My father has very pale skin (type I, the lightest skin type), he comes from pure Germanic and Celtic stock, he has the bluest eyes, and he had sandy colored light brown hair as a young man.
Yet, for some reason, he married my swarthy Greek Cypriot/Armenian mother, who gave me my greasy, dark, wog hair, poop brown eyes, and ugly, swarthy skin, disgusting big nose, and gross, woggy eyebrows. I absolutely hate my physical appearance, and I hate that my dad did this. He could have had beautiful Nordic children, with skin type 1, rosy cheeks, blonde or sandy colored hair, and beautiful ocean-blue eyes. I could have had a straight nose and a European facial structure. I took a "Eurogenes" DNA test on Gedmatch, and while his closest population is Southeast England, mine is Thessaly, a population from Greece that is barely European.
Why did he do this to me? Why would an Celto-Germanic übermensch like him waste his precious seed on creating a worthless, ugly little wog like me? Why can't I be white and Nordic and handsome? Why am I an ugly swarthy little shit?
I saw there was a surgery that could make brown eyes blue, and I hope one day it is approved for Americans and that it is cheap enough for me to afford it. I also plan on buying "Fair and Lovely" skin cream as soon as I am no longer living with my parents. My mom got furious with me for wanting to lighten my skin and she won't let me dye my hair light blond.
I also want to get my eyebrows done so they are thin like Northwestern European eyebrows are, and hopefully get my nose done because I have an ugly mediterranean nose. I am so ugly and I hate my physical appearance.
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