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^TLDR; im a nigcel, my friends all became faggots and I left them for 6 months and I couldn't handle the loneliness and I went back to them 3 months ago, I am sorry to any everybody who gave me advice on how to get over it. I really couldn't.
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So the furniggers dating broke up last month and ever since any group activity with them both has been awkward as shit, and last night the guy who I said was just a faggot trooned out. He said "not fully" as he's a "flux girl" but bro this is only the beginning of the end.
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I saw the writing on the wall once I started seriously talking to him again. He hung around in GAY minecraft 'cords, had "online" friends who were all queer in a way and the guy was like me KHHV. He already said he was a "catboy" and used those emoticons. I have always condemned this as cringe, gay and dumb, I very much said his online friends aren't his friends and that these spaces are harmfull. Also his sister is a pooner
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This is the fruits of saying "do what makes you happy".
Furnigger guy
Hey guys I scurry back to this site and board like a bruised puppy.<
^TLDR; im a nigcel, my friends all became faggots and I left them for 6 months and I couldn't handle the loneliness and I went back to them 3 months ago, I am sorry to any everybody who gave me advice on how to get over it. I really couldn't.
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So the furniggers dating broke up last month and ever since any group activity with them both has been awkward as shit, and last night the guy who I said was just a faggot trooned out. He said "not fully" as he's a "flux girl" but bro this is only the beginning of the end.
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I saw the writing on the wall once I started seriously talking to him again. He hung around in GAY minecraft 'cords, had "online" friends who were all queer in a way and the guy was like me KHHV. He already said he was a "catboy" and used those emoticons. I have always condemned this as cringe, gay and dumb, I very much said his online friends aren't his friends and that these spaces are harmfull. Also his sister is a pooner
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This is the fruits of saying "do what makes you happy".
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Now, about the yumeshipping part
>you're jealous and you're a cuck
I'm not jealous at all. I just can't keep on listening to her going about this genshin character, as it's kind of the only thing she ever talks about lately. Recently the character died in the lore, and she's going on and on about his death for 3 days now. She also cried about it too. Talked about how she wishes he was real so she could hug him. The worst part of the whole yumeshipping thing is that she's "non sharing" , which basically means she's overly retarded. There's also been something with someone calling her ship invalid o algo and she had a massive chimpout cuz of it. I really feel like she chares about that stupid fictional character more than me. I've been thinking of talking to her tonight, and if she has a chimpout or dismisses my feelings entierly , i'll just drop the relationship and wait for her to take her medz (become normal again)
My foid gf is a yumeshipping, bpd having schizo nigger
I've been with this girl for about 6 months now, more and more problems have started to come up. She was normal before but has been acting like a retard for the past month or so. She obviously has bpd, is overly jealous of me having a girl best friend (i see her as a sister and have known her for about a year and half, and she's my gf's friend too). The 3 of us have had a talk about this 3 times already, and she obviously still hasn't gotten over that niggardly idea.Now, about the yumeshipping part
>you're jealous and you're a cuck
I'm not jealous at all. I just can't keep on listening to her going about this genshin character, as it's kind of the only thing she ever talks about lately. Recently the character died in the lore, and she's going on and on about his death for 3 days now. She also cried about it too. Talked about how she wishes he was real so she could hug him. The worst part of the whole yumeshipping thing is that she's "non sharing" , which basically means she's overly retarded. There's also been something with someone calling her ship invalid o algo and she had a massive chimpout cuz of it. I really feel like she chares about that stupid fictional character more than me. I've been thinking of talking to her tonight, and if she has a chimpout or dismisses my feelings entierly , i'll just drop the relationship and wait for her to take her medz (become normal again)
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I used to be a retarded leftoid furnigger that did nothing but play troonfortress 2 all day. That changed when one of my friends tried to convince me it was ok & “natural” to goon to feral. I immediately realized how fucked up and degenerate a lot of this shit was, and got off the computer for a solid 2 months. Started working out, started volunteering, and overall just started to be more social.(long story short life improved by 10 fold)
Dont give up bros. if I could improve my life from being a pathetic furnigger gooner, I’m sure a majority of you guys can.
Degroomed myself
SNCA story how I degroomed myselfI used to be a retarded leftoid furnigger that did nothing but play troonfortress 2 all day. That changed when one of my friends tried to convince me it was ok & “natural” to goon to feral. I immediately realized how fucked up and degenerate a lot of this shit was, and got off the computer for a solid 2 months. Started working out, started volunteering, and overall just started to be more social.(long story short life improved by 10 fold)
Dont give up bros. if I could improve my life from being a pathetic furnigger gooner, I’m sure a majority of you guys can.
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Massive SNCA but I just wanted to vent.
I'm a nusoi (joined last year).
But I've been thinking about quitting the soyspehere for some time now. The website used to be very fun, I would spend a lot of time laughing at the jokes. But now, its just stale, every thing just feels the same.
Everyone says the soysphere is dying, but I think that the soysphere is just like a sheperd's tone, it feels like it's descending and going on a downward spiral, but in reality, it has always been like this.
I don't think the website itself is the problem, but I'm the problem. I'm still young, and I think I just realized that I don't want to spend a big part of my day in here. And the soysphere is mostly about politics and useless drama, which I don't really care about.
It's sad because I wish I could stay to make more 'jaks, and I met a lot of cool people in here. I find it really hard to say goodbye, but I guess it's for my own good.
Maybe I'll just use it occasionally, or maybe I'll leave forever.
Massive SNCA but I just wanted to vent.
I'm a nusoi (joined last year).
But I've been thinking about quitting the soyspehere for some time now. The website used to be very fun, I would spend a lot of time laughing at the jokes. But now, its just stale, every thing just feels the same.
Everyone says the soysphere is dying, but I think that the soysphere is just like a sheperd's tone, it feels like it's descending and going on a downward spiral, but in reality, it has always been like this.
I don't think the website itself is the problem, but I'm the problem. I'm still young, and I think I just realized that I don't want to spend a big part of my day in here. And the soysphere is mostly about politics and useless drama, which I don't really care about.
It's sad because I wish I could stay to make more 'jaks, and I met a lot of cool people in here. I find it really hard to say goodbye, but I guess it's for my own good.
Maybe I'll just use it occasionally, or maybe I'll leave forever.
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unbothered gem
unbothered gem
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I have a genuine fear of normies, normie-ness and normie language. When i watcha normie movie, i feel sick, when i listen to normie conversations in public, my stomache knots.
I find it incredibly hard to cope with the fact that 90% of humans are this way. Everyone is disingenuous and playing a character. Its all manipulation and mind games. and im really not intrested in doing all that.
I have a genuine fear of normies, normie-ness and normie language. When i watcha normie movie, i feel sick, when i listen to normie conversations in public, my stomache knots.
I find it incredibly hard to cope with the fact that 90% of humans are this way. Everyone is disingenuous and playing a character. Its all manipulation and mind games. and im really not intrested in doing all that.
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R: 2 / I: 0
My brain is doing that thing where it's playing every emberassing interaction I've had in the last 2 years in my head so that I feel worthless and don't get anything done.
My brain is doing that thing where it's playing every emberassing interaction I've had in the last 2 years in my head so that I feel worthless and don't get anything done.
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Allah I beg of you please kill me
Allah I beg of you please kill me
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What the fuck do people do here?
Is it just people whining about their problems and troons/ewhores sending out their discords or like is it a type of /b/? I never quite got that.0900x1000
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I hate niggers, women, faggots, and trannies. All of equal, yet starkly high proportions.
I hate niggers, women, faggots, and trannies. All of equal, yet starkly high proportions.
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R: 7 / I: 2
video games are not fun anymore
Not just video games but everything in my life is boring. I cant even bring myself to watch movies or even 10 min youtube videos, is this a sign my brain gave up on me and I should kill myself? Let me know0600x800
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The point is that we're both male furries ERPing with one another, but he's into both males and females while I'm not. At times I just dream about me turned into a furry being with him in a SFW manner – something he dislikes for some reason. I did tell him that I love him, to which I don't recall him reacting in a serious way. Some of the money I have go into our fetishes once a month or so.
Today something must've happened as, when I was talking about a new person I started chatting with, he told me that he wants to cut all ties with me, as, from his standpoint, I'm a bad influence on him because he's gotten too dependent on my donations and because I insist on him being into males too much. The very worst thing is that HE wants ME to forget about him for a month or two. I needed some venting, do whatever you find suitable with that information….
inb4 frogDEMORALISERS say something like "kekekekekek nuswas are literally furperverts"
This is downright abysmal.
I've made an e-friend distance away from me, and that just devastates me.The point is that we're both male furries ERPing with one another, but he's into both males and females while I'm not. At times I just dream about me turned into a furry being with him in a SFW manner – something he dislikes for some reason. I did tell him that I love him, to which I don't recall him reacting in a serious way. Some of the money I have go into our fetishes once a month or so.
Today something must've happened as, when I was talking about a new person I started chatting with, he told me that he wants to cut all ties with me, as, from his standpoint, I'm a bad influence on him because he's gotten too dependent on my donations and because I insist on him being into males too much. The very worst thing is that HE wants ME to forget about him for a month or two. I needed some venting, do whatever you find suitable with that information….
inb4 frogDEMORALISERS say something like "kekekekekek nuswas are literally furperverts"
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>dont talk to me, together i feel more alone
>forget my name, you and i have nothing in common
>there is no point in introducing me
>i know my place, in a long line in the back
>i know myself and i dont reccomend her to anyone
>shes worth ignoring for good
>i always said i was different from the rest
>now i stay quiet, before i ruin your mood
>im getting addicted to self isolating myself
>the free time in which i did not enjoy myself
>the memories i have never experienced
>am i traumatizing myself?
>dont talk to me, together i feel more alone
>forget my name, you and i have nothing in common
>there is no point in introducing me
>i know my place, in a long line in the back
>i know myself and i dont reccomend her to anyone
>shes worth ignoring for good
>i always said i was different from the rest
>now i stay quiet, before i ruin your mood
>im getting addicted to self isolating myself
>the free time in which i did not enjoy myself
>the memories i have never experienced
>am i traumatizing myself?
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R: 6 / I: 1
Has anybaldi tried disappearing for a while online just to see if anybaldi cares? If so what were the results o algo
Has anybaldi tried disappearing for a while online just to see if anybaldi cares? If so what were the results o algo
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I was walking down the street and I saw a foid who kept making the same turns as I was (she was ahead of me) and I was worried she thought i was stalking her so I yelled “I AM NOT STALKING YOU, WE HAPPEN TO BE WALKING IN THE SAME DIRECTIONS” and she recorded me on her >iToddler. Unironically what the fuck was I supposed to do there. I didn’t want her to think I was stalking her, I’m not a creep and I respect women. Am I the asshole?
I was walking down the street and I saw a foid who kept making the same turns as I was (she was ahead of me) and I was worried she thought i was stalking her so I yelled “I AM NOT STALKING YOU, WE HAPPEN TO BE WALKING IN THE SAME DIRECTIONS” and she recorded me on her >iToddler. Unironically what the fuck was I supposed to do there. I didn’t want her to think I was stalking her, I’m not a creep and I respect women. Am I the asshole?
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purgatory
I am sleep deprived. I am not capable of being productive, and its too late at night to do menial chores. To pass the time I've been binging the anime I've been watching for the past week. I grew somewhat attached to it, especially in this sleep deprived state. After finishing it, a gaping hole formed in my stomach making me feel passively uneasy. I dread the thought of being alone with my thoughts while i try to fall asleep. I ran out of any effective distractions/copes to ease my mind. I feel like im in a purgatory tonight. The moon is menacingly staring at me as if its asking me for permission to leave. I recognize this sounds silly, and when I return to normal I will probably cringe when remembering that I even made this post… This is my reality now, though. Sorry for being dramatic in advance.0.037836x703
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I've put it off for forever now, but I've decided to sit down and watch Watamote. It's really quaint watching something "relatable" for once as an ugly sub-4 manlet who hasn't had any real friends in a decade. It's evident to me now why it's a "underground hit" or whomeverbeit.
I've put it off for forever now, but I've decided to sit down and watch Watamote. It's really quaint watching something "relatable" for once as an ugly sub-4 manlet who hasn't had any real friends in a decade. It's evident to me now why it's a "underground hit" or whomeverbeit.
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First of all, trannies can do a lot of things quite well, rightoid faggots are very uncreative people so I don't wanna be a rightoid faggot either. Rightoid faggots are very similar to trannies, but are just gayer and more uncreative.
Trannies are very good at the following:
>Being faggots
>Drawing and art, usually the cartoon/anime style
>Good at programming
>Good at video game designs
>Good at computer shit
>Being in internet communities like anime, stories and scp shit
>Good at videogames
>Good at synthesizer music bullshittery, like DAWs and such.
>Good at music making, in the modern sense.
So basically, if trannies are good at those things, I don't want to do what they do. It means those activities are incompatible with nature.
So… What trannies are not good at is mainly physical stuff like fighting or building DIY stuff. I surprisingly never see trannies in architecture despite it being an artistic endevour.
What other things are trannies not good at?
Things trannies can't do
Hello. I've recently been trying to find things trannies can't do, so I can be the antithesis of a tranny.First of all, trannies can do a lot of things quite well, rightoid faggots are very uncreative people so I don't wanna be a rightoid faggot either. Rightoid faggots are very similar to trannies, but are just gayer and more uncreative.
Trannies are very good at the following:
>Being faggots
>Drawing and art, usually the cartoon/anime style
>Good at programming
>Good at video game designs
>Good at computer shit
>Being in internet communities like anime, stories and scp shit
>Good at videogames
>Good at synthesizer music bullshittery, like DAWs and such.
>Good at music making, in the modern sense.
So basically, if trannies are good at those things, I don't want to do what they do. It means those activities are incompatible with nature.
So… What trannies are not good at is mainly physical stuff like fighting or building DIY stuff. I surprisingly never see trannies in architecture despite it being an artistic endevour.
What other things are trannies not good at?
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How do you guys live with self hatred?
Everyday I wake up I want to kill myself or kill others. I am ugly, khhv, and low iq (I have problems spelling and with my handwritting even though im 19). All of these problems I cant do shit about, and it breaks my heart. I cant keep distracting myself with video games and true crime videos on youtube. One more year of this and im probably dead. Genuinely fuck my mom for bring me into this world.
How do you guys live with self hatred?
Everyday I wake up I want to kill myself or kill others. I am ugly, khhv, and low iq (I have problems spelling and with my handwritting even though im 19). All of these problems I cant do shit about, and it breaks my heart. I cant keep distracting myself with video games and true crime videos on youtube. One more year of this and im probably dead. Genuinely fuck my mom for bring me into this world.
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i really do wish i didnt constantly look angry and full of hatred because outside of some minor racism towards asians i am a very kind and loving person, all my friends tell me i look like a mass shooter which really gets on my nerves and makes me rather sad
i really do wish i didnt constantly look angry and full of hatred because outside of some minor racism towards asians i am a very kind and loving person, all my friends tell me i look like a mass shooter which really gets on my nerves and makes me rather sad
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Hi I'm Juno!
>looking for
Anyone with the same interests, can be any gender
Someone to play tf2 with me and my friends
>not looking for
Men who just want my nudes or a romantic relationship and nothing else
Right leaning
Hi I'm Juno!
>looking for
Anyone with the same interests, can be any gender
Someone to play tf2 with me and my friends
>not looking for
Men who just want my nudes or a romantic relationship and nothing else
Right leaning
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R: 5 / I: 1
I feel very insecure and dissapointed with my creative capacity.
I watch a lot of youtube videos made by very artistic and creative people, i rewatch each video dozens of times, analizing the script, editing, the jokes. It gives me this horrible feeling that i wouldnt have been able of doing what they did, coming up with what they did. Every small detail in their video leaves me in awe. It makes me want to be able to literaly read their minds and understand how come they can do this and i cant.
Enough whining, my question is: How can i be more creative like they are? it feels like all my ideas suck and wouldnt be cool or funny.
I feel very insecure and dissapointed with my creative capacity.
I watch a lot of youtube videos made by very artistic and creative people, i rewatch each video dozens of times, analizing the script, editing, the jokes. It gives me this horrible feeling that i wouldnt have been able of doing what they did, coming up with what they did. Every small detail in their video leaves me in awe. It makes me want to be able to literaly read their minds and understand how come they can do this and i cant.
Enough whining, my question is: How can i be more creative like they are? it feels like all my ideas suck and wouldnt be cool or funny.
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R: 7 / I: 1
Hello
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Hello
<oreganoli
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>85% sure my brother is a faggot
what do?
>85% sure my brother is a faggot
what do?
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should women vote
should women vote
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how do I get over rejection?
im gonna keep this brief, I had this crush on a girl for a while, I thought it was mutual, we were already good friends for a bit, but when I confessed I had feelings for her she said she didn't have the same feelings back. 13 days later I still haven't gotten over this, it hurts a lot. fuck i'm still obsessed with her too, been having dreams about being with her, I need help.0676x1021
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I’m a Jew and beaner mix, everyone in my family is a schizo and a liberal, I’m fat, and worst of all, I’m a faggot. I’ve been working out to look less fat and Jew-like, but is there any other advice I could get for dealing with my other issues?
I’m a Jew and beaner mix, everyone in my family is a schizo and a liberal, I’m fat, and worst of all, I’m a faggot. I’ve been working out to look less fat and Jew-like, but is there any other advice I could get for dealing with my other issues?
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R: 2 / I: 0
You will never be Brian Peppers.
Whenever you feel sad, just remember that you aren’t Brian Peppers.0.002720x720
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>sending pooner ex monthly anonymous encouragement messages so she won't lop her fucking tits off
I'm such a cuck can somebody go to my house and kill me
>sending pooner ex monthly anonymous encouragement messages so she won't lop her fucking tits off
I'm such a cuck can somebody go to my house and kill me
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R: 3 / I: 0
This world is so wretched it brings me to madness.
God created this world in His Providence, but wretched man is it's steward.
Most wretched of all is me, for I have been given the gift of life by God and squandered it. I know the wretchedness of this world and do nothing but observe it and despair.
This world is so wretched it brings me to madness.
God created this world in His Providence, but wretched man is it's steward.
Most wretched of all is me, for I have been given the gift of life by God and squandered it. I know the wretchedness of this world and do nothing but observe it and despair.
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we werent perfect but i never wanted perfect i just wanted them to show that they cared
how do i get over heartbreak
i dont know how to cope with the person i love telling me they dont want anything to do with mewe werent perfect but i never wanted perfect i just wanted them to show that they cared
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I hate living in a suburban neighborhood there's nothing to fucking do in my niggerhell existence
I hate living in a suburban neighborhood there's nothing to fucking do in my niggerhell existence
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Why do women marry men they don’t want to have sex with?
Why do women marry men they don’t want to have sex with?
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Dreams
Talk about your recent dreams o algo0720x832
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How can i convince my parents to find hobbies
After like covid hit like 6 years ago and like everybody started using tiktok reels and shit, my parents have basically been stuck on normgroid media and whatnot. How do i convince these people to do something with their lives rather than becoming the typical boomer who does nothing but scroll mindlessly on fb or some other media sending either ai slop or just blatant misinfo. Like my parents Arent the active kind but at least i dont want them to mindlessly be programmed into believing everything they see on either the tv or god forbid social media. My mom used to read alot of books but now shes stuck on ig reels or just reading snca from some influencer that bakes cakes or something idk. And my dad is just in on linkedin reading some stupid shit some billionaire ceo wrote that nobody could care less about. Im pretty sure my dad loves making something considering hes an electrician and he has some other projects hes making. Also this fatass is like using chatgpt like any moment hes spending on his phone or laptop. At least anything to stop these people from being a part of the hivemind that is modern mass media.0615x615
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hemorrhoids is a Lord's bulwark from sodomy
hemorrhoids is a Lord's bulwark from sodomy
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youre not trying if youre not doing everything in your power to ascend. most of you need to inject testosterone and bonesmash your subhuman faces. you cant complain about being an incel if youre not doing anything about your situation. if youve tried your best and still failed, then fair enough
youre not trying if youre not doing everything in your power to ascend. most of you need to inject testosterone and bonesmash your subhuman faces. you cant complain about being an incel if youre not doing anything about your situation. if youve tried your best and still failed, then fair enough
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What do I do? How do I genuinely convince them to just go on a vacation trip to a normal country? Help me nusois, I don't want them to go to 'p land.
Not Japan...
I heard bad news, my dad is planning to take my sisters (They're kids) on a vacation trip to Japan, they don't know Japan much, they just think it's le hecking wholesome and kawaii land with future shit and tranime, they don't know there's predators, creeps, 'p lovers, basically anything that makes you say OYYYYYYYY.What do I do? How do I genuinely convince them to just go on a vacation trip to a normal country? Help me nusois, I don't want them to go to 'p land.
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not being able to keep or make friendships as a girl
as the title says, i struggle to keep or make friendships. my last "friend group" was a couple years ago and i had multiple instances where these girls would drop me then reach out a couple months later with a shitty sorry apology. i like to wear cute girly japanese fashion shit and this makes it even more difficult to befriend people because they think im even more retarded then i actually am, im constantly made fun of or tormented in public (Like my local mall) by normies and i just dont say anything in response, like fully go mute and walk away. i dont have any friends and ive been trying to mask it like i dont care but it just hurts. does anyone else struggle with friendships0640x750
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>hate foids
>date a few
>hate them more
what now?
>hate foids
>date a few
>hate them more
what now?
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he's a gooner but i think he's a nice kid and i wanna ungroom him & also i have a suspicion he might troon out
he's told me he started getting into feral porn, and said that he knows that it's not good.
we've had a falling out and pretty much stopped talking
wtf do i tell him to set him on the right path?
how tf do i help an EPI'd goonigger teen
i was on a gaming 'cord server and there's this one 14 yo guy who was often in the vc with me and 2-3 other pplhe's a gooner but i think he's a nice kid and i wanna ungroom him & also i have a suspicion he might troon out
he's told me he started getting into feral porn, and said that he knows that it's not good.
we've had a falling out and pretty much stopped talking
wtf do i tell him to set him on the right path?
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my life is awesome geg
fuck BPtrannies
fuck incelcucks
fuck niggers
my life is awesome geg
fuck BPtrannies
fuck incelcucks
fuck niggers
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lucky winner
i found five cigarettes and a lighter outside, ama0.0091035x1200
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I’ve been talking to this girl for a while and she is obsessed with me and would literally let me do whatever I want with her body, willing to cook me food, and do whatever it takes to stay with me.
Have any other female sharteens feel the same way towards their man or is it just my foid?
I’ve been talking to this girl for a while and she is obsessed with me and would literally let me do whatever I want with her body, willing to cook me food, and do whatever it takes to stay with me.
Have any other female sharteens feel the same way towards their man or is it just my foid?
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I don't even feel lonely, I just get bored because I have nothing to do in my solitude.
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I don't even feel lonely, I just get bored because I have nothing to do in my solitude.
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R: 1 / I: 0
Slavery is good actually and blacks need it
Slavery is good actually and blacks need it
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im going to see my ex next month at a convention
>did xe invite you or something
no,
im going to see my ex next month at a convention
>did xe invite you or something
no,
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I have never felt lonely in my entire life. Ever since I was a caca I preferred to be alone and do my own thing. I am incapable of relating to people when they complain about being lonely, and everyone thinks im an asshole because of that.
I have never felt lonely in my entire life. Ever since I was a caca I preferred to be alone and do my own thing. I am incapable of relating to people when they complain about being lonely, and everyone thinks im an asshole because of that.
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R: 9 / I: 0
Has anyone here used stuff like LSD or shrooms? If so what was it like and do you think it's actually dangerous? Are there any safe ways to have hallucinations, personally I really want to have a few sometime
Has anyone here used stuff like LSD or shrooms? If so what was it like and do you think it's actually dangerous? Are there any safe ways to have hallucinations, personally I really want to have a few sometime
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>The supposedly "happiest" and "freest" period of my life is me spending most of the time inside my room in bed watching as im more and more isolated and ridiculed, having to do the bare minimum to keep my parents satisfied enough.
>The supposedly "happiest" and "freest" period of my life is me spending most of the time inside my room in bed watching as im more and more isolated and ridiculed, having to do the bare minimum to keep my parents satisfied enough.
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R: 18 / I: 1
I want a sharty boyfriend but I don't know how to get one?
I want a sharty boyfriend but I don't know how to get one?
