>>977020>im just letting you join in on our amazing digital circusi dont want to be plapped by a certain fan of a certain purple cartoon rabbit but thank you for the offer nonetheless
>>976492 (OP)tangentially related to the topic of attentionwhoring/avatarfagging, (which i believe is what the thread was made about in the first place), i sort of get where youre coming from when you say nobody knew who you were until you started avatarfagging. for most of my life, i have always been an extra or background character in the lives of others, in real life and online. something about me just makes people unwilling to like me beyond mere acknowledgement or maybe baseline friendship, but never ever the type of friendship you hear about in books or movies, "best friends" type stuff, and that's with people ive known for years and years.
<online, it doesnt matter how hard i namefag or avatarfag, because i simply do not argue or sperg hard enough to be remembered, hated or loved. i do feel that my life has some level of purpose and fate regardless of how others perceive me, but the will to be remembered and accepted still remains, but mostly on the interwebs due to being able to find more likeminded and frankly interesting people. ive resigned to just being a +1 that people forget about the second i disappear in real life and i dont even mind it to be honest, its not like i can share my true thoughts and feelings with normies anyway. something something maslow's hierarchy of needs and im a slf