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what happened to your old nvrgoon blog
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I keep myself distracted. Either read, play a game, or plan the week out. It's weird because i find myself having a good streak, then BOOM i see something, like an erotic ad, a hot chick in a Chinese game, or fanservice in troonamie and the old habit tries to come back. It is literally a trigger. That's how devastating EPI is. So deprograming myself is hard.
Posts like yours help others. We remind each other that we want to be an ideal person, and we have an idea of who that ideal person is, and that's what we are striving towards. Reminding myself i want to break this habit to be the me i could have been helps.
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everytime i feel the urge to goon i think to myself 'what would hitler think of me?'
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my brain and my health are completely fucked, I don't have the will to do anything, I don't even want to jerk off, I just want to sleep all day, I hate eating too