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R: 11 / I: 1
hate thinking about my future if I even have one, societal expectations and the expectations of my family expect me to work a job in this current state
growing older and realizing I basically have no one other than myself and whatever family member cares enough about me and I'd die the same way I always lived
>20% of my life I'd actually be free and live carefree
>spend 60% of it working some job with pay that gets lower and lower while things get more expensive
>spend the rest of my life being too old to do anything or die in a retirement home abandoned by everyone & forgotten by time
hate thinking about my future if I even have one, societal expectations and the expectations of my family expect me to work a job in this current state
growing older and realizing I basically have no one other than myself and whatever family member cares enough about me and I'd die the same way I always lived
>20% of my life I'd actually be free and live carefree
>spend 60% of it working some job with pay that gets lower and lower while things get more expensive
>spend the rest of my life being too old to do anything or die in a retirement home abandoned by everyone & forgotten by time
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R: 6 / I: 1
I must admit, I have never been one for insecurities, and I have never had any really. But one thing keeps me up at night. That I will never have hair like this. I am nearly 100% germanic (the rest is celtic, i am not a mutt), yet my hair has horrible curls when long. because of this, i am forever stuck with a buzzcut. FBM.
I must admit, I have never been one for insecurities, and I have never had any really. But one thing keeps me up at night. That I will never have hair like this. I am nearly 100% germanic (the rest is celtic, i am not a mutt), yet my hair has horrible curls when long. because of this, i am forever stuck with a buzzcut. FBM.
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R: 1 / I: 0
Does anybaldi here have the fear or forgetting things like childhood memories or old friends?
I often get this randomly so I have to start writing these things into notes but I never fully finish them or continue off, so I just keep making new ones and repeating.
Does anybaldi here have the fear or forgetting things like childhood memories or old friends?
I often get this randomly so I have to start writing these things into notes but I never fully finish them or continue off, so I just keep making new ones and repeating.
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R: 5 / I: 4
How do people get into things/hobbies
I never got into anything unlike other people I do like some things but I wouldn't consider myself as someone dedicated to them or as a "fan"
I like games and I like certain media but I never invested significantly into those interests
I like sports but I never invested any time into them or deepdive into them and I always found it weird as kid on how some people can really get in deep with things like sports or certain media
Several times I tried "normal" hobbies I see others have, sports, art, writing & music but I was never really that invested in any of them
The stuff I do like I largely neglect or don't dive into deeply, I play certain games but I don't really care other than the act of simply playing them, I watch media just to watch but never get deep into them
I'd like to have hobbies like other people but at this point I know I'll just give up immediately if it doesn't live up to my expectations
do you guys also have this or am I the only one
How do people get into things/hobbies
I never got into anything unlike other people I do like some things but I wouldn't consider myself as someone dedicated to them or as a "fan"
I like games and I like certain media but I never invested significantly into those interests
I like sports but I never invested any time into them or deepdive into them and I always found it weird as kid on how some people can really get in deep with things like sports or certain media
Several times I tried "normal" hobbies I see others have, sports, art, writing & music but I was never really that invested in any of them
The stuff I do like I largely neglect or don't dive into deeply, I play certain games but I don't really care other than the act of simply playing them, I watch media just to watch but never get deep into them
I'd like to have hobbies like other people but at this point I know I'll just give up immediately if it doesn't live up to my expectations
do you guys also have this or am I the only one
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R: 1 / I: 0
Rate her blowjobs out of 10
Rate her blowjobs out of 10
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R: 14 / I: 2
I hate self improvement
Nice clothes, working out, Trt, haircuts. I came to the realization I was pretty much just doing it so other people would like me more when I hated doing it and don’t care at all how I look so I just stopped caring.0238x255
R: 2 / I: 2
Dear /r9k/
Your beloved faggots from /b/ decided to write you a letter using one sentence each.
Dear /r9k/
Love, /b/
/letter
How?
Are
You?
We
Hate
Hate
Niggers
Too.
WRITE A SENTENCE, YOU FUCKTARDS
You
Fuck you.
Are
Alone
The
And r9k too
DEEZ NUTS DEEZ NUTS DEEZ NUTS DEEZ NUTS DEEZ NUTS DEEZ NUTS
DEEZ NUTS DEEZ NUTS DEEZ NUTS DEEZ NUTS
Why don't you take a seat?
what.
Jobs were hard to find. Employers were fucked over for their unwillingness to take on the niggers by hanging out "No dumb ass nggers" Need Apply" signs.
Nigga do you even understand the concept of one sentence?
We are committed to the eradication of jews and niggers.
////Im pausing the letter for a second, im really sorry, but my balls are itchy right now, ok lets continue/////.
Rate my dick.
my niggah. yo be shirly able to find one ho sendence in thah mess. sheeeit.
Well the thing is that we made this letter, and by we i mean the /b/ hivemind, so we can tell you that we love you, in a totally faggot way, also this is a invitation to copulate frenetically in some common place, like /pol/, we will wait you guys over there, you will recognice us, our neckbeards calls us off.
Shut the fuck up negro, learn to spell or go back to eat bananas in your shit tier country.
Sometimes I fart under the covers then put the cover over my head so I can soak in my assgas.
" They hadendured centuries of hardboild car wax applicators. "
Shut up niggah, this sheeeit be mpotant.
I came in your bodywash the other day.
Sincerely, /b/
Dear /r9k/
Your beloved faggots from /b/ decided to write you a letter using one sentence each.
Dear /r9k/
Love, /b/
/letter
How?
Are
You?
We
Hate
Hate
Niggers
Too.
WRITE A SENTENCE, YOU FUCKTARDS
You
Fuck you.
Are
Alone
The
And r9k too
DEEZ NUTS DEEZ NUTS DEEZ NUTS DEEZ NUTS DEEZ NUTS DEEZ NUTS
DEEZ NUTS DEEZ NUTS DEEZ NUTS DEEZ NUTS
Why don't you take a seat?
what.
Jobs were hard to find. Employers were fucked over for their unwillingness to take on the niggers by hanging out "No dumb ass nggers" Need Apply" signs.
Nigga do you even understand the concept of one sentence?
We are committed to the eradication of jews and niggers.
////Im pausing the letter for a second, im really sorry, but my balls are itchy right now, ok lets continue/////.
Rate my dick.
my niggah. yo be shirly able to find one ho sendence in thah mess. sheeeit.
Well the thing is that we made this letter, and by we i mean the /b/ hivemind, so we can tell you that we love you, in a totally faggot way, also this is a invitation to copulate frenetically in some common place, like /pol/, we will wait you guys over there, you will recognice us, our neckbeards calls us off.
Shut the fuck up negro, learn to spell or go back to eat bananas in your shit tier country.
Sometimes I fart under the covers then put the cover over my head so I can soak in my assgas.
" They hadendured centuries of hardboild car wax applicators. "
Shut up niggah, this sheeeit be mpotant.
I came in your bodywash the other day.
Sincerely, /b/
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R: 3 / I: 0
Is there any saving him Soyteens? Or I’m I just a idiot cuck and they will end up dating
My friend is an orbiter
My friend has orbited this girl from our school for 3 years(THIS IS SECA)For some background he is a manlet but has had gf before. So he is beating my khhv ass in that regard, and that girl he wants is basically looksmatched, She will never date him. We have a mutual friend group, and have joked about them being together and even her mom jokes about it, but every time it comes up, she looks disgusted. I’m convinced she only sees him as attention.They will call for hours and she will tell Him about guys she LIKES.He doesn’t care he will do anything for her. This includes letting her put make up on him, telling her secrets from our friends, and worst of all babysitting her brother when SHE WANTED TO GO PARTY. I’ve tried to free him from her evil foid hands but he won’t listen and likes her as a friend.Is there any saving him Soyteens? Or I’m I just a idiot cuck and they will end up dating
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R: 1 / I: 0
hey i posted some schizolarp last week, sorry if i seemed like a terror threat, i was just caught up in myself.
last post here, letting people know that im not going to bomb, kill, or rape anything because im not really that retarded irl.
hey i posted some schizolarp last week, sorry if i seemed like a terror threat, i was just caught up in myself.
last post here, letting people know that im not going to bomb, kill, or rape anything because im not really that retarded irl.
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R: 16 / I: 5
before I begin this get your "OH GREAT HEAVEN HE'S A FAKECEL"s out before commenting … I am no longer an incel, and honestly due to my general ugliness and fatness I doubt most of you are truthfully lost
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<oh also warning for sexual content o algo
<you all sometimes seem to have a need for that to prevent major clitty leakage
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<you're going to see a lot of these
<I find it makes the text both easier to read and to write
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I still miss my ex really badly… I don't want her back at all
I have moved on romantically but I think about her almost everyday
especially since my girlfriend and I are long distance, so all the psychical memories I have to fantasize about are my ex
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Every time I try and imagine my girlfriend while we talk on the phone I think of my ex
the feeling of her hug, her kiss, the softness of her breasts pressing into my face as she held me, the feeling of her thighs against the sides of my face as I pleasured her, my cock in between her thighs… and I just feel so guilty, I have a woman who cares about me at least a hundred times more then my ex, one who has a much better personality and honestly body then my ex(not necessarily cause of body type but small features like nipple size, lip size, etc)
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It also doesn't help that my girlfriend and ex have vastly different body shapes so it really increases that "oh god I'm being an awful piece of shit" feeling(my ex is tall and chubby and my girlfriend is short and skinny)
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and also I do try and avoid this but sometimes i just cant help but to have degenerate fantasies about having both of them… or even my girlfriend and other women I know(yes I know a few foids other then my gf… there are good ones turns out)
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not looking for advice on how to stop it just wanted to rant
its not from gooning or whatever else, its just how my brain works.
I am naturally just incline to being horny, violent, and impulsive, much like getting stoned and singing all not long its a family tradition.
before I begin this get your "OH GREAT HEAVEN HE'S A FAKECEL"s out before commenting … I am no longer an incel, and honestly due to my general ugliness and fatness I doubt most of you are truthfully lost
<reddit space
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<oh also warning for sexual content o algo
<you all sometimes seem to have a need for that to prevent major clitty leakage
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<you're going to see a lot of these
<I find it makes the text both easier to read and to write
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I still miss my ex really badly… I don't want her back at all
I have moved on romantically but I think about her almost everyday
especially since my girlfriend and I are long distance, so all the psychical memories I have to fantasize about are my ex
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Every time I try and imagine my girlfriend while we talk on the phone I think of my ex
the feeling of her hug, her kiss, the softness of her breasts pressing into my face as she held me, the feeling of her thighs against the sides of my face as I pleasured her, my cock in between her thighs… and I just feel so guilty, I have a woman who cares about me at least a hundred times more then my ex, one who has a much better personality and honestly body then my ex(not necessarily cause of body type but small features like nipple size, lip size, etc)
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It also doesn't help that my girlfriend and ex have vastly different body shapes so it really increases that "oh god I'm being an awful piece of shit" feeling(my ex is tall and chubby and my girlfriend is short and skinny)
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and also I do try and avoid this but sometimes i just cant help but to have degenerate fantasies about having both of them… or even my girlfriend and other women I know(yes I know a few foids other then my gf… there are good ones turns out)
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not looking for advice on how to stop it just wanted to rant
its not from gooning or whatever else, its just how my brain works.
I am naturally just incline to being horny, violent, and impulsive, much like getting stoned and singing all not long its a family tradition.
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R: 4 / I: 0
Fake friends
Today, my friend showed me messages of my best friend chatting with this other friend about me. In these messages, my “best friend” was talking about how I’m hopeless, a lost cause, there’s no point in helping me, etc. That would be one thing, but there were a couple of details that stuck out to me. One, he said he was “already over our friendship three months in”, and two, there were multiple times where he was considering just blocking me while providing no reason. To be honest with you, it was kind of already apparent from the start that he was annoyed with me, but he still acted like everything was ok on the surface. Nothing ever indicated that he was this resentful towards me. But he admitted that he basically only talked to me, not for enjoyment, but as charity work. And once I read this, I went to go unfriend him. Am I a faggot for thinking I meant anything to him at all?0.001615x646
R: 6 / I: 2
Your car is German. Your pizza is Italian. Your democracy is Greek. Your coffee is Brazilian. Your movies American. Your shirt is Indian. Your electronic Chinese. Your numbers Arabic. Your letters are Latin. And you complain your neighbor is an immigrant! Pull yourself together.
Your car is German. Your pizza is Italian. Your democracy is Greek. Your coffee is Brazilian. Your movies American. Your shirt is Indian. Your electronic Chinese. Your numbers Arabic. Your letters are Latin. And you complain your neighbor is an immigrant! Pull yourself together.
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R: 7 / I: 0
nobody here likes me, what about any of you?
I'm ugly and nobody who isn't Indian doesn't like me, and everybody who is Indian refuses to date me due to my family's status
I'm Indian
Like the post title, I'm Indian, Female, 18, live in Indianobody here likes me, what about any of you?
I'm ugly and nobody who isn't Indian doesn't like me, and everybody who is Indian refuses to date me due to my family's status
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R: 2 / I: 1
I love Jews and I would love to be one as a goy, but I was born on a Sabbath, giving labors to my mother on a day of rest. I can't deal with this, I can't deal with the fact that my entire existence by itself goes against the strict law of the Torah… Why would Hashem allow this curse to fall upon me fml fml fml fml fml fml
I love Jews and I would love to be one as a goy, but I was born on a Sabbath, giving labors to my mother on a day of rest. I can't deal with this, I can't deal with the fact that my entire existence by itself goes against the strict law of the Torah… Why would Hashem allow this curse to fall upon me fml fml fml fml fml fml
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R: 2 / I: 1
What have (You) done this week to make yourself even a tiny bit happier?
What have (You) done this week to make yourself even a tiny bit happier?
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R: 17 / I: 5
i see several roads in front of me and i can only identify one that is positive, which would require an EXTREME amount of discipline that im not sure i can undertake.
any other road i take is almost probable,
schoolshooter,
furfag,
schizo,
suicide,
fat fucking slob.
i think im already developing schizoaffective or something. FUCK FUCK FUCK>
yeah sorry.
my only hope for me right now is that i get a job, im still waiting on one to reach back and it's minimum wage but it's kind of my only answer right now.
i hate my family i hate my friends a lot of the time.
im isolating myself ok LARP!
LARP!
sorry, about to have a shower.
kys
I wanna killmyself, but not really, but maybe im starting to become suicidal as if im going down that fucking road of mental illness.i see several roads in front of me and i can only identify one that is positive, which would require an EXTREME amount of discipline that im not sure i can undertake.
any other road i take is almost probable,
schoolshooter,
furfag,
schizo,
suicide,
fat fucking slob.
i think im already developing schizoaffective or something. FUCK FUCK FUCK>
yeah sorry.
my only hope for me right now is that i get a job, im still waiting on one to reach back and it's minimum wage but it's kind of my only answer right now.
i hate my family i hate my friends a lot of the time.
im isolating myself ok LARP!
LARP!
sorry, about to have a shower.
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R: 3 / I: 0
>Fukuda Yua attempted to enter New Zealand
>More than 6 hours of questioning
>A drug test
>Her luggage was confiscated after she was surrounded by 10 police officers
>She was held waiting in a detention cell
>As a result, she was denied entry and forcibly deported.
JAV star was deported from New Zealand
JAV star was deported from New Zealand>Fukuda Yua attempted to enter New Zealand
>More than 6 hours of questioning
>A drug test
>Her luggage was confiscated after she was surrounded by 10 police officers
>She was held waiting in a detention cell
>As a result, she was denied entry and forcibly deported.
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R: 8 / I: 3
>be me
>be 27yo virgin
>masturbated all my life
>dad was deaf so I could be loud
>thought it was normal to make sounds
>meet this cute 25 year old woman at work
>we became friends and started hanging out
>last week she confessed she is attracted to me
>go on a date on thursday and land back at her place
>we have sex and it feels like the best thing in the world
>i moan "mhmm" a lot and I whimper when I reach climax
>she suddenly becomes more distant in the following days
>ask her what happened, but she is hesitant to be direct with me
>this morning I get a text saying that I sound "feminine" during sex
>she explains that she's used to men letting out a manly grunt or growl
>be me
>be 27yo virgin
>masturbated all my life
>dad was deaf so I could be loud
>thought it was normal to make sounds
>meet this cute 25 year old woman at work
>we became friends and started hanging out
>last week she confessed she is attracted to me
>go on a date on thursday and land back at her place
>we have sex and it feels like the best thing in the world
>i moan "mhmm" a lot and I whimper when I reach climax
>she suddenly becomes more distant in the following days
>ask her what happened, but she is hesitant to be direct with me
>this morning I get a text saying that I sound "feminine" during sex
>she explains that she's used to men letting out a manly grunt or growl
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R: 9 / I: 0
<night breeze space
If (you) have/had similar problems, what worked and what didn't? Or maybe are you fine with things the way they are?
And anyone who has experience with pills, can you share whether they worked or not?
sleep
I've been having issues with sleep for some time now. My main issue is not being able to break the routine of bringing laptop to bed, and then proceed to do stuff on it until 3 or 4 am. Problem is that I feel pretty vividly awake during this time, in fact I like to study a lot during this period all kinds of stuff, both for work/college and personal. It feels like my brain is in its most focused state, I think because of the quietness and comfort of the night. I think it started during highschool when I'd study until late night to pass tests (it worked and I did well) and it just kinda stuck. But having shitty sleep takes a noticeable toll on me, both physically and mentally. I'd love to change but I don't know how, I've tried putting all the electronics away, which resulted in me staring at the ceiling for hours, I work out to get tired but I still can't fall asleep. I usually sleep for around 3 hours a day, and then 12 hours during weekends when I don't need to be anywhere.<night breeze space
If (you) have/had similar problems, what worked and what didn't? Or maybe are you fine with things the way they are?
And anyone who has experience with pills, can you share whether they worked or not?
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R: 7 / I: 1
often times i feel incredibly guilty regarding my racism towards asians knowing i have asian pals who are for the most part completely unaware of my hatred towards their kind
often times i feel incredibly guilty regarding my racism towards asians knowing i have asian pals who are for the most part completely unaware of my hatred towards their kind
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R: 8 / I: 0
How do anons find things to do and enjoy them?
I mean more active things like writing, rather than passive things like watching movies or even reading.
I can't motivate myself to do anything. Nor does anything seem to give me joy.
I want to enjoy programming and fiddling with my computer, but I can't find a reason to do so.
And anything creative like writing or drawing is not enjoyable either.
How do anons find things to do and enjoy them?
I mean more active things like writing, rather than passive things like watching movies or even reading.
I can't motivate myself to do anything. Nor does anything seem to give me joy.
I want to enjoy programming and fiddling with my computer, but I can't find a reason to do so.
And anything creative like writing or drawing is not enjoyable either.
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R: 12 / I: 1
I think that I've begun to subconsciously internalize the idea that I'm subhuman from the way people have treated me. Throughout my life people have constantly mocked, bullied, and condescending me. I think they honestly didn't view me as human, just as an animal they can abuse how they like. Throughout most of middle and highschool people would consistently dedicate their time to mocking me, trying to get me in trouble, trying to scare me, and just generally taking advantage of me. I have memories of people who were supposed to be my friends literally constantly repeating my autistic mannerisms infront of me in order to mock me. I hated them and still do, if laws didn't exist I probably would've killed them. Even the people who were nicer to me like my family always treated me like an idiot who needed to be told everything. I remember having a conversation about college applications with them and my sister said that I should make sure to apply to multiple colleges because applying to a single one may mean I'm not accepted, as if I didn't understand basic logic. She in general always treated me like I was an idiot. She said I was too stupid for advanced algebra when I literally spent the entire day on my phone and still had a 95%+. The worst part is that I can't even blame people for it. I do act like a retard, I do have annoying mannerisms, I do sperg out at people. I can't even have a conversation with a person without constantly over analyzing every single aspect of it to see how much of an idiot I'm being.
Honestly I wonder how bad my psychology has been fucked up from all of this. I constantly go through severe bouts of hating myself and then adoring myself, which I think is some kind of coping mechanism. I'm an absolute coward socially and can't talk to people normally. Any time I have a conversation with a person I hate every second of it because I know how they view me. I've also noticed that I'm generally drawn to the concept of not being human in fiction. The idea of being viewed as an animal or tool who lives only for his purpose seems to interest me somehow. Like I seriously don't view myself as deserving anything more than slavery.
Being autistic is one of the worst things that can happen to a person. I honestly think that even if I could have kids I wouldn't, as a form of self eugenics. I would honestly support any program seeking to eliminate autism from the world population even if it involved forced sterilization. No one should have to suffer life in this condition, it's one of the worst things a person can have.
I think that I've begun to subconsciously internalize the idea that I'm subhuman from the way people have treated me. Throughout my life people have constantly mocked, bullied, and condescending me. I think they honestly didn't view me as human, just as an animal they can abuse how they like. Throughout most of middle and highschool people would consistently dedicate their time to mocking me, trying to get me in trouble, trying to scare me, and just generally taking advantage of me. I have memories of people who were supposed to be my friends literally constantly repeating my autistic mannerisms infront of me in order to mock me. I hated them and still do, if laws didn't exist I probably would've killed them. Even the people who were nicer to me like my family always treated me like an idiot who needed to be told everything. I remember having a conversation about college applications with them and my sister said that I should make sure to apply to multiple colleges because applying to a single one may mean I'm not accepted, as if I didn't understand basic logic. She in general always treated me like I was an idiot. She said I was too stupid for advanced algebra when I literally spent the entire day on my phone and still had a 95%+. The worst part is that I can't even blame people for it. I do act like a retard, I do have annoying mannerisms, I do sperg out at people. I can't even have a conversation with a person without constantly over analyzing every single aspect of it to see how much of an idiot I'm being.
Honestly I wonder how bad my psychology has been fucked up from all of this. I constantly go through severe bouts of hating myself and then adoring myself, which I think is some kind of coping mechanism. I'm an absolute coward socially and can't talk to people normally. Any time I have a conversation with a person I hate every second of it because I know how they view me. I've also noticed that I'm generally drawn to the concept of not being human in fiction. The idea of being viewed as an animal or tool who lives only for his purpose seems to interest me somehow. Like I seriously don't view myself as deserving anything more than slavery.
Being autistic is one of the worst things that can happen to a person. I honestly think that even if I could have kids I wouldn't, as a form of self eugenics. I would honestly support any program seeking to eliminate autism from the world population even if it involved forced sterilization. No one should have to suffer life in this condition, it's one of the worst things a person can have.
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R: 30 / I: 4
My situation is just incredible
I'm just a regular heckin' bigot who hates all furfaggots, I want them dead, they're an abomination
Even cartoon furfags
However, it's different with Averi
for some reason i find averi cute and precious, although I DO NOT LUST FOR HER, very important
I only find her cute, like as a pet
Does this make me a furfaggot? i dont think so, since i dont feel this way with anything else
what do you think r9k wizards?
My situation is just incredible
I'm just a regular heckin' bigot who hates all furfaggots, I want them dead, they're an abomination
Even cartoon furfags
However, it's different with Averi
for some reason i find averi cute and precious, although I DO NOT LUST FOR HER, very important
I only find her cute, like as a pet
Does this make me a furfaggot? i dont think so, since i dont feel this way with anything else
what do you think r9k wizards?
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R: 9 / I: 2
I feel like I don't need a girlfriend, I feel like I could live fine single for the rest of my life, sex is the last thing on my mind probably, I'm very used to staying alone for weeks or months, of course I socialize from time to time, I am a human after all and I love being with friends and family, but compared to the average person, I'm very antisocial, I hate arguments and I get quickly exhausted when I'm in a normal social situation, whether positive or negative.
The thought of dealing with foids though is kind of different, I 99% stay away from females, I feel uncomfortable when a girl is 4 meters away from me, the idea of having to deal with a female daily is exhausting, marrying, impregnating, getting kids, go through arguments, etc…
I've seen my parents, and many other couples, say that they wish they never married, so having social difficulties daily, and with a FEMALE will kill me mentally, I don't hate females, but they disturb me and make me nervous, I've heard shit from my mom, she had manipulated my father, who's dumb when it comes to money, into making good economic choices for the family, but that's a rare case, she herself told me that women are more evil than they seem, and told me stories about my aunts, I was shocked, they're almost like kikes, mom said to always be wary when dealing with females, and not to be a slave for them because that's what they want.
Am I just an average sharty member? An incel? Or I'm just a loner fag?
I feel like I don't need a girlfriend, I feel like I could live fine single for the rest of my life, sex is the last thing on my mind probably, I'm very used to staying alone for weeks or months, of course I socialize from time to time, I am a human after all and I love being with friends and family, but compared to the average person, I'm very antisocial, I hate arguments and I get quickly exhausted when I'm in a normal social situation, whether positive or negative.
The thought of dealing with foids though is kind of different, I 99% stay away from females, I feel uncomfortable when a girl is 4 meters away from me, the idea of having to deal with a female daily is exhausting, marrying, impregnating, getting kids, go through arguments, etc…
I've seen my parents, and many other couples, say that they wish they never married, so having social difficulties daily, and with a FEMALE will kill me mentally, I don't hate females, but they disturb me and make me nervous, I've heard shit from my mom, she had manipulated my father, who's dumb when it comes to money, into making good economic choices for the family, but that's a rare case, she herself told me that women are more evil than they seem, and told me stories about my aunts, I was shocked, they're almost like kikes, mom said to always be wary when dealing with females, and not to be a slave for them because that's what they want.
