I mindbroke myself by not doing anything about my depression and now I feel very numb, I haven't felt any emotions in days but I still want to die, not to mention I never feel hungry either and as a result my muscles got super weak from never eating, I kno

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Chud i4fii9VK 07/05/25 (Sat) 19:15:02 №54094 [Quote]

I mindbroke myself by not doing anything about my depression and now I feel very numb, I haven't felt any emotions in days but I still want to die, not to mention I never feel hungry either and as a result my muscles got super weak from never eating, I know I have to start eating again and get help but I don't want to humiliate myself so I just talk to chatgpt about it geg, I'm almost certain I have an iron deficiency too because no matter what I'm always tired and dizzy, I almost fell over multiple times just standing still and walking yesterday, and when I do eat I want to keep eating and feel hungrier instead of full

Chud i4fii9VK 07/05/25 (Sat) 19:16:51 №54095 [Quote]

I don't even really want or need any advice I already know what I should do but I feel so tired and it just seems unattainable, I don't even have the urge to jerk off anymore, sometimes I do it out of boredom but I never feel like I need to, I don't even get that angry or annoyed either, I'm so numb I'd rather feel something than nothing

Chud CQuervIu 07/05/25 (Sat) 19:21:58 №54096 [Quote]

Go outside o algo.
If it was that simple o algo.

Chud 3pKG9i9f 07/05/25 (Sat) 19:31:13 №54100 [Quote]

>>54094 (OP)
you should eat more. just go and order some food at a restaurant. your body is obviously telling you something. also this post glows

Chud i4fii9VK 07/05/25 (Sat) 19:44:41 №54114 [Quote]

>>54096
I go outside every day, I'm certain that's not the problem
>>54100
how does it glow nigger…

Chud yOunKnta 07/05/25 (Sat) 20:21:45 №54118 [Quote]

>I'm almost certain I have an iron deficiency too because no matter what I'm always tired and dizzy, I almost fell over multiple times just standing still and walking yesterday, and when I do eat I want to keep eating and feel hungrier instead of full

How much water are you drinking? is your urine yellow or clear? Have you seen a doctor? You lack of energy is sounding less like depression and more like health problems. Do you live in an old house? has your water been tested for lead poisoning?

Chud i4fii9VK 07/05/25 (Sat) 20:38:21 №54119 [Quote]

>>54118
I drink a ton of water, my piss is super clear, and I go outside a decent amount, and my water is clean

Chud yOunKnta 07/05/25 (Sat) 20:46:14 №54120 [Quote]

>>54119
Ok, so it's not dehydration. Were your iron levels checked in a lab? Do you have a family history of cancer? are you getting enough sleep? I thought i had lead poisoning once, but nope it was sleep deprivation on top of heavy stress. I don't recall being dizzy back then but i don't recall much really from that time, it was a bad time.

This is something lab work and doctors are going to have to look at. I think it's a good call working on your iron but it could be something else too. I would see a doctor if i was in your shoes. Yeah it's expensive, but you only have one life.

Chud WeaXwIJA 07/05/25 (Sat) 21:39:32 №54125 [Quote]

sorry you feel like this OP, it makes me really sad to read about this. i know this all too well and it’s really hard to dig yourself out of that hole. i’m in a similar state at the moment and i feel emotional towards other people but emotionless towards myself, just totally detached.

i’ve been drinking and smoking lots of weed and i just feel retarded but cope is all i can do. sometimes i feel like a horrible unfixable person and it sucks but thats just how i am.

i hope things get better for you OP, wishing you well. sorry for the lack of advice i just wanted to relate for a second.

Chud uE6wpYeF 07/06/25 (Sun) 02:36:06 №54140 [Quote]

>>54094 (OP)
>i mindbroke myself by not doing anything about my depression
not real, just go outside and stop moping lolkek
>iron deficiency
take supplements or eat pumpkin seeds
>I just talk to chatgpt about it
don't

Chud i4fii9VK 07/06/25 (Sun) 16:18:18 №54196 [Quote]

>>54120
not yet, I'll go to the doctor sometime soon but I'd like to know the issue already
>>54125
I don't smoke or drink, but I'm still pretty lazy, I just got done mowing the lawn for my parents doebeit but my body feels like its on fucking fire, it wasn't even hot but I feel terrible
>>54140
I'm not really moping, I still go outside and go through my day to day life, but I want nothing more than for it to end, I'm just scared of going to hell so I haven't killed myself

Chud i4fii9VK 07/06/25 (Sun) 16:19:05 №54197 [Quote]

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do any of you like paintings?

Chud i4fii9VK 07/07/25 (Mon) 16:40:57 №54286 [Quote]

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no reppeys in a whole day

Chud i4fii9VK 07/08/25 (Tue) 13:34:49 №54370 [Quote]

damn no reppeys again in 21 hours qoot just delete the thread at this point

Chud QMTvK5^l 07/08/25 (Tue) 16:21:14 №54374 [Quote]

>>54370
Nigga if you wanna kill yourself then just do it instead of crying online

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