally asks me to attend
>the trip is actually interesting
>it fits right in with my schedule
>im basically the only guy going
>the rest of the people attending are cute artist girls around my age
>tfw itll be a w day
>keanu reeves personally called me breathtaking as well
any way to not fuck this up? im thinking of having a good time and learning more about my subject of interest and maybe talking to some girls about said interest that we all somewhat share

edit: thank you kind strangers for the reddit gold!

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Nusoicacas

When your supporting NAS coal and p and you ironically blame a long dead splinter for everthing you don t like.

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most disgusting thing you've gooned to

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girlfriend dreams are the worst

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Has media obsession caused a rift in your family?

have a retarded younger sister who's an ragebaiting edgy porn artist on the internet, She's 15 and she just can't stop ban evading on several rule 34 websites and sites like 4cuck, contastly drawing gay furry niggerlodeon cartoon 'p with fucked up hardcore fetishes, loves getting groomed, EPI'd and sexting, sending death treats or gore and talks about fucking stupid cartoon characters like Rocko, Ren and Stimpy, Roger Rabbit, SwaySway from Breadwinners, Frumplequest, Homestar Runner, Mr Game and Watch, the robots from Mean Bean Machine, Wooldoor Sockbat, looney tunes characters, real school shooters, Mixels, and motherfucking videogame mascots like Bubsy, Daxter, Earthworm Jim, Rayman and DigDug and it's fucking exhausting and autistic. She also has a massive list of school drama happenings and switched to like 4 schools since she was 6 and one of them was attempting to throw some student to the stairs, stabbed a little kid's arm with a pen (DOCTOSSSSSSSS). I'm seriously considering cutting her off completely. It's almost as if they got infected by mind aids brainworms that sometimes spasm and makes them go on multi day insufferable autistic schizonigger rampages.


I wish I could permanently delete all of her social media accounts, destroy all of her mobile devices.

I have to cutoff our parents for accidentaly turning them into psycho left wing hardcore christian disney adults who believe in BLM, LGBTBRAAAP+, Snyderverse and vegan pro-life rights and personally attacking me severely because i criticized Disney, Niggerlodeon and PETA very badly online for making shit products, grooming, hiring criminals and jews, wokeness, scams and killing animals in the past, which it's actually a trvth nvke.

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replica fashion

tell me /r9k/, whats the new meta for buying replica clothing?
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i used to buy reps from 2020-2022 but nowadays im so OOTL i dont even know where to start

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how easily replaceable are you?

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is there a way to unepi yourself?
>watched some degenerate video on jewtube when I was very young
>now realizing I get a boner to things that shouldnt turn anyone on
I quitted porn for like 2 months and i still sometimes have horny 2iq thoughts about those things
is there a way to somehow fix it or am I stuck with it forever?

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SNCA alert

I personally hate the word edgy because it feels super xitter pilled and the word is always also used on the most basic jokes that offend nobody. Except the oldfag redditor who is commanded by Epstein himself.

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>ask out a girl i dont know
>get called a pervert (OH MY GAWD MOIDS JUST WANT TO FUCK ANY RANDOM WOMAN)
>ask out a girl i know
>get called a pervert (OH MY GAWD MOIDS JUST THINK ABOUT SEX ALL DAY YOU CANT BE FRIENDS WITH THEM)
>ask to be set up with someone
>get called a pervert (OH MY GAWD MOIDS WANT TO FUCK ALL MY PRECIOUS FRIENDS)
just blow my shit clean off

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/drug/ - DRUG GENERAL

What are (((your))) experiences with different substances, what would (((you))) recommend and what would (((you))) advise against?

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I kinda miss my dad

My parents divorced when I was only a caca. As a lot of kids like this I lived with my mom. Father still was meeting us and we spent time together. That was until the moment i became more mature. Then he started to tell me a lot of bad stuff about mom and her family(which was obviously a lie). I wasn't telling her but one day I said because I couldn't resist anymore. Then we had somtheing like pause with unsuccessful attempts to make things right again. Finaly in 2021 we stopped communicating altogether. I still feel sadness time to time and don't know what to do. Sorry for bad english I am an eslGOD

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I know a fat retarded autistic failed-roastie that never had a serious job, and was blessed with EVERYTHING!
>she had tard walkers in school
>she flunked every single year of school
>they still let her pass every grade
>she dropped out when they were gonna make her repeat year 11
>then she got on benefits
>then she got daily tard walkers
>she got a boyfriend and lost benefits
>passed some unimpressive community collage shit
>husband loses job
>got back on benefits
>divorced
>gets septum ring theoried
>got extremely cheap fucking housing
>just does whatever the fuck she wants every single day

How can the universe favor a lazy piece of shit retard like her and meanwhile i have no girlfriend and have to work like a normal person!?