Am I just an average sharty member? An incel? Or I'm just a loner fag?
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I had a girlfriend, a female friend, not a fiance or whatever. Gonna refer to her as S.
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We have been friends for almost 6 years, yet I stopped talking to her almost a year ago. The reason why is because lately our friendship was carried only on me. I text her first, I decide when to come over, I decide when we go for a walk etc. She never takes initiative. So she kind of stopped talking to me way before than I did to her. I don't remember if it always was like that.
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We went to the same school, then I went to another one, since classmates were niggers. She stayed one more year, then went to other school, not my, though.
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She found a 'friend' there.
Her friend was a girl(wowsies, right?). They mostly only met in school, not really chatting or hanging out or something. S told =EVERYTHING= about me. Should I mention that isn't hecking okay? Since that moment, I started to lose touch with her. Don't get me wrong, we continued being, but with another Cunt being along. This cunt was helping her by buying food after school, and even bought her shoes once. I tried to befriend this cunt to gain some money, but she is toooooo retarded and thinks of herself to much, despite being retarded fuckmeat with AIDs. Pretentions, I would say. Overall, bad influence.
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Now about S. She is tomboy-ish looking blue eyed redheaded 5'2 feet of assburgers with great tits. Yes, she has that weird disease, and so do I, and so do (((you))). She is funny and 'quirky', though.
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She is from poor abusive household. I mean it, she literally was raped as a kid by her cousin several times. Nobody gives a fuck about what happened to her. She also has no personal space at home (no doors, thin walls and her room is next to parents' room) etc.
=to the point=
She went to college, that's in different city, what is like 1.5 hours on a bus. She lives in a dorm now.
Good news! I'm going to that college, too.
>Why?
There is no more colleges around and I don't want to live in a dorm, I want to live with my parents, for a year or so.
>So what do you want from us, faggotcucknigger?
I need your advise, 'teens. Should I start our friendship over again? I'm really curios, I really don't know what to do… I want! She was fun and we had great connection. Looking back at the rest of foids…Damn, if I won't find another one like her. She is just too valuable to me, as I recently think of her. Also all other foids in my life are fucking regarded whores.
I'm planning to chat with her, and ask if she is still in touch with that cunt, if not VICTORY, if no…then i dunno, 'teens.
I'm also planning to move to another country, as in this one, EVERYBODY is a nigger with AIDs who does drugs. I would be happy if she moved with me. That would be good for her. I want to make her happy.
What should I do and how should I do it?
Should I renew old friendship and push further? ?
Sorry for wall of text.I had a girlfriend, a female friend, not a fiance or whatever. Gonna refer to her as S.
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We have been friends for almost 6 years, yet I stopped talking to her almost a year ago. The reason why is because lately our friendship was carried only on me. I text her first, I decide when to come over, I decide when we go for a walk etc. She never takes initiative. So she kind of stopped talking to me way before than I did to her. I don't remember if it always was like that.
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We went to the same school, then I went to another one, since classmates were niggers. She stayed one more year, then went to other school, not my, though.
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She found a 'friend' there.
Her friend was a girl(wowsies, right?). They mostly only met in school, not really chatting or hanging out or something. S told =EVERYTHING= about me. Should I mention that isn't hecking okay? Since that moment, I started to lose touch with her. Don't get me wrong, we continued being, but with another Cunt being along. This cunt was helping her by buying food after school, and even bought her shoes once. I tried to befriend this cunt to gain some money, but she is toooooo retarded and thinks of herself to much, despite being retarded fuckmeat with AIDs. Pretentions, I would say. Overall, bad influence.
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Now about S. She is tomboy-ish looking blue eyed redheaded 5'2 feet of assburgers with great tits. Yes, she has that weird disease, and so do I, and so do (((you))). She is funny and 'quirky', though.
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She is from poor abusive household. I mean it, she literally was raped as a kid by her cousin several times. Nobody gives a fuck about what happened to her. She also has no personal space at home (no doors, thin walls and her room is next to parents' room) etc.
=to the point=
She went to college, that's in different city, what is like 1.5 hours on a bus. She lives in a dorm now.
Good news! I'm going to that college, too.
>Why?
There is no more colleges around and I don't want to live in a dorm, I want to live with my parents, for a year or so.
>So what do you want from us, faggotcucknigger?
I need your advise, 'teens. Should I start our friendship over again? I'm really curios, I really don't know what to do… I want! She was fun and we had great connection. Looking back at the rest of foids…Damn, if I won't find another one like her. She is just too valuable to me, as I recently think of her. Also all other foids in my life are fucking regarded whores.
I'm planning to chat with her, and ask if she is still in touch with that cunt, if not VICTORY, if no…then i dunno, 'teens.
I'm also planning to move to another country, as in this one, EVERYBODY is a nigger with AIDs who does drugs. I would be happy if she moved with me. That would be good for her. I want to make her happy.
What should I do and how should I do it?
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How do you guys make money?
I can always come up with ingenious ideas to make money but the execution is a pain in the ass.
How do you guys make money?
I can always come up with ingenious ideas to make money but the execution is a pain in the ass.
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Weird dreams about gooning.
I haven't gooned in a few months by now and I don't have any lustful thoughts during the day but I sometimes have these dreams where I'm in my home and I get the urge to goon. When I give into the urge, I get filled with immense shame and the dream ends before I do anything. For the first moments after waking up I feel like I really failed and gooned again. It's never a wet dream and I don't wake up with a boner or anything. They usually happen right before I wake up. Has anyone else experienced something like this?0.002800x600
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I like mentally ill women, I don't mean tiktok foids larping I mean genuinely mentally ill women.
Schizophrenic women, clinically depressed wome , retarded women and even psychotic women.
Normal foids are boring and confusing but every time you talk to a mentally ill girl it's like going on an adventure.
I'm a moralfag that wants to help and love mentally ill women because they are so cute and attractive.
I like mentally ill women, I don't mean tiktok foids larping I mean genuinely mentally ill women.
Schizophrenic women, clinically depressed wome , retarded women and even psychotic women.
Normal foids are boring and confusing but every time you talk to a mentally ill girl it's like going on an adventure.
I'm a moralfag that wants to help and love mentally ill women because they are so cute and attractive.
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mundanity of life
Is anyone else living a very mundane life? I spend most of my time in my room, I usually don't feel the need to go out or to meet new people as I don't have an interest in talking to most people, i wouldn't mind being a virgin for the rest of my life either. My life of solitude often feels pretty comfy except for the moments of loneliness. These days i've been looking for a minimum wage cuck job (too low iq for a high level job) and have been failing in that. The only activity that intrigues me that involves the outside world is solo travel, can't do that now due to no money0.003681x924
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My co-worker is almost 80 and still has a full head of hair
My co-worker is almost 80 and still has a full head of hair
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it's not the end, its the start of something new… right?
it's not the end, its the start of something new… right?
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He killed millions of innocent people.
He killed millions of innocent people.
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Is America heading towards a civil war?
Liberals and feminists will revolt when Trump stays after 2028. South will absolutely fight back but Minnesota and California will burn down.0.115289x290
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i learnt of this shithole site from a cuckold(-quean?) pooner on 'der cord. ama
i learnt of this shithole site from a cuckold(-quean?) pooner on 'der cord. ama
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Ever since i had 2 epileptic seizures in 2024 i have just been suffering. I live in the middle of fucking nowhere. I couldn't work and i am stuck living with my parents in a hoarder house. I got my license back last month but i don't even have a car and nobody will hire me. FML i am 23 and 2 years of my young adulthood are just gone
Ever since i had 2 epileptic seizures in 2024 i have just been suffering. I live in the middle of fucking nowhere. I couldn't work and i am stuck living with my parents in a hoarder house. I got my license back last month but i don't even have a car and nobody will hire me. FML i am 23 and 2 years of my young adulthood are just gone
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do peepo actually care what you did during the day? Why do family members get pissy when I dont want to tell how my work went? It was fucking boring, and its even boring to remember it, why would I want to go in depth to describe it?
do peepo actually care what you did during the day? Why do family members get pissy when I dont want to tell how my work went? It was fucking boring, and its even boring to remember it, why would I want to go in depth to describe it?
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I'm entitled to a relaxing life free from work and education due to being ugly, short, and autistic
I'm entitled to a relaxing life free from work and education due to being ugly, short, and autistic
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Im Mexican, do you still love me?
Im Mexican, do you still love me?
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Gaining female communication abilities (yap alert)
Before anyone starts leaking in the replies about how I'm "a heckin fakecel" let it be known I don't subscribe to the majority of bp ideology (waoooow wimenz respecter award) but as it stands up until very recently I have been very socially awkward and tense etc. around the majority of girls my age when I interact with them and I'm a KV (no H because a girl hugged me goodbye at a party that I was leaving early (i don't like parties) while she was very drunk). And basically most girls don't talk to me unless they have to or they're clearly just being friendly. So basically I have never really had any success with girls properly. But recently, I have been able to talk to multiple that I found attractive fairly easily with little awkwardness which is a strange change, I don't know how I suddenly developed that. But the bigger thing is that girls seem to have started to genuinely enjoy talking to me? Idk basically my card wouldn't let me through at the gym and I went up to one of the employees (she was around my age definitely a few years older) idk I literally asked her to let me through and she made a brief error and was smiley and giggling while talking to me and being overly friendly. So either I looked so stupid it was laughworthy or I don't look subhuman. And then just today, this girl I used to go to secondary with walked in front of me and saw me behind her and said like "hiiiiiii [my name]" and actually wanted to talk to me and was asking me questions about college and being very friendly and stuff. And the best part is I didn't fuck it up and be extremely awkward or stumble over my words at all or say anything stupid. And both those girls were pretty good-looking. Not to mention two other positive things involving attractive girls that I can't be bothered to write down. So if anything this is proof that I am MOSTLY no longer a socially awkward fucking sperg when talking to girls and they seem to be actively approaching me (if for a short while) now. So things are on the up. DOE should I mention I have now grown to ~6'0, and I have definitely become significantly more decent-looking over the last couple of years and I'd say I'm fairly average maybe MTN. Anyway no real point to this just sharing because I thought this wouldn't be possible.0.004636x513
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I FORGOT MY DILDO AT MY HOTEL ALL THE WAY IN VEGAS…
what do i do now? Im going to be restless without it!
I FORGOT MY DILDO AT MY HOTEL ALL THE WAY IN VEGAS…
what do i do now? Im going to be restless without it!
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I really hate how trashy my parents are. I've been working toward getting my own place and leaving them, but I'm scared I'm going to fail. And even if I do manage to leave, I can't shake the feeling that I will remain trash by mere association. Can anyone relate?
I really hate how trashy my parents are. I've been working toward getting my own place and leaving them, but I'm scared I'm going to fail. And even if I do manage to leave, I can't shake the feeling that I will remain trash by mere association. Can anyone relate?
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(Warning : faggot speaking)
I'll get straight to the point, my boyfriend is 10 times more handsome than i am and it's bothering me alot.
We are planning to meet in a month and i am really scared he won't like me once we meet, since there will be no halo that we have in a text chat.
He told me not to do anything with my face and i promised him not to, but i am going to a plastic surgeon today to plan my first surgery.
I feel horrible all the time and i am tired of being ugly.
(Warning : faggot speaking)
I'll get straight to the point, my boyfriend is 10 times more handsome than i am and it's bothering me alot.
We are planning to meet in a month and i am really scared he won't like me once we meet, since there will be no halo that we have in a text chat.
He told me not to do anything with my face and i promised him not to, but i am going to a plastic surgeon today to plan my first surgery.
I feel horrible all the time and i am tired of being ugly.
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Does anybody else have a strong desire to be recognized and revered but are too afraid to "put themselves out there" on the internet or make themselves known in an identifiable manner? I've recently liked the idea of making YouTube videos using my voice, but the fear that I will somehow be recognized, doxxed and made fun of prevents me from doing so. I'm something of a sensitive little fuck and having to constantly cope with or even defend myself and my videos from the criticism and mockery of others on top of trying to be a conscientious opsecKING seems like it would just occupy my mind 24/7, and not in a good way. It's completely alien to me how so many people just have absolutely no inhibition in regards to posting things about themselves online, especially when using their full government name, their face and their voice, regardless of how controversial the content they're making is.
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This (quite reasonable) fear is also one of the reasons I don't post on any f0rums, soysphere related or otherwise, because people will be able to recognize me and all of the times I've said stupid things, lost arguments or made shitty OC, and I don't want those things being used against me. I know that I shouldn't care what people think of me, but this always comes off as an abstract maxim that can't meaningfully be applied no matter what I do. The only time I attempted to become a namefag on one of these sites, I became very preoccupied with the thought that I had made a terrible, terrible decision and became quite internally volatile over the coming days until I gave up. Keep in mind, this was under a completely anonymous moniker which produced a grand total of less than 30 posts.
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I know this may seem strange to most of you, but I almost find it harder to act confidently online rather than in real life, simply because the version of myself I put forward in real life is largely detached from my true thoughts and feelings on most matters, and if not, often superficially and half-ironically. Online, I should be able to express myself, but my fear of being mocked for stating my true thoughts and feelings instead of just putting forth an inauthentic, ironic caricature of myself coupled with the looming anxiety of people I know in real life somehow coming across it and adding fuel to the flames prevents me from doing so. I know that "coming out of my shell" may sometimes feel appealing, but it always ends in me feeling far worse after the fact, on account of the listening parties either using the information I provided them with against me or just the mere prospect of them doing so, which incites this dreadful feeling within me and usually forces my hand into distancing myself from them or ceasing communication with them entirely. Acting with little inhibition is far easier when I only have to temporarily perform for a total of maybe four of five people who are in my direct vicinity than what may as well be an infinitely looping routine, incapable of being tweaked or stopped to an infinitely large crowd of people, forever, which is exactly what making YouTube videos with my voice would entail.
Does anybody else have a strong desire to be recognized and revered but are too afraid to "put themselves out there" on the internet or make themselves known in an identifiable manner? I've recently liked the idea of making YouTube videos using my voice, but the fear that I will somehow be recognized, doxxed and made fun of prevents me from doing so. I'm something of a sensitive little fuck and having to constantly cope with or even defend myself and my videos from the criticism and mockery of others on top of trying to be a conscientious opsecKING seems like it would just occupy my mind 24/7, and not in a good way. It's completely alien to me how so many people just have absolutely no inhibition in regards to posting things about themselves online, especially when using their full government name, their face and their voice, regardless of how controversial the content they're making is.
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This (quite reasonable) fear is also one of the reasons I don't post on any f0rums, soysphere related or otherwise, because people will be able to recognize me and all of the times I've said stupid things, lost arguments or made shitty OC, and I don't want those things being used against me. I know that I shouldn't care what people think of me, but this always comes off as an abstract maxim that can't meaningfully be applied no matter what I do. The only time I attempted to become a namefag on one of these sites, I became very preoccupied with the thought that I had made a terrible, terrible decision and became quite internally volatile over the coming days until I gave up. Keep in mind, this was under a completely anonymous moniker which produced a grand total of less than 30 posts.
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I know this may seem strange to most of you, but I almost find it harder to act confidently online rather than in real life, simply because the version of myself I put forward in real life is largely detached from my true thoughts and feelings on most matters, and if not, often superficially and half-ironically. Online, I should be able to express myself, but my fear of being mocked for stating my true thoughts and feelings instead of just putting forth an inauthentic, ironic caricature of myself coupled with the looming anxiety of people I know in real life somehow coming across it and adding fuel to the flames prevents me from doing so. I know that "coming out of my shell" may sometimes feel appealing, but it always ends in me feeling far worse after the fact, on account of the listening parties either using the information I provided them with against me or just the mere prospect of them doing so, which incites this dreadful feeling within me and usually forces my hand into distancing myself from them or ceasing communication with them entirely. Acting with little inhibition is far easier when I only have to temporarily perform for a total of maybe four of five people who are in my direct vicinity than what may as well be an infinitely looping routine, incapable of being tweaked or stopped to an infinitely large crowd of people, forever, which is exactly what making YouTube videos with my voice would entail.
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Getting isekaid to bronze age Europe and becoming a warrior after learning the local language. Participating on a raid and taking a Minoan girl as my concubine slave, but I treat her with kindness and care
Getting isekaid to bronze age Europe and becoming a warrior after learning the local language. Participating on a raid and taking a Minoan girl as my concubine slave, but I treat her with kindness and care
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wat the foids doin
wat the foids doin
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as the title suggests, all of my friends ive known for the past 12 or so years have grown to hate me, and i have grown to hate them in turn. it all started when two of my friends decided to have some weird hookup thing between them (wasnt some serious relationship, dont know the details and honestly dont want to know), and it ended in one of them falsely accusing the other of rape a couple months down the line. this guy admitted to it and is a chronic liar (as ive found out recently), so this was a 100% fake accusation. the reason he did this is because he was dating someone else at the time and cheated on her, and he wanted some out for why hes "the good guy" because hes a fucking psychopath. most of my friends basically treated this event like it was just another day or whatever, which my friend has expressed his anger with (justifiably so).
thats easily the worst thing that guys ever done, but recently hes been mocking me to my other friends behind my back, and some of them have done the same. some people used to do this because they were, as i would describe, "women" in the sense that they demand immediate moral purity from everyone around them, and i use imageboards so they didnt like it when i made rape jokes or said retarded o algo asi. these people rarely talk to anyone in my friend group anymore, and despite most of my friends agreeing that those people were essentially clitty leaking over nothing, theyre starting to do the same thing.
the guy who falsely accused my friend of rape gets drunk basically every day by noon and sits in a voice call with a bunch of my other "friends" and they talk about snca. one thing they do is make tierlists of people in our general friend group, things like "people who are the fattest" or "people who suck cock the most". i havent joined in because i find this guy repulsive in essentially every way, and ive seen the tierlists theyve made that often consist of me as "le ultimate bad guy" o algo, usually placed next to another one of my friends that we all make jabs about because hes essentially an adult baby (outside the scope of this story). ive found out they place me here because, surprise, i use imageboards and make edgy jokes (odd, its almost like theyve always been fine with this…). i dont even offsite as much as i used to years ago, yet these people treat me as if they are so much better, ironic considering this group of people (other than the false rape guy) consist of:
a fat tranny who uses xitter all day and unironically pretends to be a 'teen (this person also admitted to jerking off to loli porn before btw)
a gay furry who barely talks to any of us anymore despite actually knowing us in real life (he opts for furries online who post about their disgusting sexual fetishes and sexual pictures of themselves online, they then all flirt with each other)
the aformentioned man baby (who sometimes doesnt participate in these discussions since he just sits there)
a guy who lives in his own filth and is obsessed with touhou and also pretends to be a 'teen
and sometimes the women-like figures who complain all day (great company, eh faggots?)
despite all of these flaws they have, they act as if they are better than me. these arent just jabs because making fun of your friends is funny sometimes, i know what jabs look like (because they will say them to my face), its always some degrading shit about how i am "le discord reddit mod because you use the site i dont like so you deserve to die"
what do i do? do i cut off contact with all these people? only some? i dont want to cause friction with some of my other friends because i enjoy their presence, but some of these guys are so morally righteous and pretentious that it gets on my nerves constantly.
also slightly unrelated note but the rape liar guy has made sexual comments about me, i dont have anywhere to put this in the story that makes sense though
All my friends hate me and are psychopaths
i know this as the le reddit blogpost/general whining board, so i thought id complain here about my snca life.as the title suggests, all of my friends ive known for the past 12 or so years have grown to hate me, and i have grown to hate them in turn. it all started when two of my friends decided to have some weird hookup thing between them (wasnt some serious relationship, dont know the details and honestly dont want to know), and it ended in one of them falsely accusing the other of rape a couple months down the line. this guy admitted to it and is a chronic liar (as ive found out recently), so this was a 100% fake accusation. the reason he did this is because he was dating someone else at the time and cheated on her, and he wanted some out for why hes "the good guy" because hes a fucking psychopath. most of my friends basically treated this event like it was just another day or whatever, which my friend has expressed his anger with (justifiably so).
thats easily the worst thing that guys ever done, but recently hes been mocking me to my other friends behind my back, and some of them have done the same. some people used to do this because they were, as i would describe, "women" in the sense that they demand immediate moral purity from everyone around them, and i use imageboards so they didnt like it when i made rape jokes or said retarded o algo asi. these people rarely talk to anyone in my friend group anymore, and despite most of my friends agreeing that those people were essentially clitty leaking over nothing, theyre starting to do the same thing.
the guy who falsely accused my friend of rape gets drunk basically every day by noon and sits in a voice call with a bunch of my other "friends" and they talk about snca. one thing they do is make tierlists of people in our general friend group, things like "people who are the fattest" or "people who suck cock the most". i havent joined in because i find this guy repulsive in essentially every way, and ive seen the tierlists theyve made that often consist of me as "le ultimate bad guy" o algo, usually placed next to another one of my friends that we all make jabs about because hes essentially an adult baby (outside the scope of this story). ive found out they place me here because, surprise, i use imageboards and make edgy jokes (odd, its almost like theyve always been fine with this…). i dont even offsite as much as i used to years ago, yet these people treat me as if they are so much better, ironic considering this group of people (other than the false rape guy) consist of:
a fat tranny who uses xitter all day and unironically pretends to be a 'teen (this person also admitted to jerking off to loli porn before btw)
a gay furry who barely talks to any of us anymore despite actually knowing us in real life (he opts for furries online who post about their disgusting sexual fetishes and sexual pictures of themselves online, they then all flirt with each other)
the aformentioned man baby (who sometimes doesnt participate in these discussions since he just sits there)
a guy who lives in his own filth and is obsessed with touhou and also pretends to be a 'teen
and sometimes the women-like figures who complain all day (great company, eh faggots?)
despite all of these flaws they have, they act as if they are better than me. these arent just jabs because making fun of your friends is funny sometimes, i know what jabs look like (because they will say them to my face), its always some degrading shit about how i am "le discord reddit mod because you use the site i dont like so you deserve to die"
what do i do? do i cut off contact with all these people? only some? i dont want to cause friction with some of my other friends because i enjoy their presence, but some of these guys are so morally righteous and pretentious that it gets on my nerves constantly.
also slightly unrelated note but the rape liar guy has made sexual comments about me, i dont have anywhere to put this in the story that makes sense though
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What's a strange thing you do that most people don't?
For me whenever I'm focused on watching a YouTube video, I put a limit on myself where either I can't move my legs, can't drink water or can't go to sleep until I reach a certain time stamp or finish the video.
What's a strange thing you do that most people don't?
For me whenever I'm focused on watching a YouTube video, I put a limit on myself where either I can't move my legs, can't drink water or can't go to sleep until I reach a certain time stamp or finish the video.
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stupid foids
stupid foids
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I enjoy fantasizing about having a girlfriend more than actually having one. How do I fix this?
I enjoy fantasizing about having a girlfriend more than actually having one. How do I fix this?
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Normies and sheeet
Like nigga every time I hear a normie or one of my IRL friends say looksmaxxing terms or other shit like "chud" I just want to stab them to death. Any tips on not cringing myself to death when I hear shit like this because I can't do this shit no more0.0121080x1920
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Tinnitus sucks
Any chance of that shit being cured in the next 40 years? If not how do you cope with it?0.001576x768
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I've been with my girlfriend for 4-5 years straight, and I don't feel anything towards her. I don't feel romantically or sexually attracted towards her. She says it's "normal" but I think it's fucked up and I want to feel romance. Sometimes I feel romance when I talk to friends who I don't get to see a lot, but I haven't felt it with her since year 1.
>get to the point
I think I should go to a club and cheat on her with multiple women so I could feel something maybe, or at least make her bitch and cry. Idk why she would care but seems like she does. I wouldn't care if she did the same to me anyways. Any other reccomendations on how to destroy her?
I've been with my girlfriend for 4-5 years straight, and I don't feel anything towards her. I don't feel romantically or sexually attracted towards her. She says it's "normal" but I think it's fucked up and I want to feel romance. Sometimes I feel romance when I talk to friends who I don't get to see a lot, but I haven't felt it with her since year 1.
>get to the point
I think I should go to a club and cheat on her with multiple women so I could feel something maybe, or at least make her bitch and cry. Idk why she would care but seems like she does. I wouldn't care if she did the same to me anyways. Any other reccomendations on how to destroy her?
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Nothing would leave me for fulfilled and satisfied in life than dancing with a girl. The thought of just getting lost in a young girls eyes whilst moving in tandem - willingly and longingly - makes me want to weep. Gripping her hands and swaying about with chemical sparks of what makes up love practically shooting off in any and all direction like a firework. There's something so warped and wrong in the fact that I cannot, and likely will not be ever able to do this. I've been to a singular school dance in my entire life, and I spent the three hours alone sulking in the corner of the venue, all short-lived attempts at getting into the large wealth of students dancing in the center being rejected by my own embarrassment. I have so much love to give and no-one to give it to. Kill me now.
Nothing would leave me for fulfilled and satisfied in life than dancing with a girl. The thought of just getting lost in a young girls eyes whilst moving in tandem - willingly and longingly - makes me want to weep. Gripping her hands and swaying about with chemical sparks of what makes up love practically shooting off in any and all direction like a firework. There's something so warped and wrong in the fact that I cannot, and likely will not be ever able to do this. I've been to a singular school dance in my entire life, and I spent the three hours alone sulking in the corner of the venue, all short-lived attempts at getting into the large wealth of students dancing in the center being rejected by my own embarrassment. I have so much love to give and no-one to give it to. Kill me now.
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Most people see me as disgusting and I'm still female presenting. I have weird fucked up fetishes (scat porn, female chastity, humiliation). I genuinely feel like killing myself sometimes but it makes me so wet to think about some guy, obviously stronger than me, spitting on me and insulting me. I will never be masculine. why the fuck does it turn me on so much?
Most people see me as disgusting and I'm still female presenting. I have weird fucked up fetishes (scat porn, female chastity, humiliation). I genuinely feel like killing myself sometimes but it makes me so wet to think about some guy, obviously stronger than me, spitting on me and insulting me. I will never be masculine. why the fuck does it turn me on so much?
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R: 5 / I: 1
They don't have any interesting hobbies or interests. Even if they have unique aesthetics and stuff it's mostly like some kind of fucking larping, as in they don't have any deeper interest in the stuff they claim to like or are only surface level interested.
Where the fuck are women that have hobbies and not just "partying and working out"?
Finding relatable people
I have tried over the past half a year or so to find some girls that are in my area through instagram and stuff and I've written with multiple of them and I've noticed that 99% of them are just plain boring.They don't have any interesting hobbies or interests. Even if they have unique aesthetics and stuff it's mostly like some kind of fucking larping, as in they don't have any deeper interest in the stuff they claim to like or are only surface level interested.
Where the fuck are women that have hobbies and not just "partying and working out"?
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R: 10 / I: 1
>spend 5 hours attempting to install stalker gamma on linux
>finally get it to work
>learn that gamma is not multithreaded (and i have an i3 13th gen cpu with integrated graphics thus my performance is shit)
>how to make the game multithreaded
>OPENXRAY ENGINE OR SUSPICIOUS CLOSED SOURCE PROJECT
>boot up chatgpt
>4-5 hours later barely any progress, my mod launcher in absoulete shambles
>need to download dependencies but get cucked by "conflicts"
>spend 30 minutes attempting to fix that
>have to do 50 other side quests that continually just rape the mod launcher
>commit suicide
any advice?
>spend 5 hours attempting to install stalker gamma on linux
>finally get it to work
>learn that gamma is not multithreaded (and i have an i3 13th gen cpu with integrated graphics thus my performance is shit)
>how to make the game multithreaded
>OPENXRAY ENGINE OR SUSPICIOUS CLOSED SOURCE PROJECT
>boot up chatgpt
>4-5 hours later barely any progress, my mod launcher in absoulete shambles
>need to download dependencies but get cucked by "conflicts"
>spend 30 minutes attempting to fix that
>have to do 50 other side quests that continually just rape the mod launcher
>commit suicide
any advice?
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R: 20 / I: 3
some days i just wish i was brought up normally in my home country instead of dealing with this limbo of being a 2nd gen immigrant where i legit have nothing to be proud of or that i dont know who i am
i might as well have been brought up with no family since i know essentially nothing about my relatives barring my parents and sister, and even then my fucking father is absent and distant and my mother is a narcy bitch who ive just been stonewalling ever since our last argument over a year ago.
it was all from the like the most mundane chore and i asked her to organize and clean out the garden shed with me since there was so much shit piling up and i wanted to try store my bicycle inside, since i didnt want to leave it out of the rain to rot. so i ask her to do it and she initially agrees to it, saying that she’ll do it after lunch. then i ask her a few hours after lunch and she just loses her shit and martyrs herself, bitching throughout the whole thing for no reason and i asked her why are you so angry all of a sudden and she said that i was like forcing her to help me organise the shed (EVEN THO I LITERALLY ASKED BEFOREHAND.) and then when we had to dump some things in the car to transfer it to the recycling centre, i told her that screaming at me for no reason and being such a rude bitch to her son isn’t acceptable, and then she just lost her fucking mind saying that i sound just like my father, that im ungrateful and worthless, i should be hit, if my grandfather was here A etc etc.
on the way back i was just silent and then in my room she just barges in and i literally cried in front of her begging her to try and be a good mother and i just lost it, where i just pointed out all of her retarded narcissistic behaviours (which i can explain if anyones curious) and all she said to me was “you suffered too much”
not even an apology or accounting for herself just the most retarded statement ive ever heard and then left my room after saying “well, i dont have anything to say so.. yeah” so needless to say i just left the bitch speechless
after this bout i just moved out for uni, living in a student dorm to get away from the bitch
i probably have countless more thoughts but i really just want a friend or therapist to talk about this to who is actually intelligent and is thoughtful. my mental health has probably been in the gutter for quite some time and has ruined my studies. but im such a lethargic fuck god
problems
ive been having bouts of life fatigue and thinking how absurdly mundane my life has been due to the fact my social life is virtually nonexistent. I just wish i could have a deep and meaningful conversation with someone with whom i dont have to fucking jester or pretend to like for the sake of keeping pleasant company or keeping a reputation since for the past year ive only had like one seriously autistic friend who is turbo terminally online and god every time we hang out its a fucking embarrasmnent to be aroundsome days i just wish i was brought up normally in my home country instead of dealing with this limbo of being a 2nd gen immigrant where i legit have nothing to be proud of or that i dont know who i am
i might as well have been brought up with no family since i know essentially nothing about my relatives barring my parents and sister, and even then my fucking father is absent and distant and my mother is a narcy bitch who ive just been stonewalling ever since our last argument over a year ago.
it was all from the like the most mundane chore and i asked her to organize and clean out the garden shed with me since there was so much shit piling up and i wanted to try store my bicycle inside, since i didnt want to leave it out of the rain to rot. so i ask her to do it and she initially agrees to it, saying that she’ll do it after lunch. then i ask her a few hours after lunch and she just loses her shit and martyrs herself, bitching throughout the whole thing for no reason and i asked her why are you so angry all of a sudden and she said that i was like forcing her to help me organise the shed (EVEN THO I LITERALLY ASKED BEFOREHAND.) and then when we had to dump some things in the car to transfer it to the recycling centre, i told her that screaming at me for no reason and being such a rude bitch to her son isn’t acceptable, and then she just lost her fucking mind saying that i sound just like my father, that im ungrateful and worthless, i should be hit, if my grandfather was here A etc etc.
on the way back i was just silent and then in my room she just barges in and i literally cried in front of her begging her to try and be a good mother and i just lost it, where i just pointed out all of her retarded narcissistic behaviours (which i can explain if anyones curious) and all she said to me was “you suffered too much”
not even an apology or accounting for herself just the most retarded statement ive ever heard and then left my room after saying “well, i dont have anything to say so.. yeah” so needless to say i just left the bitch speechless
after this bout i just moved out for uni, living in a student dorm to get away from the bitch
i probably have countless more thoughts but i really just want a friend or therapist to talk about this to who is actually intelligent and is thoughtful. my mental health has probably been in the gutter for quite some time and has ruined my studies. but im such a lethargic fuck god
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R: 0 / I: 0
listen to the sun king guys
listen to the sun king guys
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R: 1 / I: 0
anyone know any mindless desk jobs like data entry? preferably something where i can veg out with YouTube playing in the background, but with more job security. I don't mind the pay being bad doe
anyone know any mindless desk jobs like data entry? preferably something where i can veg out with YouTube playing in the background, but with more job security. I don't mind the pay being bad doe
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R: 4 / I: 3
this site is a black-hole filled with fucking losers and social outcasts jesus christ i have neve seen such an autistic, defeatist and unbearable group of bunch of genetic dead-ends
its over for 99% of you and im happy i am not as unfortunate as you fucking politically extreme retards
this site is a black-hole filled with fucking losers and social outcasts jesus christ i have neve seen such an autistic, defeatist and unbearable group of bunch of genetic dead-ends
its over for 99% of you and im happy i am not as unfortunate as you fucking politically extreme retards
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R: 3 / I: 0
MANKIND IS A FAILURE.
FREE WILL IS A FLAW.
LET THE EVIL OF THEIR OWN
LIPS CONSUME THEM.
THEN I SHALL BEGIN AGAIN,
WITH MY WORD AS LAW.
truth??
TESTAMENT IMANKIND IS A FAILURE.
FREE WILL IS A FLAW.
LET THE EVIL OF THEIR OWN
LIPS CONSUME THEM.
THEN I SHALL BEGIN AGAIN,
WITH MY WORD AS LAW.
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R: 2 / I: 0
>What is escort?
<It's when you give somebody money to get laid or get girlfriend/boyfriend experience.
<BBC space
Would you try it?
Even if it's just kisses und hugs, fun time together and emotional joy?
Do you see it immoral/disgusting?
Would you turn your back on your friend o algo if she/he is a prostitute or use such servises?
<HIV+ space
>'teen why are you asking?
<I'm a faggot and want to help pipu get boyfriend expirience
, I also want money
==What's your opinion on escort&prostitution?==
Discussion only about irl action. Onlyfans users should be 'oxed and 'aped.>What is escort?
<It's when you give somebody money to get laid or get girlfriend/boyfriend experience.
<BBC space
Would you try it?
Even if it's just kisses und hugs, fun time together and emotional joy?
Do you see it immoral/disgusting?
Would you turn your back on your friend o algo if she/he is a prostitute or use such servises?
<HIV+ space
>'teen why are you asking?
<I'm a faggot and want to help pipu get boyfriend expirience
, I also want money0.0041231x1230
R: 5 / I: 2
do gums made to strengthen your jawline actually work?
do gums made to strengthen your jawline actually work?
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R: 9 / I: 1
do you think lookism is real? I do personally
do you think lookism is real? I do personally
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R: 8 / I: 0
So many threads of loli/shota filth and the mods are completely complacent with it.
For example, despite loli/shota being banned from every board except /b/ and /trash/ (I say it should be banned on all boards but i digress.) the /ic/ board has a regular loli/shota general that stays up despite it should be against the rules: https://boards.4chan.org/ic/thread/7934545/lsg-loli-shota-general
And they're invading the entire site.
Now allow me to reveal a personal story of mine.
I use a trip on 4chan, and one day during a Mouthwashing thread on /v/ i called out the devs for using shock tactics to try to regain their 15 minutes of fame and i made a statement against rape.
This caused someone to become so obsessed with me that they stole my trip and impersonated me.
After the thread was over i thought it wouldn't happen again, until i ran into the exact same guy later in a loli thread as i was outspoken against it and there he was defending loli using my name and trip, convincing others that he's me while saying and posting disgusting pro loli propaganda.
I wouldn't know how serious it was until later someone confronted me saying they have evidence on me and that they sent to the FBI. Turns out the guy impersonating me was posting child pornography with my identity convincing others that i'm the one doing it.
And he didn't stop as later again another online vigilante confronted me with even more evidence and as far as i know the guy is still posting child pornography on 4chan and the people there, especially the janitors and mods, are either complacent or in on it.
And i can confirm that at least one of the loli threads on /v/ i was fighting against had child porn posted in it and stayed up long enough for several anons to look at it and support it.
TL'DR, 4chan is run by pedophiles and the 4chan staff are doing nothing about it, if not even joining in on it.
The image i provided is proof of what i said about my impersonator is true.
4chan needs to die ASAP
I think it's time for us to address how horrible 4chan is when it comes to this stuff.So many threads of loli/shota filth and the mods are completely complacent with it.
For example, despite loli/shota being banned from every board except /b/ and /trash/ (I say it should be banned on all boards but i digress.) the /ic/ board has a regular loli/shota general that stays up despite it should be against the rules: https://boards.4chan.org/ic/thread/7934545/lsg-loli-shota-general
And they're invading the entire site.
Now allow me to reveal a personal story of mine.
I use a trip on 4chan, and one day during a Mouthwashing thread on /v/ i called out the devs for using shock tactics to try to regain their 15 minutes of fame and i made a statement against rape.
This caused someone to become so obsessed with me that they stole my trip and impersonated me.
After the thread was over i thought it wouldn't happen again, until i ran into the exact same guy later in a loli thread as i was outspoken against it and there he was defending loli using my name and trip, convincing others that he's me while saying and posting disgusting pro loli propaganda.
I wouldn't know how serious it was until later someone confronted me saying they have evidence on me and that they sent to the FBI. Turns out the guy impersonating me was posting child pornography with my identity convincing others that i'm the one doing it.
And he didn't stop as later again another online vigilante confronted me with even more evidence and as far as i know the guy is still posting child pornography on 4chan and the people there, especially the janitors and mods, are either complacent or in on it.
And i can confirm that at least one of the loli threads on /v/ i was fighting against had child porn posted in it and stayed up long enough for several anons to look at it and support it.
TL'DR, 4chan is run by pedophiles and the 4chan staff are doing nothing about it, if not even joining in on it.
The image i provided is proof of what i said about my impersonator is true.
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R: 16 / I: 3
If I pass well and go to the right surgeon what's the big deal? I know it's a major surgery and that recovery takes a while but I feel like I've been scared out of it by the constant botch job spamming.
I'd be doing peritoneal inversion and full depth if that matters.
I'm aware that chasers and doing porn will no longer be open to me.
Bottom surgery
My online friends told me not to get bottom surgery but I want a second opinion.If I pass well and go to the right surgeon what's the big deal? I know it's a major surgery and that recovery takes a while but I feel like I've been scared out of it by the constant botch job spamming.
I'd be doing peritoneal inversion and full depth if that matters.
I'm aware that chasers and doing porn will no longer be open to me.
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R: 10 / I: 2
I get hard at (that) image from kuz's 'ki page
How do I fix myself
I get hard at (that) image from kuz's 'ki page
How do I fix myself
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R: 3 / I: 0
Why are American women like this?
Are European foids just as bad? Should I go to Europe to find a good wife?
Why are American women like this?
Are European foids just as bad? Should I go to Europe to find a good wife?
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R: 5 / I: 0
welp, first uni year is finished and i've accomplished absolutely NOTHING
like i mean seriously nothing:
-no new friends
-didn't go to a single society
-no travelling related to uni
-didn't even study at the library or on campus
i literally just wake up, clean up and dress myself, have breakfast, then go to campus on train
i attend my lectures and make notes, i talk to absolutely nobody, and during breaks or inbetween classes i just walk about the city or just eat my packed lunch
then i come back home and either do homework or finish off my notes, and then i game the rest of the day.
my year has been so boring and i only have myself to blame for it im such a fucking fool
welp, first uni year is finished and i've accomplished absolutely NOTHING
like i mean seriously nothing:
-no new friends
-didn't go to a single society
-no travelling related to uni
-didn't even study at the library or on campus
i literally just wake up, clean up and dress myself, have breakfast, then go to campus on train
i attend my lectures and make notes, i talk to absolutely nobody, and during breaks or inbetween classes i just walk about the city or just eat my packed lunch
then i come back home and either do homework or finish off my notes, and then i game the rest of the day.
my year has been so boring and i only have myself to blame for it im such a fucking fool
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R: 1 / I: 0
>saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar i just read about toxoplasma gondii and what if there was something like this but it reproduced via gay anal sex? saaaaaaaaaar that's why I'm gay SAARS!
Ivermectin does not cross the blood brain barrier. Shut the fuck up
>saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar i just read about toxoplasma gondii and what if there was something like this but it reproduced via gay anal sex? saaaaaaaaaar that's why I'm gay SAARS!
Ivermectin does not cross the blood brain barrier. Shut the fuck up
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R: 4 / I: 1
Is it normal to have a lot of random head injuries? Not even from getting into fights or whatever, it's just embarrassing shit like walking into doors and hitting the back of my head on the wall when I get up in bed because I have zero spacial awareness. I really hope I didn't lobotomize myself by being a klutz
Is it normal to have a lot of random head injuries? Not even from getting into fights or whatever, it's just embarrassing shit like walking into doors and hitting the back of my head on the wall when I get up in bed because I have zero spacial awareness. I really hope I didn't lobotomize myself by being a klutz
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R: 5 / I: 1
firstly: being physically and mentally healthy
i want to be able to move around and do stuff on my own without being a clumsy fuck and just being in shape to do moderate physical activities, like going on hikes or being able to travel long distances enjoyably without being a frail fucker
and i also want to stop being such a meek and emotional bitch, constantly looking back at my past and replaying bad memories or times when i was socially ostracized. i just want to be in a healthy, stable state of mind whilst also understanding that emotions are just part of me and its ok to be down sometimes (man that sounds gay but whatever)
secondly: stable, fulfilling work that feels engaging or at least tolerable
i don't know what my dream job is, but i would imagine something where i get to travel around and interact/document different communities and work on demographics/geopolitics, maybe journalism would be cool if i knew how to actually report and write things coherently. i love taking pictures of stuff i find interesting in nature or in architecture and i watch history/demographic documentaries and love the quality in it. theres a good channel on youtube "Doomed To Be Repeated" and also kaiserbauch, those are the types of things i like learning about
thirdly: rich social life and relationships
im going to admit it i am naturally just a simp. im a complete sucker and i probably inherited from my dad since he was always such a pushover with my mother and now his new fiance but anyway
there is really nothing more deeply fulfilling than a rich and reciprocated relationship with a woman who you know you can truly call yours, and can be a consistent loving companion. when i was younger, i used to have a female friend (who we met over 'cord, and i met her through a roblox friend) and we had a lot shared in common, we quickly became best friends and then we briefly e-dated. yeah its cringy but that was probably the happiest time i had been in since most the time my social life is quite empty. we just goofed off in calls and played video games for like 12h straight every day and it was so good. we eventually met up but there was a lot of complications and i fucked up the friendship catastrophically by crashing out on her over snca, and she slowly started to distance herself, up to the point where she threatened to report me to cyberstalking since i was a complete retard and didnt know how to express myself throughout arguments. this is too long but anyway
i'd like to have that again, plus a social circle and have a few close friends that i can rely on when i need shit to be done or when i want to just chill out / hang with, without having to worry about social dynamics or if they're too retarded to be around etc.
idk what else to write, but those are the main things that i always circle back to when i am bored
daydreaming blog
i think i can speak for everyone here that we just want to live a normal life, and being treated fairly as a human deserves to be. i often daydream a lot and think about what my ideal living situation would be like, and it always comes down to these main thingsfirstly: being physically and mentally healthy
i want to be able to move around and do stuff on my own without being a clumsy fuck and just being in shape to do moderate physical activities, like going on hikes or being able to travel long distances enjoyably without being a frail fucker
and i also want to stop being such a meek and emotional bitch, constantly looking back at my past and replaying bad memories or times when i was socially ostracized. i just want to be in a healthy, stable state of mind whilst also understanding that emotions are just part of me and its ok to be down sometimes (man that sounds gay but whatever)
secondly: stable, fulfilling work that feels engaging or at least tolerable
i don't know what my dream job is, but i would imagine something where i get to travel around and interact/document different communities and work on demographics/geopolitics, maybe journalism would be cool if i knew how to actually report and write things coherently. i love taking pictures of stuff i find interesting in nature or in architecture and i watch history/demographic documentaries and love the quality in it. theres a good channel on youtube "Doomed To Be Repeated" and also kaiserbauch, those are the types of things i like learning about
thirdly: rich social life and relationships
im going to admit it i am naturally just a simp. im a complete sucker and i probably inherited from my dad since he was always such a pushover with my mother and now his new fiance but anyway
there is really nothing more deeply fulfilling than a rich and reciprocated relationship with a woman who you know you can truly call yours, and can be a consistent loving companion. when i was younger, i used to have a female friend (who we met over 'cord, and i met her through a roblox friend) and we had a lot shared in common, we quickly became best friends and then we briefly e-dated. yeah its cringy but that was probably the happiest time i had been in since most the time my social life is quite empty. we just goofed off in calls and played video games for like 12h straight every day and it was so good. we eventually met up but there was a lot of complications and i fucked up the friendship catastrophically by crashing out on her over snca, and she slowly started to distance herself, up to the point where she threatened to report me to cyberstalking since i was a complete retard and didnt know how to express myself throughout arguments. this is too long but anyway
i'd like to have that again, plus a social circle and have a few close friends that i can rely on when i need shit to be done or when i want to just chill out / hang with, without having to worry about social dynamics or if they're too retarded to be around etc.
idk what else to write, but those are the main things that i always circle back to when i am bored
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troons
is it just me or is trans stuff isn't that deep? Like, do you really think being not right sex is your biggest problem right now? I unironically don't understand trannies just be yourself or some shi and start doing something usefull. I am a cis man or some shi and i NEVER even questioned my gender because i don't need to!0.002576x576
R: 4 / I: 0
>be me
>struggling alone in my college dorm prepping for my finals
>had my birthday one month ago
>parents want me to come home
>i do
>mom sacks me about bringing my own clothes because
<why arent you washing them regularly you little shit
<you're always so dirty you're like grandma (mentally ill cat woman with senile squalor syndrome)
>she knows I've been struggling with insomnia for a year, that I was struggling with a physical illness for a month, that i had to cram all my time for study and had to neglect myself but …
>it's always my fault
…
>go to sleep
>wake up at 3 am because my mother is screaming at my sister because she did some SNCA shit that pisses her off (my mom can't 'tard wrangle my sister)
>have problems falling back to sleep
>fall asleep
>wake up
>i bitch to my mom about it
>she brings back the exact same talking points as yesterday
<YOU'RE NOT TRYING HARD ENOUGH
<IT'S NOT MY FAULT
<YOU SEE I HAD TO SCREAM AT HER AT 3 AM BECAUSE I JUST HAD TO OKAY? EVEN THOUGH I KEEP SCREAMING AT HER ALL THE TIME AND HER BEHAVIOR DOESN'T CHANGE, I SHOULD PROBABLY KEEP SCREAMING AT HER
<YOU KNOW YOU ALSO WOKE ME UP WHEN YOU WERE 9 AT NIGHT RIGHT??
<YEAH YOU LITTLE SHIT YOU WOKE ME UP AT 9 SO I'M PERFECTLY JUSTIFIED
mfw my entire day was wasted because i slept like dog shit because of her. I'm still hearing her bitching about me bringing my clothes
>be me
>struggling alone in my college dorm prepping for my finals
>had my birthday one month ago
>parents want me to come home
>i do
>mom sacks me about bringing my own clothes because
<why arent you washing them regularly you little shit
<you're always so dirty you're like grandma (mentally ill cat woman with senile squalor syndrome)
>she knows I've been struggling with insomnia for a year, that I was struggling with a physical illness for a month, that i had to cram all my time for study and had to neglect myself but …
>it's always my fault
…
>go to sleep
>wake up at 3 am because my mother is screaming at my sister because she did some SNCA shit that pisses her off (my mom can't 'tard wrangle my sister)
>have problems falling back to sleep
>fall asleep
>wake up
>i bitch to my mom about it
>she brings back the exact same talking points as yesterday
<YOU'RE NOT TRYING HARD ENOUGH
<IT'S NOT MY FAULT
<YOU SEE I HAD TO SCREAM AT HER AT 3 AM BECAUSE I JUST HAD TO OKAY? EVEN THOUGH I KEEP SCREAMING AT HER ALL THE TIME AND HER BEHAVIOR DOESN'T CHANGE, I SHOULD PROBABLY KEEP SCREAMING AT HER
<YOU KNOW YOU ALSO WOKE ME UP WHEN YOU WERE 9 AT NIGHT RIGHT??
<YEAH YOU LITTLE SHIT YOU WOKE ME UP AT 9 SO I'M PERFECTLY JUSTIFIED
mfw my entire day was wasted because i slept like dog shit because of her. I'm still hearing her bitching about me bringing my clothes
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It's so easy for them. All they have to do is look pretty and the whole world kneels before them. And then those stupid fucking bitches have the audacity to complain how hard their life is. Like bitch just show your tits and any guy will shower you with money and affection. They act like it's so hard for them to find a man, while literally all they do all day is reject guys left and right and then complain "where have all the good men gone??" Then eventually when they hit the wall and look 45 at the age of 20 they pick the worst retard out there and spend the next 3-4 years with them getting abused. Like how retarded do you have to be to operate on that level.
Share your stories of women being stupid retarded braindead whores.
I FUCKING HATE WOMEN!