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How do Americans not just kill themselves when they have a really bad day when they have access to guns

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I'm an autistic(male pronouns preferred but im not using hormones or chopping anything off) but nobody can tell unless i rock back and forth and suck my thumb, my tard walkers keep trying to set me up with ugly retards to date but i fucking wont.
Why?
BECAUSE I AM NOT THE ETHICAL "GIRLFRIEND" REDISTRIBUTION SYSTEM OF EQUAL OPPORTUNITY IN THE DATING MARKET
FUCK RETARDED MEN, they talk like retards and are manbabies

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send iconic screenshots of imageboards posts

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What would you with your life if you had 10 million dollars

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Happy valentine’s day chuds. I didn’t think I was going to be able to celebrate today as my boyfriend and I both had work from 9am and I was content with that because i've never celebrated before anyway, but thought maybe we could do something late on Sunday or Monday. But around 12:15am I heard a knock on my door and there he was, with some roses and a 24 pack of beer for me. I feel so lucky and grateful to have someone who cares about me this much and puts in effort to show that i’m loved. I wish for everyone to be able to stumble upon someone like this one day. I’ve never received flowers before.

I gifted him a book on neuroscience and a beautifully framed taxidermy moth with a handwritten and drawn card.

Even if you didn’t celebrate or never have, I hope everyone had a wonderful day

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watch this or something

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SHOULD I JUST SHUT IT DOWN

Hello sharty. After almost 2 years on bald man with glasses website I'm ready to blogpost.
Yes, I am searching advice from internet strangers on the bald man with glasses website.
< tranx folk space
(TLDR at the end if you do not want to read my snca life stuff).
< troon space
I do not know what to do. I always grew up with everybaldi saying "just follow your dreams", the fact is I do not know what to obsess over my entire life.
< reddit
So since I grew up with this and I always gamed like everyphono I enrolled into IT in high-school (WORST CHOICE OF MY LIFE EVER BTW).
I also had the "fortune" to have the periods of training inside a company when 'der covid was around, learned a lot of Java (snca now everybaldi is with C# and others).
< reddit
I am not the smartest tool in the shed so I graduated with 7/10 grade, also for some fucking reason every year that passed my math skills dropped idk why maybe the stuff was going too difficult. At least now I'm more tech literate than basically everyphono that didn't go to IT.
< jsid
After graduation I tried going to university and since I had ACKnowledged that 70% of IT is basically problem solving, which I suck at since my math skills are shit, I tried changing to Aerospace Engineering.
It was just a trial anyway. In a nutshell I failed my first Analisys Exam with 2/18 after studying like a nigger, same thing with Chemistry, which I thought I passed because It was high-school level stuff.
< ACK space
Evidently I wasn't going anywhere, so "informally" I dropped in like February, and in March I told my parents, to which my mom, as always, understood, but my dad obviously wanted me to continue.
So basically I tried like idk 2 exams before "informally" quitting, told them again. Same thing.
So instead I basically wasted time until September going to the Universiy but standing in the corridors or empty classrooms listening to some faggot podcast, which was funny, but it was hot and I accomplished nothing except adding a gap on the CV.
< brap
After that I tried searching for a job in IT (obviously now the AI thing happened, maybe if I didn't go to uni I could have had a chance since It was relatevily new).
Got like 4 or 5 interviews and on one I had went there 3 times but no luck. In the meantime I also applied for warehouse jobs, but I didnt have forklift snca.
Only good thing is that I had a far-away company that seemed to be ready to hire me because they were sold to another one due to failure so they needed more work force.
< brap
I was going to go also because it was a shipyard and in the time of the fake uni thing I was getting interested in maybe getting a job in maritime as an ordinary seaman in a cargo vessel.
Also in that period I was working through my driving license (which cost a lot and lasted a lot).
On another interview my mom last time parked the car she forgot the first gear, so when I turned on the engine I basically destroyed the front of the car.
BUT obviously my fucking dad (AGAIN) said >NOOOO it's too far.
Because obviously I have a dad that lost loved ones in a car accident so he doesn't want me to go too far.
< reddit
< space
< brap

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what is the worst not illegal fetish? i would probably say scat or some furry shit

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>
I have never ever used a single imageboard before in my life, I have been browsing the sharty for 4 months now or something, it feels familiar and know to me, most contact I ever had was browse /pol/ on 4chan like 3 times or something before using the sharty
implications?