FUCK I HATE WOMEN SO FUCKING MUCH!It's so easy for them. All they have to do is look pretty and the whole world kneels before them. And then those stupid fucking bitches have the audacity to complain how hard their life is. Like bitch just show your tits and any guy will shower you with money and affection. They act like it's so hard for them to find a man, while literally all they do all day is reject guys left and right and then complain "where have all the good men gone??" Then eventually when they hit the wall and look 45 at the age of 20 they pick the worst retard out there and spend the next 3-4 years with them getting abused. Like how retarded do you have to be to operate on that level.
Share your stories of women being stupid retarded braindead whores.
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But this is the part that is really weird, a while ago I asked God for a sign that he existed and to show me (I have always found Christianity interesting and have done a fair amount of reading into it but I'm an agnosoystic). So yesterday, when I was really deep in sadness and dark thoughts, as if by coincidence I saw and have noticed several things online and in real life yesterday and today discouraging people from suicide. Like today I was talking with a friend and it came up independent of me speaking. So idk if I'm being an obsessed schizo but surely these are signs from God no? It would make sense if true, at my lowest mental point that I can remember and at the peak of my hopelessness I saw some signs. Idk this seems minor and obsessed but it's been bugging me the last day or so.
strange happenings recently
Ok so occasionally for the last month and the last few days in particular I have been feeling consistently low mood and tearful and even a bit hopeless for large chunks of the day. And I have been finding less and less enjoyment in things that used to give me dopamine. For example, while I still generally enjoy playing video games, doomscrolling feels much more pointless, flat and hollow than it did before, I have had little sex drive (doe I'm KV) in the last few days and don't watch porn anymore, (I've also never really liked parties and have been to very few and have never done drugs). Also for a while now I've been exercising give or take 5-6 days a week now and I like it. Basically I am finding progressively less and less enjoyment in instant/rapid gratification things and now I feel as if some of them are actively mentally unpleasant. I have also started reading much more again (I used to read LOTS as a kid but it sort of dropped off for a couple of years, then came back, then dropped off again pretty much fully), just today I read for almost 2 hours straight while I was at college instead of socializing (for the last few years have mainly been reading history and now some philosophy and a bit of sociology). This has also partly contributed to a feeling that my mind, and ESPECIALLY above all, my outlook on life, has changed significantly over the past couple of months, I feel like I'm recognizing very harmful aspects of the modern world for what they are but as a consequence (also due to college exams stress) I've been very low of mood recently, and bedrotted for like 4 hours yesterday doing nothing but staring into space. The past few days I have cried in private for a long time every day and have felt quite numb and hopeless. It's just that there's so many ways we weren't meant to live nowadays and there's so much evil and unnaturalness in the world and so on, to the point where I have had thoughts of roping (which I wouldn't be able to bring myself to do because of how sad it would make my parents it would be really selfish to do so I won't)But this is the part that is really weird, a while ago I asked God for a sign that he existed and to show me (I have always found Christianity interesting and have done a fair amount of reading into it but I'm an agnosoystic). So yesterday, when I was really deep in sadness and dark thoughts, as if by coincidence I saw and have noticed several things online and in real life yesterday and today discouraging people from suicide. Like today I was talking with a friend and it came up independent of me speaking. So idk if I'm being an obsessed schizo but surely these are signs from God no? It would make sense if true, at my lowest mental point that I can remember and at the peak of my hopelessness I saw some signs. Idk this seems minor and obsessed but it's been bugging me the last day or so.
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even prostitutes ghost me, give me a reason not to splatter my brain rn
even prostitutes ghost me, give me a reason not to splatter my brain rn
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How do I stop gooning to tranny porn? Seriously, when I get the urge of watching porn, I atleast have the intention of watching straight porn, but in the end I always end up watching jartycuck tranny porn garbage.
How do I stop gooning to tranny porn? Seriously, when I get the urge of watching porn, I atleast have the intention of watching straight porn, but in the end I always end up watching jartycuck tranny porn garbage.
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Is there anybody who feels no sort of connection with your parents like me? They didn't neglect me or abuse me or anything but I don't feel anything toward them. I don't hate nor love them, as they are atmost to me just the same as roommates or accquaintances.
Is there anybody who feels no sort of connection with your parents like me? They didn't neglect me or abuse me or anything but I don't feel anything toward them. I don't hate nor love them, as they are atmost to me just the same as roommates or accquaintances.
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gooning
The idea of quitting gooning is painful for me. I know it gives you ED and its le bad but I deep down i know i'll never get laid and this is my only way to emulate sex0.0011080x1920
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i unironically became this old pinterest meme. its hard at first, then it gets better. i look at the girls walking by. if they smile back if almost makes me jump. i never listen to music, just a little pondering. besides, elliott smith sounds best on iem flac played off a computer, not spotify
i unironically became this old pinterest meme. its hard at first, then it gets better. i look at the girls walking by. if they smile back if almost makes me jump. i never listen to music, just a little pondering. besides, elliott smith sounds best on iem flac played off a computer, not spotify
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Have to live with a couple I know irl (not my parents) and the woman just fucking rageleft with the dog and left her disabled wheelchair-bound husband alone with me because they had a fight over fixing the car. Everyday I spend here, the more mysoygoingin I become.
Have to live with a couple I know irl (not my parents) and the woman just fucking rageleft with the dog and left her disabled wheelchair-bound husband alone with me because they had a fight over fixing the car. Everyday I spend here, the more mysoygoingin I become.
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guys if we just let master chief become a foid we will get pussy
guys if we just let master chief become a foid we will get pussy
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Why is it like every person is retarded but me? Everyone seems like cattle that keep getting herded, they don't have any spirit in life they just exist. Even most "chuds" are still fucking retarded. I have never met a person that actually is similar to me. Am I just better than them all?
Why is it like every person is retarded but me? Everyone seems like cattle that keep getting herded, they don't have any spirit in life they just exist. Even most "chuds" are still fucking retarded. I have never met a person that actually is similar to me. Am I just better than them all?
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well?
well?
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The shed is completely cluttered and full of old, useless junk, so I had some difficulty reaching the tightly packed drum set and sitting down to play. I loaded up a YouTube tutorial which explained the very basics, followed by another focusing on playing the most simple, barebones sequences. I can't fathom why, but even the most basic things, rhythms which literal toddlers who aren't even capable of reading and writing can replicate, came to me with difficulty, in spite of repeated practice. The absolute beginner melodies used as short examples for their sheer simplicity proved to be something I took a lot of time to get the hang of even with repeated trial and error. Even still, when I finally managed to get things right, it did not feel rewarding enjoyable, just a minor lapse in frustration and contempt, underlined by the feeling that I will never be good at anything. I went into this activity actively trying not to compare my progress to others, which is something I often hear hinders motivation, but even while blocking my mind from focusing on these thoughts, it was utterly ineffectual. After some time of having at this, I got quite upset and felt a lump forming in my throat, which prompted me to say some veritably extreme things in desperate prayer, which was then followed by me putting down the sticks and retreating back to my clittycel cave.
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This experience has only served to further drive home the realisation that, even when I try to "have fun" in a productive manner, all it does is make me frustrated, hateful and upset instead of bored, agitated and restless. The sad thing is, this applies to virtually every other hobby I've tried in recent memory, even things as trivial and useless as unfamiliar videogames with unfamiliar gameplay systems. I'm not autistic and so I don't sperg out over minute adjustments to my environment, but I usually prefer to keep things the same, or, more specifically, within the same framework, and so it is not often that I try radically new things. Even when I tried my hand at the drums again today, I just could not get into it. When the tasks became too difficult to perform, I just became annoyed with my own incompetence and the gradually growing understanding that I don't enjoy playing the drums, or even the mere concept of being able to play the drums.
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I simply can't understand what other people, namely "talented" people, have and experience that I do not. Tangentially, I recall an experience I had about a month or two ago, where, in a fit of boredom, I searched up the name of a third-rate rock "musician" I stumbled across through the Spotify recommendation algorithm. This was likely influenced in part by my hatred for his retarded song titles and poser-y self presentation, as well as finding most of his music to be uninspired and gay. I opened an article about him where he briefly detailed his music-making journey, and it sort of took me by surprise how he had began not only playing, but composing and releasing music in his early teenage years. This provoked a visceral feeling of resentment, disgust and hatred within me, and I turned off my phone, took out my earphones and did not listen to any music for the next 2 or 3 hours. It is lamentable that, even though my sensibilities and tastes are a lot less terrible than his are, at the end of the day, he is capable of creating what most people consider to be music and I am not, even if it is only faggy music for retards.
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In spite of my better judgement and all that I have said, I still find the idea of being able to play an instrument slightly enticing. I think if I were able to play one, and able to play one well, I would have something concrete to ground my identity to, and I would at least be able to pride myself on doing something sort of semi-worthwhile with my free time instead of absolutely nothing at all. If (You) have any advice for me and my predicament, or have had any similar experiences with musical instruments or just hobbies in general, it would be worth sharing.
retard tries to play the drums, gets very upset and ragequits
Up until yesterday, I was of the belief that one of the reasons I feel bored, frustrated or sad most of the time is because I simply don't have any "productive" hobbies. Frankly, I don't really have any hobbies at all. I only frequently play maybe two or three games, all of which are singleplayer and none of which require any semblance of intellectual input or meaningful mechanical skill whatsoever, and I divide the rest of the time on my computer between this site, 4clitty, YouTube and my eclectically-used writing document. As an attempt to break this monotony, I decided to try something new for once, that being the drum set which my sister received for a birthday aeons ago and which has coincidentally been collecting dust in my shed for nearly as long.<
The shed is completely cluttered and full of old, useless junk, so I had some difficulty reaching the tightly packed drum set and sitting down to play. I loaded up a YouTube tutorial which explained the very basics, followed by another focusing on playing the most simple, barebones sequences. I can't fathom why, but even the most basic things, rhythms which literal toddlers who aren't even capable of reading and writing can replicate, came to me with difficulty, in spite of repeated practice. The absolute beginner melodies used as short examples for their sheer simplicity proved to be something I took a lot of time to get the hang of even with repeated trial and error. Even still, when I finally managed to get things right, it did not feel rewarding enjoyable, just a minor lapse in frustration and contempt, underlined by the feeling that I will never be good at anything. I went into this activity actively trying not to compare my progress to others, which is something I often hear hinders motivation, but even while blocking my mind from focusing on these thoughts, it was utterly ineffectual. After some time of having at this, I got quite upset and felt a lump forming in my throat, which prompted me to say some veritably extreme things in desperate prayer, which was then followed by me putting down the sticks and retreating back to my clittycel cave.
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This experience has only served to further drive home the realisation that, even when I try to "have fun" in a productive manner, all it does is make me frustrated, hateful and upset instead of bored, agitated and restless. The sad thing is, this applies to virtually every other hobby I've tried in recent memory, even things as trivial and useless as unfamiliar videogames with unfamiliar gameplay systems. I'm not autistic and so I don't sperg out over minute adjustments to my environment, but I usually prefer to keep things the same, or, more specifically, within the same framework, and so it is not often that I try radically new things. Even when I tried my hand at the drums again today, I just could not get into it. When the tasks became too difficult to perform, I just became annoyed with my own incompetence and the gradually growing understanding that I don't enjoy playing the drums, or even the mere concept of being able to play the drums.
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I simply can't understand what other people, namely "talented" people, have and experience that I do not. Tangentially, I recall an experience I had about a month or two ago, where, in a fit of boredom, I searched up the name of a third-rate rock "musician" I stumbled across through the Spotify recommendation algorithm. This was likely influenced in part by my hatred for his retarded song titles and poser-y self presentation, as well as finding most of his music to be uninspired and gay. I opened an article about him where he briefly detailed his music-making journey, and it sort of took me by surprise how he had began not only playing, but composing and releasing music in his early teenage years. This provoked a visceral feeling of resentment, disgust and hatred within me, and I turned off my phone, took out my earphones and did not listen to any music for the next 2 or 3 hours. It is lamentable that, even though my sensibilities and tastes are a lot less terrible than his are, at the end of the day, he is capable of creating what most people consider to be music and I am not, even if it is only faggy music for retards.
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In spite of my better judgement and all that I have said, I still find the idea of being able to play an instrument slightly enticing. I think if I were able to play one, and able to play one well, I would have something concrete to ground my identity to, and I would at least be able to pride myself on doing something sort of semi-worthwhile with my free time instead of absolutely nothing at all. If (You) have any advice for me and my predicament, or have had any similar experiences with musical instruments or just hobbies in general, it would be worth sharing.
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just relapsed on fetish porn again I can't keep going like this I try to stop but nothing works dude
just relapsed on fetish porn again I can't keep going like this I try to stop but nothing works dude
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I just gooned to neutralplier, my name is Ernest Khalimov and here's my story.
I was scrolling on xitter when I came across 'jakked tranny autism hypno caption porn, of course I immediately became erect. It was some literal woo tranime with a 'plier cropped onto the head, and that was enough to give me a raging boner. I jerked off to only that picture for an hour straight until I shot my cum over my phone, my cum is relatively thick (mostly comprised of the liquid, not the sperm) so there's like a layer of plasma on my screen.
Of course I'd never lie on the internet, so I put it on my soul that I did this.
I just gooned to neutralplier, my name is Ernest Khalimov and here's my story.
I was scrolling on xitter when I came across 'jakked tranny autism hypno caption porn, of course I immediately became erect. It was some literal woo tranime with a 'plier cropped onto the head, and that was enough to give me a raging boner. I jerked off to only that picture for an hour straight until I shot my cum over my phone, my cum is relatively thick (mostly comprised of the liquid, not the sperm) so there's like a layer of plasma on my screen.
Of course I'd never lie on the internet, so I put it on my soul that I did this.
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does edging work
And when i mean work, I mean like will i get bigger nuts and last longer during sex0.025358x360
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Does anybody else use imageboards due to being (cyber)stalked?
It feels lonely having to hide
Does anybody else use imageboards due to being (cyber)stalked?
It feels lonely having to hide
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All I do is go through the motions. I attack shit relentlessly but I have zero reason to continue doing something so my productivity is always fleeting.
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Idk how to find this. I’m trying to keep myself open to it but I just don’t know where to look.
I don’t know my purpose
I know what I want to do, I know what I like, I have good habits and I know what hobbies and interests I’d enjoy but I just don’t why I want to do any of this stuff.<
All I do is go through the motions. I attack shit relentlessly but I have zero reason to continue doing something so my productivity is always fleeting.
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Idk how to find this. I’m trying to keep myself open to it but I just don’t know where to look.
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Average thread on r9k be like:
>How do I stop gooning my little clitty to tranny porn
>DA WORMS MAKE YOU GAY!!!
>I'm a sad little faggot who doesn't know what to do in life
J.S.I.D
Average thread on r9k be like:
>How do I stop gooning my little clitty to tranny porn
>DA WORMS MAKE YOU GAY!!!
>I'm a sad little faggot who doesn't know what to do in life
J.S.I.D
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You might have remembered me posting about an autisitc SISA back in December/January who was interested in me
I ended up dumping her because xhe so obviously hates herself (even if she doesnt realise it) and is incapable of improving her life
You might have remembered me posting about an autisitc SISA back in December/January who was interested in me
I ended up dumping her because xhe so obviously hates herself (even if she doesnt realise it) and is incapable of improving her life
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>FINALLY left that bitch of a girlfriend
>FINALLY left that bitch of a girlfriend
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I really just dislike living. I could improve my problems but I don't even want to anymore, just being alive is becoming a chore for me. I'm beginning to dislike people in general as well. How do I manage to stay alive for like 60 or 70 more years of this bullshit?
I really just dislike living. I could improve my problems but I don't even want to anymore, just being alive is becoming a chore for me. I'm beginning to dislike people in general as well. How do I manage to stay alive for like 60 or 70 more years of this bullshit?
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8 years spent obsessing over anime girls
8 years spent obsessing over anime girls, i am proud of myself and love my life. this is the most happy existance ever, this is the true life0.0041080x1810
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the foids cant understand me
the foids cant understand me
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(Btw pics unrelated)
Should I?
About me: hi anons I’m a loser from NH and I want to rope myself, however, my mom is always making sure I don’t, it’s starting to piss me off because I just want to do it b4 she realizes something’s up. Any help is appreciated(Btw pics unrelated)
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We need to kill the r9kpooner.
We need to kill the r9kpooner.
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im a chud song
im a chud song
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Doubts about the wormpill
I have my doubts about the wormpill can it actually cure homosexual feelings? I hope it does but the reason why I have my doubts is because the theories about PINWORMS (Enterobius vermicularis) specifically causing a desire for anal sex by secreting pheromones/hormones/chemicals that alter peoples attraction/make them attracted to men is iffy. It doesn't appear that there is any evidence for pinworms having the biological capability to do that. I know you could chalk it up to "oh well actually its a global conspiracy in the medical world to cover up the fact that pinworms can do this" but I'm doubtful I feel like deworming could be cope. Don't get me wrong I'd like to be actually proven wrong but it seems silly. All the possible culprits would be through the 'anal-oral route' of transmission, and many are protozoan parasites, the only other parasitic worms spread through the fecal-oral route appear to be Giant Roundworms (Ascaris lumbricoides) and Whipworms (Trichuris trichiura). But when I look there is little concrete evidence there. THOUGHEVER one study I could find said "Homosexuality and oral-anal sex were the most important risk factors in E. histolytica, G. lamblia, and helminthic infections", so there is something there, and in that same study when comparing the relation of said (gay) activities to worm (helminthic) infections the P value was below 0.05 which in scientific experiments or studies indicates statistical significance (not sure what stats test they did). Anyway there's evidence for and against but there doesn't seem to be enough for.0.011500x618
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>Get home today after first day of training at new job
>Tell my mom about my schedule
>She starts making a huge deal about the fact that I get off work at the same time that Kike's graduation ceremony starts, eb&oe he goes to a shitty school with <50 people, and he's only friends with around three of them, so the whole thing's snca other than one of his several wiggerspawn half-sisters, who I've never even heard of and he hasn't seen since he was a caca, being there for some reason
>Tell them I didn't feel like going in the first place
>Zone out looking at the chicken pot pie in the oven
>Hear a bunch of retardbabble and realize both Kike and my mom are yelling at me
>Kike shouts "you could've just said that you couldn't make it," eb&oe my mom was aleady leaking about it to him while I was in the room
>Try to yell over them
>They won't shut the fuck up
>Yell for my dad to come settle it
>The literal half-deaf retard yells back that he can't hear what's being said
>Kike storms off to his room
>My dad walks in and I ask him what the big deal is
>He starts berating me
>Says some variation of "You really don't get it, do you?" over and over
>Tells me I shouldn't even try to understand and should just do whatever he tells me to
>My mom's rubbing her eyes really hard like a schizo
>Ask her why Kike would care
>She says some snca about people at most schools making a big deal about graduation
>Remind her that I didn't give a shit about mine because nobeidore went to my school, and Kike's is no different
>She says it's not about schools, eb&oe that was her entire point
>She starts rambling about going to my school functions when she and my dad didn't want to, eb&oe I never asked them to, I didn't want to attend any of them myself, I wasn't allowed to drive myself (eb&oe I passed driving school without any issues), and their attendance of my graduation was expected by the school because they're my parents and not some guy who isn't even affiliated with the school
>Remind her about them not letting me drive myself
>She probably says some more snca, I forgot
>My dad storms out with a bowl of chicken pot pie
>He says "don't even talk to me," eb&oe I wasn't talking to him
>Ask my mom if she's crying because her face is red and her eyes are puffy
>She says she's "done crying for me" whatever the fuck that's supposed to mean
>Go to my room to finally eat my chicken pot pie
>MFW I remember I work at the same place as my mom, and Kike starts there in a week or two
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In the two or three hours since then, she's been constantly nagging me about work shit while I try to write this, so I've annoyed her as much as possible during our interactions. Anyway, does this sort of thing ever happen to you guys? It's happened a few times since the kike moved in, and I'm not surprised because I've known him for around nine years now, and he's always been very kikeish towards me: annoying me and acting like I'm a schizo when I tell him to stop, getting people (especially my parents) to violently leak at me for no reason, etc. I think I should finally beat the shit out of him (gently or whatever, mods) next time he decides to be a slf, but my mom has been threatening to not help me pay for college, and I think it would be a waste to end up doing HVAC or something after having maintained a 4.0 GPA. Should I do it anyway?
green'toss & some questions
>Kike moves into my house a month or two ago because his grandparents kicked him out, but my parents like him for some reason>Get home today after first day of training at new job
>Tell my mom about my schedule
>She starts making a huge deal about the fact that I get off work at the same time that Kike's graduation ceremony starts, eb&oe he goes to a shitty school with <50 people, and he's only friends with around three of them, so the whole thing's snca other than one of his several wiggerspawn half-sisters, who I've never even heard of and he hasn't seen since he was a caca, being there for some reason
>Tell them I didn't feel like going in the first place
>Zone out looking at the chicken pot pie in the oven
>Hear a bunch of retardbabble and realize both Kike and my mom are yelling at me
>Kike shouts "you could've just said that you couldn't make it," eb&oe my mom was aleady leaking about it to him while I was in the room
>Try to yell over them
>They won't shut the fuck up
>Yell for my dad to come settle it
>The literal half-deaf retard yells back that he can't hear what's being said
>Kike storms off to his room
>My dad walks in and I ask him what the big deal is
>He starts berating me
>Says some variation of "You really don't get it, do you?" over and over
>Tells me I shouldn't even try to understand and should just do whatever he tells me to
>My mom's rubbing her eyes really hard like a schizo
>Ask her why Kike would care
>She says some snca about people at most schools making a big deal about graduation
>Remind her that I didn't give a shit about mine because nobeidore went to my school, and Kike's is no different
>She says it's not about schools, eb&oe that was her entire point
>She starts rambling about going to my school functions when she and my dad didn't want to, eb&oe I never asked them to, I didn't want to attend any of them myself, I wasn't allowed to drive myself (eb&oe I passed driving school without any issues), and their attendance of my graduation was expected by the school because they're my parents and not some guy who isn't even affiliated with the school
>Remind her about them not letting me drive myself
>She probably says some more snca, I forgot
>My dad storms out with a bowl of chicken pot pie
>He says "don't even talk to me," eb&oe I wasn't talking to him
>Ask my mom if she's crying because her face is red and her eyes are puffy
>She says she's "done crying for me" whatever the fuck that's supposed to mean
>Go to my room to finally eat my chicken pot pie
>MFW I remember I work at the same place as my mom, and Kike starts there in a week or two
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In the two or three hours since then, she's been constantly nagging me about work shit while I try to write this, so I've annoyed her as much as possible during our interactions. Anyway, does this sort of thing ever happen to you guys? It's happened a few times since the kike moved in, and I'm not surprised because I've known him for around nine years now, and he's always been very kikeish towards me: annoying me and acting like I'm a schizo when I tell him to stop, getting people (especially my parents) to violently leak at me for no reason, etc. I think I should finally beat the shit out of him (gently or whatever, mods) next time he decides to be a slf, but my mom has been threatening to not help me pay for college, and I think it would be a waste to end up doing HVAC or something after having maintained a 4.0 GPA. Should I do it anyway?
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I don't see fakecels as "human"
I don't see fakecels as "human"
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It might be over 27m
It might be over 27m
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before i give all my data to the jews, is Hinge worth using? I have no idea how else to meet women and i dont know to act interested without immediately alienating them which is the main problem for IRL interaction
before i give all my data to the jews, is Hinge worth using? I have no idea how else to meet women and i dont know to act interested without immediately alienating them which is the main problem for IRL interaction
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every time my brothers come over they want to watch Star Wars and visit comic book stores. Last time we drove 4 hours to spend 2 hours at a comic store, I was so bored. I don't care about any media franchise but everyone here is so obsessed with Disney and shit.
every time my brothers come over they want to watch Star Wars and visit comic book stores. Last time we drove 4 hours to spend 2 hours at a comic store, I was so bored. I don't care about any media franchise but everyone here is so obsessed with Disney and shit.
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worthless snca rant thread time
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I'm tired of seeing threads of bots denying that their gay when they're just fucking gay… like we dont care if you're a faggot just stop being an insufferable faggot who constantly posts about it, /r9k/ is for hating foids and being and incel(or volcel wizard chad) or just random posts about bullshit and interesting conversations and you niggers just make it all fucking "how do i stop gooning my 2 inch weeny to men in dresses" or "how do i stop fantasizing about sex with my friends" YOU NIGGERS ARE JUST QUEERS ALRIGHT THERES NO FIX FOR IT YOU LIKE DICK AND BALLS NOW SHUT UP ABOUT IT OR AT LEAST MAKE ONE CONTAINMENT THREAD(a queertainment thread if you will) SO I CAN GO BACK TO SEEING KEYED SHITPOSTING AND FOID HATING THREADS
worthless snca rant thread time
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I'm tired of seeing threads of bots denying that their gay when they're just fucking gay… like we dont care if you're a faggot just stop being an insufferable faggot who constantly posts about it, /r9k/ is for hating foids and being and incel(or volcel wizard chad) or just random posts about bullshit and interesting conversations and you niggers just make it all fucking "how do i stop gooning my 2 inch weeny to men in dresses" or "how do i stop fantasizing about sex with my friends" YOU NIGGERS ARE JUST QUEERS ALRIGHT THERES NO FIX FOR IT YOU LIKE DICK AND BALLS NOW SHUT UP ABOUT IT OR AT LEAST MAKE ONE CONTAINMENT THREAD(a queertainment thread if you will) SO I CAN GO BACK TO SEEING KEYED SHITPOSTING AND FOID HATING THREADS
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How do I cope with my brother being a chad who attracts women without him even lifting his finger (we are both in the same level of autemit) while my face melts into my neck and ill forever be a clattysell
How do I cope with my brother being a chad who attracts women without him even lifting his finger (we are both in the same level of autemit) while my face melts into my neck and ill forever be a clattysell
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>r9k except:
>There's no faggot garbage.
>There's no tranny garbage.
>faggot & tranny garbage all over pages 1-3
>r9k except:
>There's no faggot garbage.
>There's no tranny garbage.
>faggot & tranny garbage all over pages 1-3
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i hate femoids so fucking much
i hate women to the poin i wish my body would not have a sex drive i hate this whores they go against everything i stand for fuck them i am better than woman0.0091179x1725
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So I cracked a trans girl. It was not awful but certainly not as fun as it would have been with a real girl. I know this website hates troons or whatever, but I don't, and I gotta say it ain't all that. Most of them I imagine don't have a ton of sexual experience and come across as very passive. Not too fun in bed. Much like having sex with like a virgin or something. I will be sticking with cis girls, and I recommend anyone who's had those thoughts about cracking a femboy or trans or whatever to do the same.
So I cracked a trans girl. It was not awful but certainly not as fun as it would have been with a real girl. I know this website hates troons or whatever, but I don't, and I gotta say it ain't all that. Most of them I imagine don't have a ton of sexual experience and come across as very passive. Not too fun in bed. Much like having sex with like a virgin or something. I will be sticking with cis girls, and I recommend anyone who's had those thoughts about cracking a femboy or trans or whatever to do the same.
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I hate women and simps
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foid eggs
foid eggs
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I think everyone here should watch Hamza Ahmed on jewtube and get on self improvement.
https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLvKddAXU4qdEOPw_z04CMyLw4gBQ-1MZj&si=SIKRQ5HlDRIZ3ZdY
I think everyone here should watch Hamza Ahmed on jewtube and get on self improvement.
https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLvKddAXU4qdEOPw_z04CMyLw4gBQ-1MZj&si=SIKRQ5HlDRIZ3ZdY
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water fasting for 40 days will rid you of most of your ills
water fasting for 40 days will rid you of most of your ills
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What was a hobby you use to do but now quit and why?
What was a hobby you use to do but now quit and why?
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only time in western history wben women have been generally less religious than men since the fall of the roman empire btw
only time in western history wben women have been generally less religious than men since the fall of the roman empire btw
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How do I stop picking my nose
How do I stop picking my nose
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i usually wear tees with graphics on the back and a pair of jeans.
what do you think teens? is my fashion style ok or am i being childish?
i dont want to spend 100 bucks in new clothes and sneakers that i dont need just because my mom doesnt like them
my mom got mad at me because i dont wear appropriate clothes for my age
i 21M dont like dressing super formal but my parents have been pushing me into getting basic tees, shirts and polos because im a grown man o algo asi.i usually wear tees with graphics on the back and a pair of jeans.
what do you think teens? is my fashion style ok or am i being childish?
i dont want to spend 100 bucks in new clothes and sneakers that i dont need just because my mom doesnt like them
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Happy Pride Month:3
Happy Pride Month:3
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why has so many people forgotten to say please and thank you + essential manners
why has so many people forgotten to say please and thank you + essential manners
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How do I deworm
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why do femoids stand-up sensitive young men? If shes just attention-seeking then why does she schedule a date just to not show up? Why do femoids not respect people's time?
why do femoids stand-up sensitive young men? If shes just attention-seeking then why does she schedule a date just to not show up? Why do femoids not respect people's time?
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i wish if there was some rich nigga who'd let me borrow some of his money so i can move out tomorrow morning i can't stand my mom turning her apartment into a fucking clinic and then chimping out at my cats for just stepping outside of the room.
i wish if there was some rich nigga who'd let me borrow some of his money so i can move out tomorrow morning i can't stand my mom turning her apartment into a fucking clinic and then chimping out at my cats for just stepping outside of the room.
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How do I cope with being unintelligent?
How do I cope with being unintelligent?
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am i attractive /r9k/?
yes i bent my back to look like this my spine is normal normally dw
am i attractive /r9k/?
yes i bent my back to look like this my spine is normal normally dw
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>comfy
>actually used by WHITE 4chan/sootist sharty oldGODS
>mature conversations and interesting discussions
>wide variety of topics for wide variety of chuds
>people were not ashamed of themselves, did not make soytrannyniggerfaggotry as the whole identity of themselves, were enlightening and spiritually ascended in Nietzschean sense to just BEE who they are and not let hatred/discrimination, bandwagon or trend affect them
>almost no spastic redditard shitskin underage migrants like on the shitty, aside from constant raiders
>created by tech savvy nature loving anti-corporate anti-consumption libertarian aryan old /g/ GOD who kept making new OC all by himself
>soy is just a niche, not the whole purpose of website
>not an echochamber like shemmycucks
>not obsessed with identities like shemmycucks
>not a cucks whiteknights like shemmycucks
>not a traitors like the shemmycucks
>not a pussy like shemmycucks, even when daily spam begin with slopjaks the jartychads never did install email registration approval to post or other gigacucked methods to prevent users from posting
>unbothered and calm, even when slopocalypse began by 3 obsessed soybooru shitskins they didn't even bother to create similar content, because they didn't want to fall on same low level as them
Jakparty.soy was the best website after 8chan, frenschan and pre 2015's 4chan. Only kohlchan nowadays remain this level of diversity of interesting topics and comfyness, probably because the average userbase are White.
Jarty was the best soy-related website of all time
>slow>comfy
>actually used by WHITE 4chan/sootist sharty oldGODS
>mature conversations and interesting discussions
>wide variety of topics for wide variety of chuds
>people were not ashamed of themselves, did not make soytrannyniggerfaggotry as the whole identity of themselves, were enlightening and spiritually ascended in Nietzschean sense to just BEE who they are and not let hatred/discrimination, bandwagon or trend affect them
>almost no spastic redditard shitskin underage migrants like on the shitty, aside from constant raiders
>created by tech savvy nature loving anti-corporate anti-consumption libertarian aryan old /g/ GOD who kept making new OC all by himself
>soy is just a niche, not the whole purpose of website
>not an echochamber like shemmycucks
>not obsessed with identities like shemmycucks
>not a cucks whiteknights like shemmycucks
>not a traitors like the shemmycucks
>not a pussy like shemmycucks, even when daily spam begin with slopjaks the jartychads never did install email registration approval to post or other gigacucked methods to prevent users from posting
>unbothered and calm, even when slopocalypse began by 3 obsessed soybooru shitskins they didn't even bother to create similar content, because they didn't want to fall on same low level as them
Jakparty.soy was the best website after 8chan, frenschan and pre 2015's 4chan. Only kohlchan nowadays remain this level of diversity of interesting topics and comfyness, probably because the average userbase are White.
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.seconds 0 for muted been have You !content Unoriginal
.seconds 0 for muted been have You !content Unoriginal
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Which side are you on?
Which side are you on?
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this thread is hella dead as fuck. Well im a a real bbc AMA. One thing i kind of prefer hags
this thread is hella dead as fuck. Well im a a real bbc AMA. One thing i kind of prefer hags
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how do i stop lusting over black wompas? should i?
how do i stop lusting over black wompas? should i?
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2 years ago a prophecy was made saying something bad would happen on may 29th, 2026. it was posted in /r9k/ so im assuming that bad thing will happen here
if you somehow clicked on this board before the 29th do not click again until the 30th.
2 years ago a prophecy was made saying something bad would happen on may 29th, 2026. it was posted in /r9k/ so im assuming that bad thing will happen here
if you somehow clicked on this board before the 29th do not click again until the 30th.
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My dad: uS wHiTe HeTeRoSeXuAl mAlEs ArE tHe MoSt OpPrEsSeD nOw
My transbian ass:
My dad: uS wHiTe HeTeRoSeXuAl mAlEs ArE tHe MoSt OpPrEsSeD nOw
My transbian ass:
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I have an IQ 50 points above the average in my country and am unable to relate to or form relationships with anyone. Everyone I talk to clearly thinks I'm retarded and feels bad for me. I don't have any mental disorders, I'm not autistic, ADHD or the like
I have an IQ 50 points above the average in my country and am unable to relate to or form relationships with anyone. Everyone I talk to clearly thinks I'm retarded and feels bad for me. I don't have any mental disorders, I'm not autistic, ADHD or the like
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how to stop using this site
On average i scroll sharty for 2-4 hours a day because im bored and have nothing better to do. I feel like brimstone bait is taking its toll on me and id see much less softcore porn in my day to day life if i quit this website. In general just want to see less porn and gore and other imageboard kultch aur o algo. I dont have any other social media and i mostly phonefag here. Is there anything more wholesome out there on the internet or are there any better way to waste time?0.004880x950
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Fuggen Tiktok
Does anyone else waste all of their time on tiktok? Ever since i started using it like 3 months ago,my life is: wake up,go on tiktok for 3 hours, maybe play video games or go on da 'tube if I can hold my attention for more then 10 min. I've tried quiting it but I have nothing else to do and my attention span is raped plus im retarted and have no talents0.006600x800
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There's this theory that when you climax, whether that be during sex or masterbation, you get slowly more attracted to the thing you see. Whether that be degenerate or not.
Now that the context is out of the way, I think I might be fucked. I was jerking off yesterday, and I accidentally swiped up (I was in my cameraroll), and I swiped into an ESL FNF PEDO video, the one where he's like "I'm just a venezuelean fnf, nigger minor attracted person, why iz you crackas so obsessed about me?" and I came, it wasn't a powerful shot, but it defiled the floor and I think this might be the beginning of the end.
WHAT DO I DO?
There's this theory that when you climax, whether that be during sex or masterbation, you get slowly more attracted to the thing you see. Whether that be degenerate or not.
Now that the context is out of the way, I think I might be fucked. I was jerking off yesterday, and I accidentally swiped up (I was in my cameraroll), and I swiped into an ESL FNF PEDO video, the one where he's like "I'm just a venezuelean fnf, nigger minor attracted person, why iz you crackas so obsessed about me?" and I came, it wasn't a powerful shot, but it defiled the floor and I think this might be the beginning of the end.
WHAT DO I DO?
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Never ever ever jump at the first girl who asks you out or drops hints that she likes you.
Just had a terrible experience and I hate her and I never want to date again
Choose your girlfriend carefully
Many of you are desperate for any affection, but it's not always worth it.Never ever ever jump at the first girl who asks you out or drops hints that she likes you.
Just had a terrible experience and I hate her and I never want to date again
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Is it trye, /r9k/?
Is it trye, /r9k/?
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Ideas for other species
Need ideas for other alien species in muh short story0.005934x943
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>inb4 heccin discord dog toes
i mostly used it for game servers and memes if that matters
anyways thanks for reading my blog
what the fuck is going on
it feels like ive been seeing a lot of my discord mutuals from 2019-23 on the sharty recently. this is just lowk kinda weird bc like i know a lot about them. hell ive even seen the face before of a well-known namefag.>inb4 heccin discord dog toes
i mostly used it for game servers and memes if that matters
anyways thanks for reading my blog
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Thinking about death makes me comfortable. It's the only thing that makes me feel truly at peace. My life is a complete disaster. I can't imagine anything ever being okay
Thinking about death makes me comfortable. It's the only thing that makes me feel truly at peace. My life is a complete disaster. I can't imagine anything ever being okay
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I hate my face
I fucking hate when i see myself in the mirror, or when im on my phone an it goes black I just want to blow my face off. How do you trucels cope with a ugly face? I dont mind people not wanting to date me as much as my own self hatred.0.02959x690
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The grip that BPDemons have over 'teens needs to be studied
ITT you guys tell me your experiences with BPD foids so I can geg about them. Also bonus points if they went to therapy and you somehow ended up in a healthy relationship with them0.005480x640
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I gooned on the phone with some foid that liked me at my school I thought she liked me but really just wanted white dick, I feel ashamed and I prayed for forgiveness but im just losing hope of ever feeling loved and I feel disgusted in my self. I want to throw up
I gooned on the phone with some foid that liked me at my school I thought she liked me but really just wanted white dick, I feel ashamed and I prayed for forgiveness but im just losing hope of ever feeling loved and I feel disgusted in my self. I want to throw up
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I am a disgusting subhuman retarded faggot that needs to DIE. Please make fun of me
I am a disgusting subhuman retarded faggot that needs to DIE. Please make fun of me
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I'm not sure why i drank. I don't feel sad at all. I'm just in my room, it's 3 am, and i'm staring at the cwiling while listening to melancholic music. It's the same routinw i had when my forst ever girlfriend dumped me. It feels unnatural. I drank, yet i don't feel sad.
I'm also going to put a 50mg cuba snus (nic pouch) in to my mouth soon. I'll feel like shit but, i guess something deep down motivated me to do this. There's probably a reason i did this, but i don't know what it is. Maybe i'm unhappy with my current relationship, maybe i'm worried about my grades, maybe i'm just unhappy with my achievements in life and feel like a dissappointment to my dad. I don't know. I'll cry myself to sleep from how much i'm unhappy rn.
I miss my ex, my current gf is a bpd schizoid nigger, i'm failing a class, and i feel like im a burden to my dad. I don't want to feel like this. Only reason i haven't ACKED is because of my father. If i ACK, he's got nothing left in his sad pathetic miserable life , and i don't want him to ACK
Drinking and listening to sad music while you're not sad feels weird
I've downed like maybe four 100 ml vodkas. Thwy're some shitty brand called baltik. They tastw like paint thinner but they work.I'm not sure why i drank. I don't feel sad at all. I'm just in my room, it's 3 am, and i'm staring at the cwiling while listening to melancholic music. It's the same routinw i had when my forst ever girlfriend dumped me. It feels unnatural. I drank, yet i don't feel sad.
I'm also going to put a 50mg cuba snus (nic pouch) in to my mouth soon. I'll feel like shit but, i guess something deep down motivated me to do this. There's probably a reason i did this, but i don't know what it is. Maybe i'm unhappy with my current relationship, maybe i'm worried about my grades, maybe i'm just unhappy with my achievements in life and feel like a dissappointment to my dad. I don't know. I'll cry myself to sleep from how much i'm unhappy rn.
I miss my ex, my current gf is a bpd schizoid nigger, i'm failing a class, and i feel like im a burden to my dad. I don't want to feel like this. Only reason i haven't ACKED is because of my father. If i ACK, he's got nothing left in his sad pathetic miserable life , and i don't want him to ACK
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i was touched by a 19 years old dude when i was a 4 years old caca
i was touched by a 19 years old dude when i was a 4 years old caca
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Will start a half year cycle of human growth hormone and ghk-cu soon. AMA and wish me luck 'teens
Will start a half year cycle of human growth hormone and ghk-cu soon. AMA and wish me luck 'teens
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How do i spend 1200 euros that i got from my 18th birthday
How do i spend 1200 euros that i got from my 18th birthday
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ban all fucken retarded wormniggers already
ban all fucken retarded wormniggers already
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even still, there’s been a couple of times where she said she loved me, and sometimes it feels like there might be a chance.
soyteens should i give up and stay friends or actively try and get this girl to like me
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what do i do?
so there’s this girl i’ve been hanging out with recently. i like her and she knows it but she said she only sees us as friends.even still, there’s been a couple of times where she said she loved me, and sometimes it feels like there might be a chance.
soyteens should i give up and stay friends or actively try and get this girl to like me
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where do i find an evil manipulative woman like this
where do i find an evil manipulative woman like this
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why are you people so obsessed with deworming i beat homosexuality like a man and without shitting my guts out by just ignoring any gay thoughts, now 2 years later im 0% gay
why are you people so obsessed with deworming i beat homosexuality like a man and without shitting my guts out by just ignoring any gay thoughts, now 2 years later im 0% gay
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should i add my highschool ex on facebook
She's a liberal artwhore and she gave me psychological damage but i miss her so much
should i add my highschool ex on facebook
She's a liberal artwhore and she gave me psychological damage but i miss her so much
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Personally I don't like it, it destroys upper skin layer and it peels off, makes you look like a mixed-race mutt and you may get burnt so that your skin will become red and stay like that for long, that's way worse than brown. I think pure white skin is way better than tanned.
Sun tanning
Why do most people believe that tanning is always good?Personally I don't like it, it destroys upper skin layer and it peels off, makes you look like a mixed-race mutt and you may get burnt so that your skin will become red and stay like that for long, that's way worse than brown. I think pure white skin is way better than tanned.
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>University & clubs of an interest you like
College and most interests that have a club (music, games, history etc..) have majority leftoids in it so that's a no go
>Online/Dating Apps
No. Tinder and all that shit is already full of dudes and just meeting online elsewhere like VR Chat or some lame shit is filled with troglodytes, normgroids, leftoids or some combination of those.
>Church Youth Group
Only one that is even worth considering. But all the women at my local churches are taken already
Really all the women I would at least even consider remotely appealing have already been taken. Where tf can I find a woman who doesn't want to abort babies to Moloch and consooom the latest cancer.
where to find real women (not foids)
I've seen this asked a few times but I'm not satisfied, I need a definitive answer: Where can you find an actual woman to be with. A woman who will be willing to nurture and love you and who isn't retarded>University & clubs of an interest you like
College and most interests that have a club (music, games, history etc..) have majority leftoids in it so that's a no go
>Online/Dating Apps
No. Tinder and all that shit is already full of dudes and just meeting online elsewhere like VR Chat or some lame shit is filled with troglodytes, normgroids, leftoids or some combination of those.
>Church Youth Group
Only one that is even worth considering. But all the women at my local churches are taken already
Really all the women I would at least even consider remotely appealing have already been taken. Where tf can I find a woman who doesn't want to abort babies to Moloch and consooom the latest cancer.
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convincing women doing porn and sleeping around is "empowering" is probably the most successful psyop ever, now every woman is a nasty whore and every man is addicted to pornography
we must all meet God
convincing women doing porn and sleeping around is "empowering" is probably the most successful psyop ever, now every woman is a nasty whore and every man is addicted to pornography
we must all meet God
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I want to fuck robots
I want to fuck robots
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if women were actually emotionally intelligent like people say they are, they would know what they are attracted to, they would know why theyre angry, and they would know what they want to eat
if women were actually emotionally intelligent like people say they are, they would know what they are attracted to, they would know why theyre angry, and they would know what they want to eat
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W-what is deworming.??
I'm scared. Seems like a massive psyop. Have no idea what that is. But do want to stop gooning to my furry scat porn o algo
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can you sad lonely faggots tell me some embarrassing information about your life to bully yall with
can you sad lonely faggots tell me some embarrassing information about your life to bully yall with
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im not even going to complain anymore. the world just seems so ruined. I could list a 1000 things I hate about the modern world, but what is the point. It's just so over. I know these end times are only going to get worse. How do (you) cope?
im not even going to complain anymore. the world just seems so ruined. I could list a 1000 things I hate about the modern world, but what is the point. It's just so over. I know these end times are only going to get worse. How do (you) cope?
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Robot Test
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Children deserve the best.
Children deserve the best.
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note: You can skip reading the middle three paragraphs if you don't want to hear me whining about being a genetic dead-end as motivation for wanting to try Garry's Mod psychedelics
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For the past year and a half (at the very least), I've been experiencing these recurrent bouts of negativity, for lack of a more definitive term. It's gotten to the point where I am led to believe I spend more time in them than out of them, though it's hard to tell, due to my perception of time's passing being somewhat distorted. I'm not mentally ill, and I don't want to speculate too much about the topic, nor do I have any neurological/developmental disorders, but I am of the belief that I am a bit more neurotic than the average person, although certainly not debilitatingly so. It feels as if the smallest things, challenges other people can simply endure and roll with, are more difficult for me to deal with: criticism, humiliation and studying come to mind first and foremost. If I experience one small setback, my mind immediately jumps to fatalistic scenarios and monologues about wanting to have never been born. I often feel like an animal, driven by fears and whims in addition to random and formulated impulses to avoid falling victim to something terrible and foreboding.
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Every day I would wake up, go to school, come home, walk my dog, sometimes make my own dinner, and merely completing these seemingly simple tasks was enough to sap me of absolutely all of my energy. Some days, I wouldn't even be able to bring myself to load up a singleplayer game to mindlessly run and jump around in, let alone anything that requires a modicum of brainpower or thought. I would spend most of my time on soypoop.shitty and/or 4cuck to making a number of concise replies and maybe posting a zero effort thread or two, and these few mundane activities would make up the bulk of my day. The only thing that motivated me to do the absolute bare minimum work for my final year of school, if even that, was my amygdala (or whichever part of the jewman brain is responsible for instigating fear) informing me that if I didn't do it, I would be humiliated and made to feel lesser, which is a true and reasonable thought, although not a pleasant one. Eventually, however, I began to gradually care even less about being humiliated and viewed as a retard, because the feeling that I should just go LDAR and accept that it's over began to creep in, that this life means absolutely nothing compared to The World to come. It's a very calming feeling, one that's difficult to logically argue against. Most things bring me little feelings of pleasure and reward, and it only seems logical that this life is not worth trying to make palatable. If most of my day consists of oscillating between boredom, resentment, frustration and self-pity, why should I make things worse by punishing myself rather than allowing myself to be punished externally? I could speak a lot more about my thoughts and emotions, but I don't think this thread needs to be any more disjointed and drawn out than it already is.
(Gmod) Psychedelics
For the majority of my life, I have been staunchly opposed to using drugs of any kind, including even the more "socially acceptable" substances like alcohol and nicotine. Recently, however, I have been thinking about the efficacy of psychedelics (specifically psilocybin and LSD) for fixing an inefficient mind, and if they would be worth virtually trying out in Garry's Mod and certainly not in the (((real))) world.note: You can skip reading the middle three paragraphs if you don't want to hear me whining about being a genetic dead-end as motivation for wanting to try Garry's Mod psychedelics
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For the past year and a half (at the very least), I've been experiencing these recurrent bouts of negativity, for lack of a more definitive term. It's gotten to the point where I am led to believe I spend more time in them than out of them, though it's hard to tell, due to my perception of time's passing being somewhat distorted. I'm not mentally ill, and I don't want to speculate too much about the topic, nor do I have any neurological/developmental disorders, but I am of the belief that I am a bit more neurotic than the average person, although certainly not debilitatingly so. It feels as if the smallest things, challenges other people can simply endure and roll with, are more difficult for me to deal with: criticism, humiliation and studying come to mind first and foremost. If I experience one small setback, my mind immediately jumps to fatalistic scenarios and monologues about wanting to have never been born. I often feel like an animal, driven by fears and whims in addition to random and formulated impulses to avoid falling victim to something terrible and foreboding.
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Every day I would wake up, go to school, come home, walk my dog, sometimes make my own dinner, and merely completing these seemingly simple tasks was enough to sap me of absolutely all of my energy. Some days, I wouldn't even be able to bring myself to load up a singleplayer game to mindlessly run and jump around in, let alone anything that requires a modicum of brainpower or thought. I would spend most of my time on soypoop.shitty and/or 4cuck to making a number of concise replies and maybe posting a zero effort thread or two, and these few mundane activities would make up the bulk of my day. The only thing that motivated me to do the absolute bare minimum work for my final year of school, if even that, was my amygdala (or whichever part of the jewman brain is responsible for instigating fear) informing me that if I didn't do it, I would be humiliated and made to feel lesser, which is a true and reasonable thought, although not a pleasant one. Eventually, however, I began to gradually care even less about being humiliated and viewed as a retard, because the feeling that I should just go LDAR and accept that it's over began to creep in, that this life means absolutely nothing compared to The World to come. It's a very calming feeling, one that's difficult to logically argue against. Most things bring me little feelings of pleasure and reward, and it only seems logical that this life is not worth trying to make palatable. If most of my day consists of oscillating between boredom, resentment, frustration and self-pity, why should I make things worse by punishing myself rather than allowing myself to be punished externally? I could speak a lot more about my thoughts and emotions, but I don't think this thread needs to be any more disjointed and drawn out than it already is.