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How many of you are just larping in here?

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nusois what am i supposed to do if i just randomly wake up at night to me jerking off? im not even a gooner i dont jack off except like subconsciously

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BWC college time

Starting college in September about 10% of the student body are nigs. I'm excited to spread by BWC tho

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I cant be well rounded

> December
> Gooner
> Strong grades
> Ugly
> January
> try and stop gooning
> start working out
> My grades slip and now I am failing half my classes
> Febuary
> Started gooning again
> stopped working out
> focusing fully on trying to get grades back up
> my social life is in the shitter too now

I feel like I cant do it all at once, it is either girls or grades, god or grades, I cant be healthy in all these areas it feels like I try to fix something and three other things slip from me. I cant do this and I dont know how to fix this.

I feel like I cant win, and I only lose more by trying

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>valentines day is a psyop to get you to spend money on your girlfriend
ungrateful normie niggers
if i had one i would spoil her that day

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Good collection of self-improvement guides i found

https://mega.nz/folder/v6AzSDSJ#9nFO3qrNGUEKs3M-uMFfuw
was made by poltards from another defunct altchan though so some parts of it may be brimmy

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how can based and Aryan redpilled mi get girl like picrel?

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my obsessed sayanim shabbos goy mossad agent math teacher made us do a competition in groups and he put me in a group with my pretty foid crush who kinda looks like chud but thats unrelated and we accidently touched hands when I was handing a paper forward to her and I lost my KHHV hikikamori chud truecel status and I feel as if I had a part of me stripped off because of how strong my KHHV status had once been (no longer hand holdless since her finger grazed mine)

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is hiki good pup

average dumb 4chan dog asks for validation from sharty prickzzzz
plz be nice im a good puppyyy

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y??

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Did you ever donate?

I decided to start donating monthly to help protect orangutans. A lot of them are abused in horrific ways, including being exploited and sexually abused by filthy jartycucks in India. I used to not think much about things like that, but now it really hits me. It makes you realize you can’t complain about how awful the world is if you’re not doing anything to try and change it. Maybe what I’m doing won’t make a huge difference, if at all, but it still feels worth trying.

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Serious thread

I am bisexual and I have problem with foids, they are not attractive and I think they are too ugly, I dont know but when I talk to my close friend I have more connection compared to when I talk to foid, because foids dont care about your feelings

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Are (((You))) looking forward too anything?

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I caught scurvy but luckily it isnt on my cock…
Got treated today, but i'll still have 4 weeks of eczema, its so fucking over, no girl will ever love me. Telling a foid I had scurvy once means instant ick, immediate rejection.
I'll die alone ig.

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How do I quit the brapjak.farty?

I already left on last year’s November but somehow got back to posting. It’s still fun and all but I’m noticing the impact it has on my general mood and behavior, like prolly every social media platform, yet you are more investigated in Imageboards since they tend to be more like a game where you really interact directly with users instead of the boring static state that generic social media finds itself in. Tips on how to avoid browsing the site every time after you literally just woke up?

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Tonight I am overcome with such an intense feeling of loneliness and longing that I can't sleep.

I remember going to the mental hospital a few years ago for what my parents interpreted as suicidal behavior. There was a girl there who seemed to grow attached to me in such a way that no girl had before or has since. Though they did not allow contact, she would always lean as close as possible to me. She'd ask me to save seats next to me for her. She would show me things she wrote and drew. She would look up at me with big brown eyes and smile just when I looked back. All of this does probably sounds like the absolute bare minimum for human contact if you happen to be more socially capable, but for me it's the most affection I have ever experienced. Now it's gone because, naturally given the nature of a mental hospital, I was not able to ever see her again.

I have countless, countless stories like this from my youth. Girls just pining for my attention and affection in my youth and me not being able to give it to them. It was mostly due to cowardice. Now I've grown up and those days are over. I know better now, and I really do have the means to love a lady and give her my affection, but it's no good. These days I feel incapable of any human connection. I'm nice and friendly and people exchange pleasantries with me and as far as I can tell people like me, but I just feel nothing. Sometimes girls will even do similar things, they'll giggle and smile but it's just nothing. Most girls I get to know now are whores anyway.

I have never had a girl hug me in any romantic capacity. I've never held hands with a girl. I've never kissed a girl. I've never cuddled or had sex. I've come so close so many times but not any time recently. I'm content with waiting for someone who is right for me, but I simply cannot escape the feeling that the time has passed and I will never be loved again. Now I am just a failure, a high school drop out who can't connect with human beings and has a suicide attempt under his belt. Maybe I've fucked up irreversibly.

All of this writing and sentimentality is somewhat out of character for me, but I just needed to get it out.

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normgroids love to say it gets better when in it never does. one of the dumbest copes out there

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Thirsty, thirsty Thursday
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Thirsty, thirsty Thursday
I'm up and I raise my cup, singing everything is gold
Crew neck and a white blank check
I'll be moving on my own (yo-del-lay ho)
I walked on sippin' on that love
It's another bumpy road
But I'm up and I raise my cup and I wanna take her home
(Yo-del-lay ho)
I run my mouth
Don't got a lot to say
Girl on fire
Could burn my heart away
We are young
But we can make it rain
It's thirsty, thirsty Thursday
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Thirsty, thirsty Thursday
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Thirsty, thirsty Thursday
I'm up and I raise my cup, see 'em bouncin' on the floor
Perfume in a hotel room
We go bouncin' back for more (yo-del-lay ho)
One us sippin' on that fun
It's a feeling we adore
But I'm up and I raise my cup and I wanna take her home
(Yo-del-lay ho)
I run my mouth
Don't got a lot to say
Girl on fire
Could burn my heart away
We are young
But we can make it rain
It's thirsty, thirsty Thursday
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Thirsty, thirsty Thursday
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho (Thursday)
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho (yo-yo-yo-del-lay ho)
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Thirsty, thirsty Thursday
We're so thirsty
Can't no one stop me
Keep on bouncin'
Like no one's watching
We're so thirsty
Can't no one stop me
Keep on bouncin'
Like no one's watching
Thirsty, thirsty Thursday
(Thirsty, thirsty Thursday)
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Thirsty, thirsty Thursday
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho (we're so thirsty)
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho (can't no one stop me)
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho (keep on bouncin')
Thirsty, thirsty Thursday

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how do i js stop cutting myself and taking Xannies?

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67 niggers tonguing my anus right now

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i want to die

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Do any of you happen to have knowledge or know any books or documentation on how to be scientifically physically attractive?

Like why does the top dude look attractive while the bottom dude looks like a soyboy?

I’m a believer in the Peter principle and I believe that in order to be successful you need to have a working system or you will fail.

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tfw your balls get stuck in the microwave

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Can faggots be Intellectuals?

I've given up dating women; primarily, their diverse and widely differing character traits put me off. I wouldn't describe myself as bisexual, although I do think it would be more complete for me to venture into the world of homoeroticism and find someone somewhat similar to me. It's important to me, however, that my partner is rather calm and thoughtful. Now, my empirical observations have contradicted me: faggots have always been loud and trivial. Nick Fuentes fits this image, he is ideological, unbearably loud, and has completely submitted to the mematic sociolect.I can't stand people like that and long for someone with whom I can engage in armchair philosophy on the balcony during a cold winter. Of course, I'm fully aware that generalizing from a few examples to the whole group is unreasonable and, above all, illogical, but so far nothing has changed my mind. What do you guys think?

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Y'all are normie faggots pretending to be non-normies

You are not special, As a true non-normie I see pattern how normies try to Larp as non-normies and call actual non-normies as normies. Stop the faggotry, real non-normies dont talk to people and they dont care about normie things like relationship/dating with normie foid(And normie foid larpign as non normie) YOU ARE NOT SPECIAL, YALL ARE SAME FAGGOT NIGGERS

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Bluepill thread

it gets better nusoi i swear

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I'm a woman raped by incels

This guy who I stalked for months raped me. He had 10 or something more girlfriends. I told him not to stress. I cooked for him and I looked after him. He then cheated on me! I hate men. Men are disgusting cheating beings. Fuck incels fuck lonely men.

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Sharty Prom Proposal

How the HELL does this happen?