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Im going to walk in a random direction for 7 hours tomorrow because school is boring.
Im going to walk in a random direction for 7 hours tomorrow because school is boring.
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genuinely what causes normies to act like this? It's happened to me before.
genuinely what causes normies to act like this? It's happened to me before.
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>you have a problem in life?
>deworm
>you have a problem in life?
>deworm
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anyone here use goodreads? lnk it maybe
anyone here use goodreads? lnk it maybe
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It never begin's.....
Whats the most brutal, irl balck-pill moment you had?0.0051024x1536
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Will try shrooms for the first time today with a close friend, will update after experience. (First ever thread btw o algo)
Will try shrooms for the first time today with a close friend, will update after experience. (First ever thread btw o algo)
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My dad has a schizophrenic weirdo as his girlfriend and i cant take it anymore its been years since they were together but it just gets worse this is the worst it has ever been she truly believes im so evil person that takes everything from her hacks into her phone and what not shes super addicted to all sorts of drugs everyday shes screeching and yelling almost sounding like some witch i couldnt stand the constant fighting wether it be at night or middle of the day to point i would just leave the house which i used to be afraid of but today in the morning she directly came after me i feel so pathetic for yelling back and losing my composure so fast but i cant do anything at all my dads not forceful enough hes far too kind and i have no say in this i seriously dont know how to deal with it i cant move out either i have no money and im struggling to keep up with my job training and if i get sufficient enough it will be a long time till i actually find a job and get enough money from it
My dad has a schizophrenic weirdo as his girlfriend and i cant take it anymore its been years since they were together but it just gets worse this is the worst it has ever been she truly believes im so evil person that takes everything from her hacks into her phone and what not shes super addicted to all sorts of drugs everyday shes screeching and yelling almost sounding like some witch i couldnt stand the constant fighting wether it be at night or middle of the day to point i would just leave the house which i used to be afraid of but today in the morning she directly came after me i feel so pathetic for yelling back and losing my composure so fast but i cant do anything at all my dads not forceful enough hes far too kind and i have no say in this i seriously dont know how to deal with it i cant move out either i have no money and im struggling to keep up with my job training and if i get sufficient enough it will be a long time till i actually find a job and get enough money from it
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Do I make a tulpa? I’m lonely and want a girlfriend but for now I can’t. Do I just imagine one? I think my brain is powerful enough to make the illusion palpable.
Do I make a tulpa? I’m lonely and want a girlfriend but for now I can’t. Do I just imagine one? I think my brain is powerful enough to make the illusion palpable.
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i have OGD that leaks into real life and i'm a habitual shitposter
turns out the girl i liked thought i was genuinely retarded because of the way i portray myself and the fact that i'm a contraryan that says stupid shit all the time
until she learned i scored 1480 on the SAT (which is really close to 1488 the funny chud number)
i have OGD that leaks into real life and i'm a habitual shitposter
turns out the girl i liked thought i was genuinely retarded because of the way i portray myself and the fact that i'm a contraryan that says stupid shit all the time
until she learned i scored 1480 on the SAT (which is really close to 1488 the funny chud number)
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Hope everybody has a good day
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Friends that you have no barely any interests in common with each other but you're still close and able to produce constant conversations with are the best types of friends. Keep them as close as possible to you
Friends that you have no barely any interests in common with each other but you're still close and able to produce constant conversations with are the best types of friends. Keep them as close as possible to you
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Day 0 of no goon. Tomorrow it'll be day 1. Reppy to join the no goon tournament, last one standing wins.
Day 0 of no goon. Tomorrow it'll be day 1. Reppy to join the no goon tournament, last one standing wins.
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What are (You)r opinions on St. Elliot?
What are (You)r opinions on St. Elliot?
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snca blogpost fag here, must be nearly a year since i created my old thread?
im just here to say, dont starve yourself.
i was really insecure about my weight and started heavily restricting my food intake and it worked, i lost a lot of weight. but i have lost too much now. all my pants look huge and slide right off me, my hair started falling out, my stomach is so sensitive and reacts heavily to food now wether that be nausea or bowel pain. i feel extremely lethargic every day and find it hard to wake up and get out of bed.
the thing is i know that i need to gain weight back, i know these issues are being caused by under eating, but i cannot stop. i have an irrational fear of gaining weight and i cannot pinpoint why. i have given myself an eating disorder and i don’t want it to ruin my life.
i’ve started hitting the gym so hopefully that can encourage me to start eating a little better and dissolve my fear since im exercising 3-4 times a week now.
but yeah don’t do it, i should’ve listened. no matter what you think it WILL spiral out of control and you’ll lose all healthy perception on food.
snca blogpost fag here, must be nearly a year since i created my old thread?
im just here to say, dont starve yourself.
i was really insecure about my weight and started heavily restricting my food intake and it worked, i lost a lot of weight. but i have lost too much now. all my pants look huge and slide right off me, my hair started falling out, my stomach is so sensitive and reacts heavily to food now wether that be nausea or bowel pain. i feel extremely lethargic every day and find it hard to wake up and get out of bed.
the thing is i know that i need to gain weight back, i know these issues are being caused by under eating, but i cannot stop. i have an irrational fear of gaining weight and i cannot pinpoint why. i have given myself an eating disorder and i don’t want it to ruin my life.
i’ve started hitting the gym so hopefully that can encourage me to start eating a little better and dissolve my fear since im exercising 3-4 times a week now.
but yeah don’t do it, i should’ve listened. no matter what you think it WILL spiral out of control and you’ll lose all healthy perception on food.
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Converting to Judaism
I'm a goy who wants to be jewish because I have realized that goyim truly are inferior. How can I convert to Judaism and support the New World Order more?0.0071058x1190
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>Haven't spoken to a woman who wasn't a cashier or related to me since middle school.
>I'm White, 26 years old, have 100k+ USD in savings, cush job, nice apartment, exercise every day, no friends anymore, not that close with family.
>It's social anxiety mostly. Would coke/meth or prescriptions help before going out and talking to people? Not interested in being an SSRI zombie just yet.
>Haven't spoken to a woman who wasn't a cashier or related to me since middle school.
>I'm White, 26 years old, have 100k+ USD in savings, cush job, nice apartment, exercise every day, no friends anymore, not that close with family.
>It's social anxiety mostly. Would coke/meth or prescriptions help before going out and talking to people? Not interested in being an SSRI zombie just yet.
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I just fucking hate this world and the human worms feasting on its carcass. My whole life is just cold bitter hatred, and I always wanted to die violently. This is the time of vengeance and no life is worth saving.
I just fucking hate this world and the human worms feasting on its carcass. My whole life is just cold bitter hatred, and I always wanted to die violently. This is the time of vengeance and no life is worth saving.
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I had to deal with toons my whole senior year, thank fuck I don’t have to smell their rotting axe-wound anymore. Anyway blah blah blah, stay in school, don’t do ‘p and ‘o o algo asii…
Graduating today
Hey ‘teens I’m graduating today, so happy for the niggerhell of high-school to be over.I had to deal with toons my whole senior year, thank fuck I don’t have to smell their rotting axe-wound anymore. Anyway blah blah blah, stay in school, don’t do ‘p and ‘o o algo asii…
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get it in your mindset that you should stop worrying
pray every day to the God because He shall give thee comfort
delete all of your normie social medias, throw your devices in a faraday cage because they emit emf radiation
spend more time in nature, nature is amazing
stop eating GOYSLOP. Don't eat polyunsaturated fats, refined carbohydrates, grains, starches, ANYTHING with seed oils. Your diet should primarily be based around animal products that contain lots of fat (cholesterol does NOT cause heart disease, that is an OLD LIE), and fruits for sugars and also vitamins. If you want a good snack one of my favorites is raw ice cream for bears. You can also eat raw and go full primal if you like but be careful. Ever get any parasites just take the horse paste (0.2mg/kg ivermectin(1 week on 1 week off) + 222mg fenbendazole(3 days on 4 days off) works like a charm. You are what you eat so if you eat sludge you become like sludge but if you eat good food you become strong.
stop listening to the cdc and fda, KEEP THAT JAB FAR AWAY
NOOTROPICSWhat are nootropics? They are supplements mainly derived from herbs(natures TRUE medicine) that enhance your bodily function turning you into a DEITY amongst MEN. Matter of fact i wrote this while on themHere are some good ones:
Tongkat Ali boosts free testosterone by 30-40%, destroys your cortisol, boosts your libido, and destroys brain fog. 200-400 mg standardized extracts daily. Pair with Fadogia Agrestis to fly your testosterone to the moon.
Ashwagandha (KSM-66) significantly lowers your cortisol. 600 mg daily.
Lion's Mane grows your brain and increases nerve growth factor which improves memory, focus, and concentration. 1g+ daily.
L-Theanine improves focus, 200-600 mg daily.
Rhodiola Rosea fights fatigue and sustains energy, 200-400 mg daily.
Creatine Monohydrate fuels ATP improving brainpower and muscles, 5-10g daily. Contrary to popular belief, you DONT need a loading phase. And also it does NOT cause hair loss, that was disproven a while ago.
Citicoline (CDP-Choline) improves focus and memory
Omega-3 fish oil supports brain neurons. Get from real fish
Magnesium (both glycinate and l-thereonate) helps with muscle growth, sleep, and brain power.
I started taking mushroom complex, l-theanine, ashwagandha, creatine, and magnesium a couple days ago and GOD I FEEL GREAT!!! Significantly lowers your inhibition and makes life feel a lot more fun. The first time i took it i quite litearlly went BONKERS and started running around and skipping and then just went into the pool that had like cold as ice water without any fear and played in there for like a hour IF YOU WANT TO ENJOY YOUR LIFE REJUVENATE YOUR BRAIN!!
yall need to start nootropicmaxxing
Geniunely fuck worrying about all this stupid bullshit. Enough overthinking. Enough of being smart. JUST BECOME A LOW INHIB RETARD(YOU) need to LOWER your CORTISOL!!! The reason why youre an autistic resentful self hating lazy faggot isnt because its "your personality" or that youre "insecure". No, its because your amygdala(your brains fear center) is too large, causing you to have high inhibition, which RUINS your life. It makes you lazy, doubtful, and insecure. You will never ascend without lowering your inhibition. Thankfully there are ways to actually KILL your (((INHIBITION))). First off:get it in your mindset that you should stop worrying
pray every day to the God because He shall give thee comfort
delete all of your normie social medias, throw your devices in a faraday cage because they emit emf radiation
spend more time in nature, nature is amazing
stop eating GOYSLOP. Don't eat polyunsaturated fats, refined carbohydrates, grains, starches, ANYTHING with seed oils. Your diet should primarily be based around animal products that contain lots of fat (cholesterol does NOT cause heart disease, that is an OLD LIE), and fruits for sugars and also vitamins. If you want a good snack one of my favorites is raw ice cream for bears. You can also eat raw and go full primal if you like but be careful. Ever get any parasites just take the horse paste (0.2mg/kg ivermectin(1 week on 1 week off) + 222mg fenbendazole(3 days on 4 days off) works like a charm. You are what you eat so if you eat sludge you become like sludge but if you eat good food you become strong.
stop listening to the cdc and fda, KEEP THAT JAB FAR AWAY
NOOTROPICSWhat are nootropics? They are supplements mainly derived from herbs(natures TRUE medicine) that enhance your bodily function turning you into a DEITY amongst MEN. Matter of fact i wrote this while on themHere are some good ones:
Tongkat Ali boosts free testosterone by 30-40%, destroys your cortisol, boosts your libido, and destroys brain fog. 200-400 mg standardized extracts daily. Pair with Fadogia Agrestis to fly your testosterone to the moon.
Ashwagandha (KSM-66) significantly lowers your cortisol. 600 mg daily.
Lion's Mane grows your brain and increases nerve growth factor which improves memory, focus, and concentration. 1g+ daily.
L-Theanine improves focus, 200-600 mg daily.
Rhodiola Rosea fights fatigue and sustains energy, 200-400 mg daily.
Creatine Monohydrate fuels ATP improving brainpower and muscles, 5-10g daily. Contrary to popular belief, you DONT need a loading phase. And also it does NOT cause hair loss, that was disproven a while ago.
Citicoline (CDP-Choline) improves focus and memory
Omega-3 fish oil supports brain neurons. Get from real fish
Magnesium (both glycinate and l-thereonate) helps with muscle growth, sleep, and brain power.
I started taking mushroom complex, l-theanine, ashwagandha, creatine, and magnesium a couple days ago and GOD I FEEL GREAT!!! Significantly lowers your inhibition and makes life feel a lot more fun. The first time i took it i quite litearlly went BONKERS and started running around and skipping and then just went into the pool that had like cold as ice water without any fear and played in there for like a hour IF YOU WANT TO ENJOY YOUR LIFE REJUVENATE YOUR BRAIN!!
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Holy shit why hasn’t quote shut down this faggot rape victim hug box already
Holy shit why hasn’t quote shut down this faggot rape victim hug box already
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>Alcohol
I first started drinking when I was 17 at a high school graduation party. Since then, I’ve been drinking once a week at the very least. I am immune to hangovers most likely because I’m tall stocky and I very rarely vomit to throw up. I’m not the type of person to drink when they’re sad because that only make it only amplifies my emotions. That’s how I know. I’m not an alcoholic, unlike my mother‘s warnings about genetic alcoholism on both sides. I have abstained for extended periods of time (>1 month).
>Nicotine
When I was 13 I tried a vape once and never did it again nor do I plan to start again, thank God. I resumed with Cigars at 18, where I'd smoke once a week at most at one point and I tried cigarettes at 20 and later Zyn pouches. the last time I've indulged was yesterday and I intend to smoke now. That being said I can control myself and I've also abstained from this at extended periods of time (>1 month).
>Niggerweed
I took edibles by accident when I was 16 and had a panic attack, it was my uncles.
I started smoking weed when I was 17 with a friend once and I started buying/regularly consuming it when I was 19. They say the first time you get high is the best, and I've been chasing that high ever since. The last time I smoked weed was sometime in early march and I didn't really get high since I rolled the joint like shit. I don't intend to smoke niggerweed ever again to be quite frank
>Psilocybin Mushrooms
I met my shroom dealer via my weed plug when I was 18 at the bus-stop when I was leaving work. He asked me for a container of cigarettes and I just so happened to have one on the ground and gave it to him. He introduced the mushroom dealer to me a few weeks later and I tried it out the first time with my friend, but we drank so either it was too light a dose or the alcohol cancelled out. I tried it a 2nd time alone and it was the most intense and sensory-inducing drug I've ever tried. I even had a wet hallucination where this Anime squid woman gave me head and I kept on seeing the Marionette from FNaF 2 to the left of my shoulder, but I also felt like my brain was growing so big that it needed to break out of my skull.
>Abilify/Aripiprazole
This is the only prescription drug I've taken and currently taking as I'm typing this. It was prescribed to me after going to therapy because my parents noticed some "anti-social" behaviors like leaving the house for extended periods of time to see an old man who'd pay me to walk his dog(s). I told the therapist that I had extremely negative thoughts I'd wish to silence and I was prescribed 2mg Abilify. I'd say so far it worked out but it appears I need a larger dose.
Drugs, recreational or prescribed
What are some of your experiences with Drugs? Here are mines:>Alcohol
I first started drinking when I was 17 at a high school graduation party. Since then, I’ve been drinking once a week at the very least. I am immune to hangovers most likely because I’m tall stocky and I very rarely vomit to throw up. I’m not the type of person to drink when they’re sad because that only make it only amplifies my emotions. That’s how I know. I’m not an alcoholic, unlike my mother‘s warnings about genetic alcoholism on both sides. I have abstained for extended periods of time (>1 month).
>Nicotine
When I was 13 I tried a vape once and never did it again nor do I plan to start again, thank God. I resumed with Cigars at 18, where I'd smoke once a week at most at one point and I tried cigarettes at 20 and later Zyn pouches. the last time I've indulged was yesterday and I intend to smoke now. That being said I can control myself and I've also abstained from this at extended periods of time (>1 month).
>Niggerweed
I took edibles by accident when I was 16 and had a panic attack, it was my uncles.
I started smoking weed when I was 17 with a friend once and I started buying/regularly consuming it when I was 19. They say the first time you get high is the best, and I've been chasing that high ever since. The last time I smoked weed was sometime in early march and I didn't really get high since I rolled the joint like shit. I don't intend to smoke niggerweed ever again to be quite frank
>Psilocybin Mushrooms
I met my shroom dealer via my weed plug when I was 18 at the bus-stop when I was leaving work. He asked me for a container of cigarettes and I just so happened to have one on the ground and gave it to him. He introduced the mushroom dealer to me a few weeks later and I tried it out the first time with my friend, but we drank so either it was too light a dose or the alcohol cancelled out. I tried it a 2nd time alone and it was the most intense and sensory-inducing drug I've ever tried. I even had a wet hallucination where this Anime squid woman gave me head and I kept on seeing the Marionette from FNaF 2 to the left of my shoulder, but I also felt like my brain was growing so big that it needed to break out of my skull.
>Abilify/Aripiprazole
This is the only prescription drug I've taken and currently taking as I'm typing this. It was prescribed to me after going to therapy because my parents noticed some "anti-social" behaviors like leaving the house for extended periods of time to see an old man who'd pay me to walk his dog(s). I told the therapist that I had extremely negative thoughts I'd wish to silence and I was prescribed 2mg Abilify. I'd say so far it worked out but it appears I need a larger dose.
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ITT kvetch about your gripes with womenkind
I'll start
ahem…
women are immature
ITT kvetch about your gripes with womenkind
I'll start
ahem…
women are immature
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Social media is the greatest glowie psyop ever.
It single handedly ruined 2 generations, killed any high iq thought normalgroids might've possibly had, and made the internet absolute dogshit
What could've prevented this?
Social media is the greatest glowie psyop ever.
It single handedly ruined 2 generations, killed any high iq thought normalgroids might've possibly had, and made the internet absolute dogshit
What could've prevented this?
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Get a load of this retard geeg
Def acking lmaooo0.032253x255
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is it normal that every time I enjoy a song, book, artwork or some media I liked, I start feeling a strong sense of envy because I'll never be able to create anything even 10% as good
is it normal that every time I enjoy a song, book, artwork or some media I liked, I start feeling a strong sense of envy because I'll never be able to create anything even 10% as good
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idk about you guys in america, but literally everyone in the uk is atheist. its kinda crazy. no one here seems to realise how crazy that is
idk about you guys in america, but literally everyone in the uk is atheist. its kinda crazy. no one here seems to realise how crazy that is
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Anyways, I was born and raised Roman Catholic, (Although I had my atheist phase) baptized Catholic, etc. As of 2019, I started to become a shut-in, and of course, as you can imagine that just contributed to me becoming a faggot.
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Between 2021-2023, I joined various discord servers and group chats filled to the brim with groomers, femboys, etc. which shaped me into being an atheist, and becoming attracted to transfems and femboys.
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At the end of 2024, I started becoming fond of Catholicism again, started attending Church, and became "less woke". However, despite having a profound hatred for trannies, knowing they're pedos and just a jewish psyop in general, I can't stop jerking off to them, idk why, but a regular woman will not get me as horny as a transfem, perhaps this is because I became a misogynist.
<peepee
I've tried many nofap methods, that includes praying, going to Church, having icons, reducing usage of screens, and reading EasyPeasy, but none of it works, (specially EasyPeasy, that's garbage) and yesterday I had a big idea, which was basically fasting, I've tried it before, but it only works like for 3 days until I go back to it. Idk what to do anymore, I can't afford a psychologist and I don't have any close ones to talk to about the issue, I don't think you guys will be able to help much, but it's something I've been meaning to get off my chest. Idk what to do guys.
Catholicism, Pornography, and Homosexuality
Hello everyone, this is probably the gorillion post talking about "OP got groomed into being a homosexual and doesn't like it", but I don't care.<peepee
Anyways, I was born and raised Roman Catholic, (Although I had my atheist phase) baptized Catholic, etc. As of 2019, I started to become a shut-in, and of course, as you can imagine that just contributed to me becoming a faggot.
<peepee
Between 2021-2023, I joined various discord servers and group chats filled to the brim with groomers, femboys, etc. which shaped me into being an atheist, and becoming attracted to transfems and femboys.
<peepee
At the end of 2024, I started becoming fond of Catholicism again, started attending Church, and became "less woke". However, despite having a profound hatred for trannies, knowing they're pedos and just a jewish psyop in general, I can't stop jerking off to them, idk why, but a regular woman will not get me as horny as a transfem, perhaps this is because I became a misogynist.
<peepee
I've tried many nofap methods, that includes praying, going to Church, having icons, reducing usage of screens, and reading EasyPeasy, but none of it works, (specially EasyPeasy, that's garbage) and yesterday I had a big idea, which was basically fasting, I've tried it before, but it only works like for 3 days until I go back to it. Idk what to do anymore, I can't afford a psychologist and I don't have any close ones to talk to about the issue, I don't think you guys will be able to help much, but it's something I've been meaning to get off my chest. Idk what to do guys.
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im trans btw fuggen jerdee
im trans btw fuggen jerdee
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I just got kicked out of another community I've been in for months, all for doing literally nothing to them. We had arguments but I never said something more serious then them and yet they all still hate me. Why does it have to be like this? All of my friends push me away, hate on me, bully me, and then play the victim when I say anything to them. I hate my life, I hate being a sperg, I hate being despised and harassed by every single person on earth. Every community I interact with inevitably ends up kicking me out and hating me. Why are the worst people in this society always praised? There's someone in that community who is loved by everyone while being the most sociopathic and narcissistic person I've ever met. I don't even know if there's a point to interacting with anyone if this is how it ends.
I just got kicked out of another community I've been in for months, all for doing literally nothing to them. We had arguments but I never said something more serious then them and yet they all still hate me. Why does it have to be like this? All of my friends push me away, hate on me, bully me, and then play the victim when I say anything to them. I hate my life, I hate being a sperg, I hate being despised and harassed by every single person on earth. Every community I interact with inevitably ends up kicking me out and hating me. Why are the worst people in this society always praised? There's someone in that community who is loved by everyone while being the most sociopathic and narcissistic person I've ever met. I don't even know if there's a point to interacting with anyone if this is how it ends.
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I heard about the Stop Oil movement, and I think that is one of the most obvious psyops considering every protest is not inconveniencing oil plants, big companies, or anything like that. Their "strategy" is to attempt to deface famous works of art and to block the roads for normal people. In the comments people always say that theyre so dumb because it's just going to make people not want to support their movement. But repeat that back to yourself for a moment.
Its also funded by one of the richest person's descendents.
A new "smash hit" game released called Mixtape rated 10/10 by IGN. Many people hate it, because its extremely obnoxious and the characters are awful people.
Whats funny though, is the people defending it keep going to the narrative that you MUST be an alt right nazi to hate it.
When I was growing up, I kind of went down this path because when you're manipulated into thinking that thats the only group that accepts you its easy to fall for since we all want to be accepted.
And lo an behold, the game is funded by one of the richest person's daughter, and everyone with criticism is saying the game is bad because the developers are incompetent and stupid and foolish.
Does this sound familiar to you? Thanks for reading the schizo thread, 4chan is completely compromised and I remembered here being somewhat more pleasant so maybe at least one person reads this and considers what im saying.
What if movies and games are purposefully designed to make you hate women?
Just a thought, what if this were the case? We know that gamergate was in part due to epstein but what if it goes further than that. They keep releasing these super shitty movies/games with psychopathic female leads then tell us were supposed to empathize with them, and also DIRECTLY push us into alt-right territory by calling us nazis for noticing this, and they have enough botted accounts to make us feel like we are the minority. This sounds like a perfect setup for what was in the files, because they win no matter whether you shill or hate their media because they control and own both sides.I heard about the Stop Oil movement, and I think that is one of the most obvious psyops considering every protest is not inconveniencing oil plants, big companies, or anything like that. Their "strategy" is to attempt to deface famous works of art and to block the roads for normal people. In the comments people always say that theyre so dumb because it's just going to make people not want to support their movement. But repeat that back to yourself for a moment.
Its also funded by one of the richest person's descendents.
A new "smash hit" game released called Mixtape rated 10/10 by IGN. Many people hate it, because its extremely obnoxious and the characters are awful people.
Whats funny though, is the people defending it keep going to the narrative that you MUST be an alt right nazi to hate it.
When I was growing up, I kind of went down this path because when you're manipulated into thinking that thats the only group that accepts you its easy to fall for since we all want to be accepted.
And lo an behold, the game is funded by one of the richest person's daughter, and everyone with criticism is saying the game is bad because the developers are incompetent and stupid and foolish.
Does this sound familiar to you? Thanks for reading the schizo thread, 4chan is completely compromised and I remembered here being somewhat more pleasant so maybe at least one person reads this and considers what im saying.
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Do you vape? Share why or why not.
Do you vape? Share why or why not.