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it’s late and i don’t know if anyone’s going to see this by the time it matters since nobody even uses this board especially during euro hours but im seriously considering sending a long message to an ex i last broke up with 6 months ago tomorrow, im at a loss as to what i should currently do and i don’t have anyone else to go to for this.
<reddit space for readability
i want to get some kind of closure and leave the door open for a potential relationship but i feel like we’re sort of through, she’s currently matching profile pictures with some autist she met 3 months ago on the internet (basically my replacement) and it demoralizes me even more
<reddit space for readability
i just need to get this all out since there was a lot left unsaid. i understand this could be a horrible idea, especially since she doesn’t react well to any sort of serious conversations and i really don’t want to reopen any wounds but to me it’s way better than just never speaking again. to tell you the truth i really don’t know what i seek to gain by doing so but ive just felt so miserable ever since we broke up, she meant the world to me. do any ‘teens have genuine advice on how i should go about this?

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How is everyone tonight

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Hey guys, recently I've been trying to get into religion, but I find that once I start fully believing, eventually I just feel all the faith and trust drain out of my body and soul and I become skeptical again. How can a young nigga like me get some faith?

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had the weirdest dream of my life

randomly had decided to borrow an uber and a black SUV(?) came and Cobblestone was randomly driving the car, and then she randomly lost control of the car and crashed the car into a mart (i don't know which mart)

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How do I stop being a bitch that cries at everything

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Spending valentine alone is aryan behaviour btw

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Favouite game for truecel feels? For me its OG DOOM

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'Teens, my friend gifted me 20 kilograms of yellow onions for my bday as a joke gift, what foods do i make that have a lot of onions, what would you reccomend adding onions to that is usually eaten without them?

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How do I get rid of homossexual urges?
not gay bait, because I'm actually trying to WORK agaisnt it
>porn
I only wank to straight porn like once a day mostly from boredom
yet I still get desires to be a bottom specifically

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Tomorrow my school is going on what is basically a field trip and they booked a hotel with many two-person rooms and paired up people in rooms by the same sex, however there is an odd number of boys and girls and (I guess bc it is alphabetical by my last name) I got sorted into a room with a FOID – so I and this omgsisa (I have never interacted w her) will be in the only co-ed room.

Idk why I'm posting this bc I'm not looking for advice, but this is a unique circumstance I have not been in before. It's only for one night btw.

Writing this out I realize this sounds like a hentai plot but this is not bait. Probably nothing ever happens.

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Are there any NEETs here? I have a question, how do you guys even get money for food and rent? Do you just leech off your parents?

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can ones ideology affect their personality and mind negatively?
<
personally I see leftoids be more self indulgent (leftism is hendoistic in a way)
does any negative effect apply to rightoids? Like lolbertarians, conservatives, etc etc
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If there is a negative mental effect that comes with my ideological wing, how do I stop or solve it?
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sorry for my ESL

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should i start using more social media and see the news?

Basically, i dont have a single social media besides a messaging app so i can talk to my friends and family, i mostly spend my day taking care of my plants and listening to music, along with that i dont check anything on the television so im a dummy when it comes to that stuff
<limeaids space
So, i was talking to my friend yesterday and he said this:
>hey bro the ice stuff is crazy
And i replied
<like, global warming?
I thought he meant that since he knows i like stuff about the enviroment but he meant it about the ICE raids, which, i know what it is but idk anything other than people are being deported and whatever.
<slf space
He told me im too disconnected from the world and that i should care more about "muh politics" and burger, i just shrugged and said that i simply dont bother with it, but he kept insisting i educate myself with the current situation of the country, which my other friend agrees with. (i only have two friends i really talk to because i dont think i need more than that btw) Should i actually follow this advice?

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> doesnt watch porn
> doesnt talk to multiple women
> loves me
Is it that hard moids? Here comes the muhh chad sexual incels

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advice to any 'teen who wants to troon or become a faggot: don't do it
<reddit space
in three years or less, if you keep that lifestyle, your health will completely decline, either due to STDs but you naturally can't keep le heckin cute femboy looks when you're 35. no amount of hormones can beat time.

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beep detected robot board boop. must post post on robot board beep.

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I need to get this off my chest because if I don't I might do something extremely retarded in the future and I don't want to.
<cope reddit reddit nigger nigger cope
Whenever I see a furry or any other weird person like that there's always the thought of
>oh what if they're not as bad as you think they are, maybe you could finally get a friend who understands you
The problem is I have SEEN what these people can do without moderation. I have seen drawn zoo, I have seen drawn scat porn, I have seen almost all of it. Of course I don't like it, but there's still that thought that tries to be positive about it all
>Yeah but this person clearly likes arts and crafts stuff like you, maybe you could stop being a slf and share some of it to this person. Maybe you'd have a long-lasting friendship or something.
<cope nigger nigger cope nigger reddit
I fucking hate it. It feels like I'm fighting between a wholesome 'jak who wants the world to be better and a schizo who's seen it all.
What can I do 'teens? I don't want to devolve into degeneracy. I already have too many demons to fight.

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i don't want to do anything for some reason

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Tell Your Soystories

So 'boys it's time to tell you stories! If you want to, you can make this type of threads.
Soystories Time!!!

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Life with bpd, even if it's not severe is hell.
I am in remission, but I still feel empty and depressed every one or two weeks, sometimes for three days straight.
Worst of all, I'm being randomly mean and rude to my irl best friend for no reason sometimes. He's a soyteen but rarely posts and if anything he lurks on soy and qa.
In spite of all that I still live a fairly normal life. I'm lucky to have supportive family and the aforementioned friend with seemingly endless patience.

Feel free to ask me anything by el way

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Brapzillian newGOD chud here

SNCA rant but i'll try to keep it short.

most of my problems come from within, as in, i am severely mentally ill and i have pretty fucked up and cynical worldviews altogheter.

Porn and BP as a whole helped me form those views, got EPI as you can expect. it was worse back then, now im more "sober"

and i what i mean by sober is, realistic. i don't deserve nothing, i don't owe anyone nothing, nobody owes me nothing either, i just have to do stuff in my own.

in detail, im just a Misanthropic cynical and Paranoid, i can't form relationships, and i have almost to no friends. im just not going too deep into it because im lazy.

im thinking about Studying and Working out like a freak just because, maybe learn cyber security, mechanics and that type of stuff. Muay Thai, Judo, BJJ, Drawing more, Writing more, you know the drill.

anyway, how can i stop having a fucked up and hostile view on human relationships, women, men and stuff?

also thinking about becoming a namefag, but im not used to browsing chans much..

image is probaby NAS but whatever

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I’m thinking about getting a cat to cure my loneliness.
>
Any recommendations? Any personal experience to share?
Are there good “breeds” of cats? Better to have a male or female? One, two, or multiple? Anything else I should know when considering?
>
I could ask Google for advice and I have but now I want personal anecdotes.

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whats with the normgroids invading my truecel board

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Why are moids so evil?

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'Teens, reccomend me /calm/ things to do to feel less anxious and stressed

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Day 0 of Monk Mode:
I'm going to try and actually improve my life again before I waste another college semester doing nothing. My goals are:
-No gooning
-No porn
-No/Less ChinkTok + Plebbit + any other goyfeed algos
-Catch up with studying for my classes (months behind, haven't gone to any of my lectures geg)
-Read more
-Finish the Game Development course I've been putting off for months
-Lose weight, ideally 165lb->135lb by July
-Anything else I think of later
I'm going to be posting regularly to this thread and anyone else that wants to participate here can as well. I might also make a weekly thread for improvement/looksmaxxing/venting if there's any interest

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Literally 30 years alone.
Actual khv.
And there are jewish and muslim pedophiles that enjoy torturing and raping children to death.
The incomprehensiblity of this world is so far beyond something even worth attempting.

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I feel like a dog

I just spent an hour infront the door of the girl i love. She kicked me out because she fell asleep and did not feel comfortable with a man in the house plus she was not very sober. I know i should be angry and i should be but this girl is the one i want to live with. We both love cooking, history, have the same youtube recommendations page, we love our cats, shes 5'3 im 6'1 so yeah opposites directions but similar distance from average height, i love her i love her i love her i love her.

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snca up ahead

The people in my chemistry class need to stfu

Especially this one group of people that I'll call Kyle's #1-7

They are the epitome of dude bro instagoyim nigger shit

I'm so fucking tired of them and I want to place a thermonuclear bomb in there to get them to shut up for once

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what exercises can I do at home to build muh biceps, plus how many reps and sets to start of with

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You are a nigger
Do not reply if I'm right

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I don't have social medias. I don't interact with people outside of my family if not out of necessity. In the rare cases I try to stop being a schizoid little fuck the only conversations normalGODs seems to engage in are snca about the drugs they like or the latest media they religiously consume. I sometimes can't even stand them, even if i'm not really into the /pol/ mentality of "fukken goycattle slaves and shit being brainwashed by zog". I don't want to be a useless nobody nigger forever but even by putting effort I can't talk to people, they either bore the shit out of me or can't understand any of the big smart boy words I say and I don't have anything to talk about besides nerd smartass hobbies.