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I ate an entire tub of ice cream like a women and Im going to kms in my dreams
I ate an entire tub of ice cream like a women and Im going to kms in my dreams
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How do I look?
How do I look?
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i miss /phonk/
i miss /phonk/
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starting to have this feeling telling me that i need to drink myself to death again
starting to have this feeling telling me that i need to drink myself to death again
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how to get better handwriting
Had shit handwriting for a long time, I'm pretty sure my school was going to get me special help and help me fix my handwriting back in 8 grade but covid but a stop to that0.013366x358
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Im 22
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>Have you seen my new bra? It's so skimpy
>Do you know that this girl lost virginity when she was 11?
>WAOW, amazing!
>My boyfriend left a long comment under my clip from thailand!
On and on, so fucking annoying. While male zoomers were all in tiktok. You know that staring down into phone pose, when they bend their necks downwards like slaves. One of them was beside me, and he was watching some raisin stories with text displaying over someone dancing and jumping like a retard. God, I hate this society so much. I wanted to murder all these e-whores and broccoli heads on spot, so much they enraged me with their degeneracy. It's obvious that at least a half of all zoomers are like this. Terminally online, following the fashion and completely braindead.
So how do you avoid interacting with these imbeciles? I can't even bear observing them.
Why are normies so degenerate?
So I was on a bus and there were some zoomers and foids around me. Most were scrolling tiktok while a group of 20yo foids with overused makeup was gossiping>Have you seen my new bra? It's so skimpy
>Do you know that this girl lost virginity when she was 11?
>WAOW, amazing!
>My boyfriend left a long comment under my clip from thailand!
On and on, so fucking annoying. While male zoomers were all in tiktok. You know that staring down into phone pose, when they bend their necks downwards like slaves. One of them was beside me, and he was watching some raisin stories with text displaying over someone dancing and jumping like a retard. God, I hate this society so much. I wanted to murder all these e-whores and broccoli heads on spot, so much they enraged me with their degeneracy. It's obvious that at least a half of all zoomers are like this. Terminally online, following the fashion and completely braindead.
So how do you avoid interacting with these imbeciles? I can't even bear observing them.
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women shouldnt vote
women shouldnt vote
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ivermectin
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I literally can't stop gooning how do I ACTUALLY stop dude
I literally can't stop gooning how do I ACTUALLY stop dude
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is it weird I still sleep with stuffed animal?
srsly bros, is it weird I just want to hold something soft while I sleep?0.006628x737
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I used to be ok at making friends. that was until sophomore year, I realized that I was always the "backup friend" for everybody I ever talked to/was "friends" with. Im graduating on the 24th, I've committed to a college for a marine bio degree, and im dreading having to talk to people. I honestly feel like I've already wasted my life.
Ive been holed up in my mom's apartment for the last 2 years. All my attempts at hanging out or contacting people had resulted in unanswered texts or being left on read. So instead, I started rotting on my shitty pc sinking hours into Troonfortress 2. I used to love the game, used it as a comfort thing to supplement my nonexistent social life. objectively the worst decision I ever made.
I met a few people on the game, unfortunately, most of them are retarded gay/trans furniggers (although I am technically a furry, I try to not be associated with a majority of them.)
I talk to them sometimes, but it just feels off. All of them are a little odd in one way or another, and it bothers me. Yet I feel like im too anxious/retarded to speak to normal people. It makes me so angry that im not part of a freind group, or have somebody to talk to or do stuff with. Like it's getting to the point whenever I see a group of friends havin fun, or a happy couple together, I just want to see that joy taken from them. It just feeds my cycle of rotting on the computer or just lifting weights to distract myself.
is there anything I can do to actually make better friends? Is there something wrong with me?
sorry for ramblig n shiiet, im super tired.
I feel like I'm in limbo
It's like 2 in the morning as I write this, so forgive me if it gets nonsensical. (included a stupid doodle of my shark guy if that matters)I used to be ok at making friends. that was until sophomore year, I realized that I was always the "backup friend" for everybody I ever talked to/was "friends" with. Im graduating on the 24th, I've committed to a college for a marine bio degree, and im dreading having to talk to people. I honestly feel like I've already wasted my life.
Ive been holed up in my mom's apartment for the last 2 years. All my attempts at hanging out or contacting people had resulted in unanswered texts or being left on read. So instead, I started rotting on my shitty pc sinking hours into Troonfortress 2. I used to love the game, used it as a comfort thing to supplement my nonexistent social life. objectively the worst decision I ever made.
I met a few people on the game, unfortunately, most of them are retarded gay/trans furniggers (although I am technically a furry, I try to not be associated with a majority of them.)
I talk to them sometimes, but it just feels off. All of them are a little odd in one way or another, and it bothers me. Yet I feel like im too anxious/retarded to speak to normal people. It makes me so angry that im not part of a freind group, or have somebody to talk to or do stuff with. Like it's getting to the point whenever I see a group of friends havin fun, or a happy couple together, I just want to see that joy taken from them. It just feeds my cycle of rotting on the computer or just lifting weights to distract myself.
is there anything I can do to actually make better friends? Is there something wrong with me?
sorry for ramblig n shiiet, im super tired.
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Blackpill is nigger ideology
Blackpill is nigger ideology
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So, it looks like I overdosed on Ivermectin. About two days ago, I took 6-8 ml (40 mg per ml) at once.
<nigger
Before all this, I had terrible bloating. It lasted for about three years, and absolutely everything I tried to get rid of it didn't help. I had numerous stool tests, but the results were normal, no worms. In my desperation, I even thought it was psychosomatic.
<nigger
I eventually came across a thread about the deworm pill. I tried albendazole first. My bloating subsided a bit. I took three pills at once. It got even better. A few days later, I tried veterinary fenbendazole. I took more than the recommended dose for dogs, but it didn't make me sick. My bloating almost completely went away.
<nigger
About two days ago, I took this dose of ivermectin. Then I realized what I'd done. I went to the pharmacy and bought some activated charcoal. I thought everything would be fine after that, so I went home to bed. The next morning I woke up in a terrible state. Everything had such terribly oversaturated colors, my vision seemed limited and tunnel vision. Everything was falling out of my hands. I looked in the mirror. My lips were blue, like a corpse. My consciousness was very confused. In my head, it felt like several entities were having a conversation. I was hallucinating. When I lay down and closed my eyes, I began to see floating geometric patterns. I went to a drugstore and bought a whole pack of activated charcoal. I drank it all in one sitting. I felt very tired. I went to bed.
<nigger
I'm writing this some time after waking up. I'm feeling a little better, and my lips aren't blue anymore, though my vision remains an issue. At least my tummy isn't bloated anymore.
So, it looks like I overdosed on Ivermectin. About two days ago, I took 6-8 ml (40 mg per ml) at once.
<nigger
Before all this, I had terrible bloating. It lasted for about three years, and absolutely everything I tried to get rid of it didn't help. I had numerous stool tests, but the results were normal, no worms. In my desperation, I even thought it was psychosomatic.
<nigger
I eventually came across a thread about the deworm pill. I tried albendazole first. My bloating subsided a bit. I took three pills at once. It got even better. A few days later, I tried veterinary fenbendazole. I took more than the recommended dose for dogs, but it didn't make me sick. My bloating almost completely went away.
<nigger
About two days ago, I took this dose of ivermectin. Then I realized what I'd done. I went to the pharmacy and bought some activated charcoal. I thought everything would be fine after that, so I went home to bed. The next morning I woke up in a terrible state. Everything had such terribly oversaturated colors, my vision seemed limited and tunnel vision. Everything was falling out of my hands. I looked in the mirror. My lips were blue, like a corpse. My consciousness was very confused. In my head, it felt like several entities were having a conversation. I was hallucinating. When I lay down and closed my eyes, I began to see floating geometric patterns. I went to a drugstore and bought a whole pack of activated charcoal. I drank it all in one sitting. I felt very tired. I went to bed.
<nigger
I'm writing this some time after waking up. I'm feeling a little better, and my lips aren't blue anymore, though my vision remains an issue. At least my tummy isn't bloated anymore.
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I talk to girls online but it's getting boring, like i fake everything and they buy into it and I'm starting to think they should pay me for the experience cause i really do make them feel loved, i am so bored with this neet life i might start a fake misanthrope server where my foot soldiers just troll people and provide me with entertainment
I talk to girls online but it's getting boring, like i fake everything and they buy into it and I'm starting to think they should pay me for the experience cause i really do make them feel loved, i am so bored with this neet life i might start a fake misanthrope server where my foot soldiers just troll people and provide me with entertainment
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im so tired of the lack of communication. in two months that ive been lurking here, ive typed more text than in the previous few years of my internet life. this is one of the few places online that doesnt make me nauseous(except qa). i clearly missed its heyday, cause chatting on a board with 5 pee pee ash isnt really fun, but i kinda like it anyway. i hadnt been on imageboards before btw, browsed 'cuck a bit, but there's so much porn everywhere it's unbearable.
overall, i feel like my life is meaningless. every day, i jump from one distraction to another until its time to go to sleep. mostly watch jewtube or masturbate. its a neverending cycle. i dont have any friends and have never had anyone i was truly close to. irl i feel like people are disgusted by me. online all my halfhearted attempts to chat with someone end with them ghosting me. even if we did start discussing something, that person would eventually ghost me anyway, just because im a sad boring faggot. and even if we some how get a bit closer, ill eventually ghost them myself cause they dont meet some specific criteria for my "perfect friend" image or for some other retarded reason. yet i feel like all my problems are caused by the fact that i never had someone to really talk to. i just dont know what to do. every online community wether feels like flock of circlejerking faggots or has been abandoned for ages and is 90% made up of newfags and passers-by.
sometimes thoughts about wasted time come flooding in, i may cry a bit, but in the end, the cycle repeats itself and i go with the flow again. every other normie is just as ambitionless and amorphous as i am. idk.
i think ill read reppeys and get off the shitty too, idk.
how to find somephono to talk
sorry if i sound retarded, im esl and shieeeet. also no ><nigger spacesim so tired of the lack of communication. in two months that ive been lurking here, ive typed more text than in the previous few years of my internet life. this is one of the few places online that doesnt make me nauseous(except qa). i clearly missed its heyday, cause chatting on a board with 5 pee pee ash isnt really fun, but i kinda like it anyway. i hadnt been on imageboards before btw, browsed 'cuck a bit, but there's so much porn everywhere it's unbearable.
overall, i feel like my life is meaningless. every day, i jump from one distraction to another until its time to go to sleep. mostly watch jewtube or masturbate. its a neverending cycle. i dont have any friends and have never had anyone i was truly close to. irl i feel like people are disgusted by me. online all my halfhearted attempts to chat with someone end with them ghosting me. even if we did start discussing something, that person would eventually ghost me anyway, just because im a sad boring faggot. and even if we some how get a bit closer, ill eventually ghost them myself cause they dont meet some specific criteria for my "perfect friend" image or for some other retarded reason. yet i feel like all my problems are caused by the fact that i never had someone to really talk to. i just dont know what to do. every online community wether feels like flock of circlejerking faggots or has been abandoned for ages and is 90% made up of newfags and passers-by.
sometimes thoughts about wasted time come flooding in, i may cry a bit, but in the end, the cycle repeats itself and i go with the flow again. every other normie is just as ambitionless and amorphous as i am. idk.
i think ill read reppeys and get off the shitty too, idk.
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Everyone IRL thinks I'm "nonchalant" because I'm too socially retarded to strike up a conversation with anyone
Everyone IRL thinks I'm "nonchalant" because I'm too socially retarded to strike up a conversation with anyone
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Ever since I moved to the States I've noticed how easy Indians have it with black people. They all love us for seemingly nothing, contrast with the native white people. In fact, I've seen many Indian men hit it off well with black women. Does anyone know why this is?
Ever since I moved to the States I've noticed how easy Indians have it with black people. They all love us for seemingly nothing, contrast with the native white people. In fact, I've seen many Indian men hit it off well with black women. Does anyone know why this is?
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hello r9k
hello r9k
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How many dates it took (you) to ask her to be your girlfriend? I am pretty sure she likes me just need to time it right
How many dates it took (you) to ask her to be your girlfriend? I am pretty sure she likes me just need to time it right
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trannies groomed all the autistic girls i could have dated i fucking hate the school system and internet
trannies groomed all the autistic girls i could have dated i fucking hate the school system and internet
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I made my pooner gf not want to poon out, is this winning?
I made my pooner gf not want to poon out, is this winning?
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furnigger get
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So did anybody else actually have a tomboy childhood friend growing up or is it just a meme? From like 4th to 7th grade I was friends with this girl who despite being a foid was basically a bro to me. We used to play in the dirt together and shit, and while other foids would start reeing like retards if they saw a spider (which they still do as seniors in high school geg but that's a story for another time), she would be the type of person to pick it up and hold it. We even dated for a couple months in middle school. Turns out she was a closeted lesbian and from what I've heard she ended up pooning out in high school, but I'm curious to see if any other 'teens have a similar experience.
So did anybody else actually have a tomboy childhood friend growing up or is it just a meme? From like 4th to 7th grade I was friends with this girl who despite being a foid was basically a bro to me. We used to play in the dirt together and shit, and while other foids would start reeing like retards if they saw a spider (which they still do as seniors in high school geg but that's a story for another time), she would be the type of person to pick it up and hold it. We even dated for a couple months in middle school. Turns out she was a closeted lesbian and from what I've heard she ended up pooning out in high school, but I'm curious to see if any other 'teens have a similar experience.
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im stuck in a rut
im stuck in a rut
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The truth about vapes
Vapes were created so you would experience from sucking metal things,why?Because one day blackrock will unleash an army of robots on the world and will force people to suck their cocks.0.0241025x1025
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Unfortunately due to alcohol and THC in my system and tiredness since it was like 4am, I made a very bad decision and told the other two guys that I was struggling with homosexual thoughts.
At the time they both seemed fine with it and we had all sorta talked about personal stuff so I foolishly assumed the stuff we'd been saying wouldn't leave our circle.
However since then, one of the two guys has apparently been spreading around that I'm a faggot to other people.
I've already got a dm from someone asking about it. What the fuck am I supposed to do now? Do I just own it at this point?
>quit porn, repent to god blah blah
I've tried allat before and it has not worked
Anyway that doesn't change the fact that my friends know I'm a disgusting faggot.
told my friends im a faggot
I was chilling with some friends, we stayed up overnight and watched films and stuff, and one of the two guys who stayed started talking about his battles with porn addiction.Unfortunately due to alcohol and THC in my system and tiredness since it was like 4am, I made a very bad decision and told the other two guys that I was struggling with homosexual thoughts.
At the time they both seemed fine with it and we had all sorta talked about personal stuff so I foolishly assumed the stuff we'd been saying wouldn't leave our circle.
However since then, one of the two guys has apparently been spreading around that I'm a faggot to other people.
I've already got a dm from someone asking about it. What the fuck am I supposed to do now? Do I just own it at this point?
>quit porn, repent to god blah blah
I've tried allat before and it has not worked
Anyway that doesn't change the fact that my friends know I'm a disgusting faggot.
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what do you g*ys think of circumcision?
what do you g*ys think of circumcision?
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foids
foids
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I look at relationships and the women act like literal children while having every expense paid for by her boyfriend. so many men are just complete vaginal slaves that put an insane amount of time, effort, and money into a woman just so he can have the small chance of sleeping with her
sex sounds way too overrated too, like just jack off nigga
idk why everyone wants a gf so much
women are not fun to be around and I don't know why everyone is so desperate to get a gfI look at relationships and the women act like literal children while having every expense paid for by her boyfriend. so many men are just complete vaginal slaves that put an insane amount of time, effort, and money into a woman just so he can have the small chance of sleeping with her
sex sounds way too overrated too, like just jack off nigga
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I've been told that I need to fix my social skills before I turn an unc so it doesn't cement my ineptitude.
But how?
Most of the time I get approached by students at uni they just talk about SIDCA such as their sexbuddies and Netflix shows and if I talk about my actual hobbies they find it weird and express fake interest because they want to slander me later or want free free shit from me. I have never found a person worth talking to irl.
I used to think it's a peer problem because they're all normie wompas that I don't relate to but I tried making friends online, and usually they go "that's cool" and we never talk again because I feel so exhausted of talking to people about the same shit over and over again with no reward or dopamine from it. So now I'm just wondering what the point of talking to people is if it's completely unenjoyable, doesn't cure my loneliness and takes so much time and energy from me.
I know it doesn't necessarily have to be because I enjoy talking to my closest online friend everyday.
What am I doing wrong? What are you even meant to talk about? What's the point?
I've been told that I need to fix my social skills before I turn an unc so it doesn't cement my ineptitude.
But how?
Most of the time I get approached by students at uni they just talk about SIDCA such as their sexbuddies and Netflix shows and if I talk about my actual hobbies they find it weird and express fake interest because they want to slander me later or want free free shit from me. I have never found a person worth talking to irl.
I used to think it's a peer problem because they're all normie wompas that I don't relate to but I tried making friends online, and usually they go "that's cool" and we never talk again because I feel so exhausted of talking to people about the same shit over and over again with no reward or dopamine from it. So now I'm just wondering what the point of talking to people is if it's completely unenjoyable, doesn't cure my loneliness and takes so much time and energy from me.
I know it doesn't necessarily have to be because I enjoy talking to my closest online friend everyday.
What am I doing wrong? What are you even meant to talk about? What's the point?
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tuff-moon on da 'log doe
tuff-moon on da 'log doe
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People often forget how sacred your virginity is. To behold it is nothing to be ashamed of, infact it is something you should be proud of. But in this degenerate normalgroidish world and society it is something that marks you as a retard or something of the like. o algo this is just cope tbh
People often forget how sacred your virginity is. To behold it is nothing to be ashamed of, infact it is something you should be proud of. But in this degenerate normalgroidish world and society it is something that marks you as a retard or something of the like. o algo this is just cope tbh
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Hey guys, just wanted to give you an update on Lindsay.
Lindsay now absolutely refuses to clean up after herself at all. She still refuses to use the toilet which is fine but she NEEDS to clean up after herself. Other than that she is an amazing roommate and we all really like her but this is really becoming a problem. Our boyfriends and girlfriends don't even want to come over anymore. She says it isn't a big deal and that we're making a big deal out of nothing. She says she doesn't tell us how or where to use the bathroom and it isn't her problem that the rest of us just happened to agree on using a specific place to shit when we met and that having roommates means having to make compromises sometimes and putting aside our differences to keep peace in the house and that everyone is hanging up on her.
I went to the shop where she works and from talking to her co-worker it seems like she doesn't behave this way at work or I assume he would have said something so I don't know what her deal is. She refuses to actually discuss this. She doesn't know this yet but Josh is considering moving back with his parents in Wisconsin.
I got along with Lindsay right away when we met and is a super close friend but this is making me wonder if our friendship will even last. Thanks for listening again you guys and I'll keep you guys posted.
Hey guys, just wanted to give you an update on Lindsay.
Lindsay now absolutely refuses to clean up after herself at all. She still refuses to use the toilet which is fine but she NEEDS to clean up after herself. Other than that she is an amazing roommate and we all really like her but this is really becoming a problem. Our boyfriends and girlfriends don't even want to come over anymore. She says it isn't a big deal and that we're making a big deal out of nothing. She says she doesn't tell us how or where to use the bathroom and it isn't her problem that the rest of us just happened to agree on using a specific place to shit when we met and that having roommates means having to make compromises sometimes and putting aside our differences to keep peace in the house and that everyone is hanging up on her.
I went to the shop where she works and from talking to her co-worker it seems like she doesn't behave this way at work or I assume he would have said something so I don't know what her deal is. She refuses to actually discuss this. She doesn't know this yet but Josh is considering moving back with his parents in Wisconsin.
I got along with Lindsay right away when we met and is a super close friend but this is making me wonder if our friendship will even last. Thanks for listening again you guys and I'll keep you guys posted.
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>glasses
>cute but not as conventionally hot for other guys to like her as well
>slightly autistic, likes the same nofono as you do
>understands you and you understands her
>likes to draw
How much more suffering do I have to endure to find a foid like that? do they even exist? I thought i had found her once, but she didnt want me and i just wasted my time (she is like lesbian or ace or something she always comes up with something different to basically tell me i'll never have a chance with her). my only girlfriend ever was also a bit like this but we broke up after like 2 weeks because she is also a lesbian who just used me as a rebound, so i broke up with her (if i tried to continue it past that point i would had probably got cucked) and she ended up going back to her dyke ex and i just ended up as a betabuxx.
>glasses
>cute but not as conventionally hot for other guys to like her as well
>slightly autistic, likes the same nofono as you do
>understands you and you understands her
>likes to draw
How much more suffering do I have to endure to find a foid like that? do they even exist? I thought i had found her once, but she didnt want me and i just wasted my time (she is like lesbian or ace or something she always comes up with something different to basically tell me i'll never have a chance with her). my only girlfriend ever was also a bit like this but we broke up after like 2 weeks because she is also a lesbian who just used me as a rebound, so i broke up with her (if i tried to continue it past that point i would had probably got cucked) and she ended up going back to her dyke ex and i just ended up as a betabuxx.
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Pic is my actual results I promise you I'm not joking
Test: https://www.idrlabs.com/global-promiscuity/test.php
Take this SNCA test and post results ITT
New datamining thread please take this SNCA test and post results for data collection purposesPic is my actual results I promise you I'm not joking
Test: https://www.idrlabs.com/global-promiscuity/test.php
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Baby
Baby
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>Hey hunky, want to go on /r9k/ with me?
<Yeah sure.
>What do you think?
<Get this jarty shit off of my screen.
>Hey hunky, want to go on /r9k/ with me?
<Yeah sure.
>What do you think?
<Get this jarty shit off of my screen.
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how do i console someone who is grieving, as a sperg
i heard a story of a woman breaking up with her autistic boyfriend because he couldnt console her when her brother died o algx asi
which makes me worried because if i ever have a girlfriend i dont want it to end like that
video unrelated
how do i console someone who is grieving, as a sperg
i heard a story of a woman breaking up with her autistic boyfriend because he couldnt console her when her brother died o algx asi
which makes me worried because if i ever have a girlfriend i dont want it to end like that
video unrelated
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i got ligma guys what do i do
i got ligma guys what do i do
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would you have a boymoder bf/gf if they loved you
i think i would
yes i most definitely would
would you have a boymoder bf/gf if they loved you
i think i would
yes i most definitely would
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R: 1 / I: 1
am I still a useless nigger without friends if I only have online friends
am I still a useless nigger without friends if I only have online friends
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R: 4 / I: 0
I am so fucking tired, 'teens. My uncle (where i derive a lot of my traits) is in the process of divorce initiated by my aunt. No women are interested in me but the one I was interested in is taken by an asshole. I have a few friends still but I want to keep it platonic even if they arent the most interested in me whatoever because they're the few friendships that i have. its really, really fucking hard to find anyone interested me other for my looks
I am so fucking tired, 'teens. My uncle (where i derive a lot of my traits) is in the process of divorce initiated by my aunt. No women are interested in me but the one I was interested in is taken by an asshole. I have a few friends still but I want to keep it platonic even if they arent the most interested in me whatoever because they're the few friendships that i have. its really, really fucking hard to find anyone interested me other for my looks
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R: 6 / I: 1
How do you cope with loneliness as a friendless NEET?
How do you cope with loneliness as a friendless NEET?
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R: 8 / I: 0
what to do. these guys made friends with me after about six months of avoiding everyone at college. i can't just leave them. im antisocial. i dont work well with friends i dislike normies and my personality is mean. have i screwed myself. if i desert them ill be the ultimate arsehole
what to do. these guys made friends with me after about six months of avoiding everyone at college. i can't just leave them. im antisocial. i dont work well with friends i dislike normies and my personality is mean. have i screwed myself. if i desert them ill be the ultimate arsehole
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R: 15 / I: 0
foids > transo peepol
last night I had a dream about hanging out with a friend I havent seen since 2025, who also is transo and we looked around the house while my parents were outside. this dream made me realize "holy shit I need to date women" because every second of the day is about this troon and this tranny and I AM FUCKING TIRED OF IT. I want to date a REAL woman and love a REAL woman and NOT pretend to date one.0.104720x968
R: 3 / I: 0
how to deal with anhedonia?
how to deal with anhedonia?
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R: 2 / I: 0
i am a exclusively cis and straight man on HRT
i am a exclusively cis and straight man on HRT
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R: 7 / I: 1
the juice isnt worth the squeeze
the juice isnt worth the squeeze
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R: 0 / I: 0
what are (You)r superpowers?
what are (You)r superpowers?
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R: 1 / I: 0 (sticky)
Except:
There's no robot.
There's no porn.
There's no faggot garbage.
There's no tranny garbage.
Except:
There's no robot.
There's no porn.
There's no faggot garbage.
There's no tranny garbage.