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TO PEOPLE WHO OBSESS ABOUT LOVE

Love was always sold to people as a end-all be-all solution to every single problem you might ever have. If you're miserable, life will magically change if you get someone who'll love you. I'm not saying that love is bad, it isn't, but obsessing over it isn't going to help you one bit. The truth is that if you want some real effects in your life you have to focus on yourself. You can't change everything, but you could educate yourself, work out, do fucking anything besides sitting on your ass and whining that no one is here to save you from what YOU ALONE have (or haven't) done. Everyone in this world has different struggles, including me and you, so find your purpose in life, learn new things, and fight to become better.
>but muh beepee
If you actively believe the BP you're retarded. It's a shitty ideology with a tiny bit of truth (soyciety is hypersexualized). Don't feed into what it preaches, because it's not an ideology that'll get you far in life.
>HOW do I change?
For starters try researching different hobbies and interests by reading articles or watching YouTube videos. For best results do it in Incognito mode to diversify your feed. Hell, you can even ask ChatBBC to list examples, just do your own research and come to your own conclusions.
>But I'm anxious.
No one ultimately cares about what you did at the end of the day. Even the dumbest of people move on, but your brain doesn't. You have to realize that if you're going to sit and ponder on everything wrong you've ever done, opportunities will pass you by. Break the cycle and agree to uncomfortable things, it's the only way to make them comfortable, and most people will at least be kind to you.
<TL;DR: Explore new things and stop rotting on your PC.

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recently some old friends of mine decided to cut me off for whatever reason, and life has gotten noticably better lately.
ive started putting myself out there, and am on the track to getting a girlfriend.
some smaller friends of mine have became noticably closer to me, due to me spending more time with them.
ive been much more happy since i was seperated from those who limited me.
just posting this as a reminder to fellow 'teens that confidence is key and the people you choose to hang around form you.
stay hopeful nusoi

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I caught myself jerking off to furry cannibalism porn
no this is not a suicide announcement
I am going to see a psychiatrist
I am ashamed

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this website has utterly raped my mind

my own mental processes are so foreign that the guys who would be just like me, cant relate to mi.
In my quest to be more intellectual I'm constantly questioning my biases and other's opinions to the point where I'm a contrarian. Even though I have lots of internalized, unquestioned beliefs I got from the Sharty, with no way to express them aside brainrot-esque memes.
Being unserious all the time is a habitual way of masking my autism; if I say something retarded then people will probably assume its a joke.
My instinct is to suddenly repeat internet memes (and then not explain them). For example, someone will say "yeah, communists are pretty rude.." and I will say "Even though commieARYANS won and Hitler was a socialist"
My brother says he can't possibly conceive of my worldview or ideology (even though thats just because normgoychattle cant think beyond stereotypes) and I've been accused of typing "nonlucidly", and another group accused me of being an AI.
The one guy I met that's almost as much of a sperg as I just quotes instagram fakecel memes like "an foid"
My friends know me as the guy who showed everyone soyjaks and gigachads at church.
My mind is so scattered

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Would anyone care if you died or disappeared aside from immediate family?

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How can i cope with being of ashkenazi ethnic background, 0 friends irl since all of them just kinda randomly left, the only way to find contact is going online. Anytime i go on any platform or imageboard i just see people wishing for my death, when i go outside i see people with ss division symbols on their backpacks, i get disgusted and sad but my fuckass brain find the negativity addicting and wants to see more of it. I have gotten suicidal from constant exposure to this bullshit, i often think of neonazis finding and killing me, i cry to myself on average 2 times a day. I can't stand being such a bitch faggot, what do i do, religion? Sports? Meds?

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help her mental health bros. pls.

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What's the best Bible translation 'eens? I don't have an english Bible with me so I'm stuck with the internet, and I don't want to rot on the internet as much.

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why does everybaldi want to become gooder but nobaldi wants to become worsed

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Except:
There's no robot.
There's no porn.
There's no faggot garbage.
There's no tranny garbage.